Chapter Forty-Nine Xu Walking Walking Walking One Day You Come Back
On his handsome face, those twinkling red eyes looked calmly at the woman beside him. When he smiled, the tear mole under the corner of his eye seemed to glow, very dazzling.
Ren Qianqian felt a heartache spread from her heart, and gradually spread to her limbs and bones. Is there sadness for her hidden in that tear mole? Why did she feel like he was smiling when he smiled at this moment?
It's like crying.
There was a mole in the corner of his eye that hid tears of sorrow for her, while under the corner of her eye, there was a mole of cinnabar for someone else.
He has spent a thousand years loving only one woman. Apart from her, he has never been entangled with any woman. Maybe his style is cruel, he is not as gentle and considerate as other men, and he doesn't even know how to be nice to someone.
But when she looked back at so many years, she found that this man had been standing in the long river of time, alone.
But there were many people in her life, and when she always complained about herself, she found that she didn't see how she was being unfair to him.
Even now, she still can't leave him happily.
Just like what he said, she wanted to say goodbye to him at this moment and said to him, please go.
Such shamelessness...
Biting her lip, Ren Qianqian's eyes were a little wet. She raised her head to look at his face that made her nostalgic. She asked softly: "Qingcheng, do you blame me? Do you hate me?"
Qingcheng leaned down and grabbed her slender hand.
Her hand was different from his. It was full of warmth, soft and delicate. Gently turning the direction of her hand, Qingcheng held their hands together so that their fingers would interlock.
"When I first met you like this in Qingcheng Mountain, I discovered that you have a pair of particularly beautiful hands. The fingers are delicate and white, and the joints are well defined. I once said that I hope you hold my hand and never let go.
, I really think so. But if this troubles you, please forget it. The White Fox King of the West Sea once told me that he will always respect your choice. He said that no matter what kind of decision it is, as long as it is
Happiness is what you choose. This time, let me give you a chance to choose."
The person who once wanted to trap her thought that as long as the person was by his side, nothing would matter anymore. Later, when he pushed her away, he thought that letting go would be a success. Until now, he finally understood.
To love someone, compared to blindly trapping and self-righteous letting go, waiting is a journey that love must go through.
Maybe while waiting, that person will never come back. But at least, I gave that person the happiness she chose. It was myself who fulfilled her happiness.
Let go of these hands, maybe I will never be able to hold them again in this life, but Qianqian, I really don’t regret it this time.
Smiling, Qingcheng raised her hand and pulled Ren Qianqian into her arms.
After all, you can't hold each other's heart if you hold each other's fingers together. Compared with holding your fingers and hugging each other, the two hearts will be closer.
"Qianqian, I'm leaving. Don't feel guilty or embarrassed, I have to leave on my own."
Ren Qianqian choked up in her throat and tears slowly flowed down. She grabbed his clothes and asked with a sob: "Where are you going? Do you want to go back to the Red Flame Palace?"
Qingcheng shook her head: "If I don't go back, I want to take Mo'er to walk around in the world. Maybe one day, you will come back."
Ren Qianqian cried even harder, clutching his clothes tightly: "What if I go back and can't find you?"
"No, if you really decide to come back, just go find our home. There are two peach blossom trees planted in front of our house, many wisteria flowers hang on the walls of the house, and there is a lotus pond in the center of the yard.
, there are many lotus flowers planted inside. And there is a river in front of the door. As long as you get home, I will rush back to the end of the world."
"What if I can't find it? The world is so big, what should I do if I can't find it?"
"You can find it by walking, because it is the most ideal home in your heart. You must know where it is, in what posture, and where it sits. Qianqian, I hope you come back, but I hope you won't do anything that will make it worse.
Things you regret."
Letting go of Ren Qianqian, who was crying like a child, Qingcheng took out a handkerchief and wiped her tears bit by bit. She was like a child, helplessly opening her big dark eyes.
He wanted to be stronger and just snatch her away, which would save her the pain of making a choice. But he didn't do that. At this time, he wanted to let her be strong alone.
From the moment he landed on this island, he knew that the ending of the story would diverge from here.
His big hands slowly covered Ren Qianqian's head, and Qingcheng gently stroked her hair: "Don't cry. Go talk to Mo'er. I will take her away tomorrow morning."
Ren Qianqian stretched out her hand in panic, trying to catch him, but finally lowered her hand.
That's fine, that's her choice.
She wants to find a way to wake up Xiaobai here, and then look at Xiaobai to find her answer.
In order to no longer be confused, and not to let this man get hurt again for her. So now, even though she was so eager to reach out and hold him, eager to lean into his arms.
She still suppressed herself.
The moon was rising outside the window to the west, and Ren Qianqian carried Qingli sadly back to her room to sleep.
Qing Mo huddled in her arms and asked in a low voice: "Mom, are you unhappy that Mo'er is leaving with dad?"
Ren Qianqian hugged her tightly and shook her head bitterly: "It's none of Mo'er's business, Mo'er, don't think too much about it. Mo'er, promise mother, you will spend more time with your father when mother is not here.
do you know?"
Qingmo bit her lip and nodded sadly: "Mother, I will accompany daddy. So, mother, mother, just go and seize the happiness that mother wants."
Ren Qianqian's heart felt as uncomfortable as a huge stone blocking it for a moment.
The happiness she wants?
What is the happiness she wants?
It's just being with important people. But for her, there are many important people.
"Silly Mo'er, mother hasn't made a choice yet, so she's not sure yet what happiness she wants."
"Mom, don't be confused, it doesn't matter. Even if mom is really not with dad, for Mo'er and Li'er, dad is still dad, mom is still mom, nothing has changed."
That's right, nothing will change. As long as... both of us are happy, there will be no problem.
But are father and mother-in-law like this really happy?
Qingmo can't understand it, and can't figure it out.
The world of adults is very complicated, unlike her and Qingli. It seems that liking someone is not just about liking that person.