"It tastes so good, my mouth is watering." I twisted a chicken wing with my hands and ate it.
"Don't eat secretly. Go and wash your hands." She put her hands on her waist and acted like a shrew.
"Wow... so cruel, I told my brother to go." I ran to wash my hands.
"They haven't come yet?" Yin Xiu asked me after seeing that they hadn't come down for so long.
"I'll go call them." As soon as I stood up, I felt dizzy again, and Yin Xiu supported me.
"What's wrong?"
"It's okay. Maybe I didn't sleep. Just take a rest and you'll be fine." I comforted her.
"Really?" she asked in disbelief.
"Yes, it's really verbose." I smiled.
"Stinky girl, it's amazing, go ahead." She urged.
Why do you always feel dizzy? Let's go take a look.
"I'm going out." After dinner, I was ready to go out.
"Wherever you go, I'll go too," Chengze said.
"I'm going to commit suicide, will you go?" Really.
"Then do you want me to give it to you?" Chengze said while eating rice.
"No, just don't choke to death." I smiled and slammed the door.
I came to the hospital and went through one check-up after another, and finally I could listen to the doctor.
"Doctor, what's wrong with me? I always feel dizzy during this time, and sometimes my vision is blurry." I asked in confusion.
"This... you'd better be mentally prepared." The doctor said seriously.
"Mental preparation? What do you mean?" I don't understand even more.
"You have brain cancer. Now the cancer cells have spread and squeezed the optic nerve, thus affecting your vision."
"Brain cancer? How is it possible? No one in our family has ever had this disease. Why would I have it? It's impossible." I said to myself, feeling like a bolt from the blue.
"Don't get excited yet, brain cancer can be cured." The doctor comforted me.
"Really? Is it just an operation?" I asked with a glimmer of hope.
"If brain cancer is detected as soon as it is diagnosed, the chance of cure is very high, but it's a pity..." The doctor shook his head.
"What's the pity? Doctor, tell me, is there no hope for me?" I suddenly felt that the whole world had become so gloomy.
"There is hope, but it is very slim. Your disease was discovered too late." The doctor said helplessly.
"How sure are you that it can be cured?" I had given up hope.
"Only a ten percent chance."
After leaving the hospital, the sky was still blue and the wind was still light. But I felt so cold. Why was the wind so cold when winter just entered? The wind was biting and it felt like my heart was about to be blown away. I was alone.
Walking on the street, watching the crowds coming and going, watching the constant flow of vehicles, everything in the world is so beautiful, but my life has come to an end. Why? God is really unfair. There are so many bad people who do all kinds of evil and live well.
Why do you want to torture us kind people?
Mom, I will be with you soon. Do you miss me? You won’t be lonely for too long. But I really can’t let go of my father, Chengze, my brother and Xueer, Xiaoqing and Yinxiu, and here.
Everything, what should I do, how should I face them?