Chapter Thirty-Three Now that you're here, it's enough to be by Big Brother's side
After taking the medicine, Qingcheng fell on the huge bed and returned to his original form. After the stone that had condensed in his heart was broken, his heart returned to red, and his body was no longer snow-white.
Whole body red.
Qingcheng curled up in a circle and rested her head on the red hairband left by Ren Qianqian.
The dormitory was very empty and quiet. It had become quiet since she left. It was eerily quiet. Qingcheng's body felt hot and painful.
After relaxing, all the painful feelings were no longer numb. He closed his red eyes and murmured softly in the middle of the night: "Qianqian, it hurts..."
The night wind was very cold, and May was about to pass. There was no trace of that woman here anymore, and she could no longer hear her calling him in a clear voice: "Qingcheng."
She gave this name to herself. Qingcheng wondered if he would forget his name again if no one called him by his name for a long time.
Or should he say that before he forgets this name, time will freeze at a certain moment and become eternity.
Qianqian, I really want to see you again.
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Ren Qianqian slept in the Emperor's Palace for three days and three nights before she woke up.
Waking up from a dark and sweet sleep, Ren Qianqian looked at the unfamiliar bed, unfamiliar room, and unfamiliar furnishings, but she felt familiar.
Emperor Yaohua's room was decorated as cool and luxurious as his person.
There are screens with moonlight pictures in spring, summer, autumn and winter, blue-glazed painted silver plates, and exquisitely carved purple teacups. The room is filled with the fragrant smell of rose tea, which is her favorite.
Everything seemed quiet, elegant and gentle, just like his person.
Her eyes drifted to the window that was not completely closed. There were hydrangea flowers in the Blue Beast vase there. There were several colors. They were very beautiful. Emperor Yaohua probably put them there specially because she slept here.
The sun shines in and the breeze blows gently, and the hydrangeas begin to sway gently.
The quiet beauty gradually soothed her tired and sad mood.
Closing his eyes and opening them again, the sour feeling gradually subsided, and Ren Qianqian gradually began to accept that Xiaobai would not walk in holding a large bouquet of wild flowers.
The door opened with a "squeak", and Ren Qianqian turned her head to look. Emperor Yaohua was standing in front of the door, holding porridge and side dishes in his hand.
Ren Qianqian slowly said: "Brother."
"Are you feeling better? Eat some food."
Ren Qianqian nodded, slowly sat up and got out of bed, and walked quietly to the table.
She wasn't picky even when Emperor Yaohua put down his food, and ate it when he picked it up.
She was so quiet that it made Emperor Yaohua uncomfortable, but there was nothing he could do about it. All wounds needed to be healed little by little, and there was no rush.
After Ren Qianqian finished eating the porridge, she smiled slowly and said, "Brother, I've caused trouble for you."
Emperor Yaohua couldn't see her distant look and sighed: "It seems that A Qian has forgotten the agreement that night."
Ren Qianqian bit her lip and lowered her head.
It’s not that she has forgotten, it’s precisely because she hasn’t forgotten that she is so restrained. She remembers the promise, she said she wanted to come to him, but something like that happened in the middle, which made all the promises to be released and the steps to leave
They all stopped.
"Brother, things are unpredictable. Maybe God has already written the ending when everything begins. Once you miss something, you will miss it."
Emperor Yaohua smiled bitterly, looked at the hydrangeas on the window sill, and whispered softly: "Aqian, actually you didn't want to come to big brother in the first place."
Ren Qianqian's hands tightened suddenly, and she raised her head. Ren Qianqian felt a little helpless: "You already know. In fact, I also know that I can't hide it from my eldest brother. The world is safe and sound, and I can't live up to the Tathagata and I can't live up to you. That's right.
Brother, A Qian is the one who owes me."
Emperor Yaohua stood up, walked to the dressing table, picked up a green comb, and walked to her again. The green comb fell on her hair, and Emperor Yaohua said softly: "Girls' hair."
You need to take good care of your hair. This hair is full of black hair and will be held up for someone in the future."
Ren Qianqian lowered her head and let his fingers lift her hair, combing it back and forth. Emperor Yaohua combed her hair and said, "Aqian always thinks about things too complicated, that's why she's tired.
You and my eldest brother promised that you would come to my eldest brother. It was my eldest brother's blessing to be able to make this promise that good night. Moreover, you only said that you would come to my eldest brother's side. Now that you are here, it is enough for you to be by my eldest brother's side."
Ren Qianqian put her hands on her knees and squeezed them slowly.
She knew that this was the connivance from Emperor Yaohua. This man was always like this. He was different from Xiaobai. Xiaobai was pure and warm, while he was gentle and considerate.
He took the bitterness that was hard to swallow and told her: You don't need to be burdened or blame yourself, you are right.
In fact, she was wrong, she knew it better than anyone else.
Biting her lip, Ren Qianqian murmured: "Brother is so gentle..."
Emperor Yaohua combed her hair, half-crouched in front of her, and looked up at her face.
"If you really understand Big Brother's good intentions, then stay. This is Tianshan, this is the Emperor's Palace, and it is also your home and your safe haven from now on. You can let go of everything. Let go of the hustle and bustle of the outside world first, here
It’s a place where time doesn’t pass by.”
He hoped that she would stay, his eyes were filled with anticipation.
In fact, she doesn't have to make a choice, and he doesn't expect her to respond to him right away. It will take a long time for her to really come to him. He has the confidence to wait, he just hopes
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She could give him the chance to wait.
Ah Qian, it's always so difficult to get close to you. I have worked very hard. This time, at least at this moment, I hope you can stop by my side.
Ren Qianqian could see Emperor Yaohua's expectations very clearly.
She knew that the hustle and bustle outside was still going on, and she also knew that after going out, what had happened had not changed.
She remembered reading a story before. A prince saved a rabbit. Later, the prince was seriously injured and fell in the woods and was saved by the Jade Rabbit. He lived where the Jade Rabbit was, and time seemed to have never passed. The Rabbit said that you will die after you go out.
.But later the prince still had to go to the human world.
Just as Jade Rabbit said, he will die. But the woman he cannot forget, the woman he has let down, is not in this heaven and earth, but in a place where the four seasons are distinct, peach blossoms are blooming, and the desert smoke is straight.
That place may have a lot of helpless sadness, but it is very real.
A white rabbit walks here and there looking here and there. The clothes are not as good as new, and the people are not as good as old.