"No, no, I want to die!" Chu Yuxiao twitched her hands and held her head with both hands: "I'm useless, I deserve to die!"
Chu Yuxiao recalled the first time Xiang Chubei came to rescue him. Not long after he was caught, Master Du didn't know about his relationship with Xiang Chubei and didn't take him seriously. Master Du even called someone
Give him a gun so that if he can't bear the mental breakdown, he can help himself.
He naively thought that he would use this bullet on Master Du, but after that he didn't even see the shadow of Master Du. He was thrown back to Yunnan, and only one person prepared meals and drugs for him every day.
I watched him from afar!
At this time, Xiang Chubei found him. He looked at Xiang Chubei's anxious and energetic face. He thought of his own face that he saw in the water every day. He completely understood that he was a useless person, he was useless!
If Xiang Chubei wants to take him away by force, who can he go back to face? He has no face to face anyone, he won't leave!
The bullet he prepared for himself was finally given to Xiang Chubei. He was heartbroken but had no regrets! He would rather die here than go back to face his father and the elders of the Xiang family!
After Master Du knew about his relationship with Xiang Chubei, he never gave him any chance to commit suicide. He was so destroyed by drugs that he lost all willpower little by little!
He was useless, he was still the person Xiang Chu Bei brought out, and he was ruined like this!
"A Xiao, A Xiao, you are useful, you are our good brother, don't cry, don't cry, as long as Sister Qing is here, no one can hurt you, no one can!" Qin Qing knelt down and hugged Chu Yuxiao,
Tears fell silently.
"Sister Qing, Sister Qing..." Chu Yuxiao began to sob softly, like a lost child who suddenly saw her relatives.
"Be good, be good..."
Qin Qing raised her hands to wipe away her tears. She must be stronger than ever at this time, otherwise she and Chu Yuxiao would just die in this poisonous cave.
Qin Qing raised her head and looked at a green forest, Achu, Achu, take Chu Yuxiao away, please come quickly!
Qin Qing coaxed Chu Yuxiao for a long time before the two calmed down and sat on the bamboo tower, swaying their feet together and chatting.
"Sister Qing, you shouldn't keep me by your side, I will hurt you." Chu Yuxiao thought about it, if she was addicted to drugs, she would be like a madman, completely irrational.
Qin Qing raised her hand and touched his head: "I believe you can control yourself, A'xiao, have you forgotten the training we received in the military camp?"
"I remember it all, but it's useless, Sister Qing. During these years of military life, Achu protected me so well that I became a useless person and was easily captured. They injected me every day..."
"Stop talking, Ah Xiao, stop talking. It's over. Everything will be fine. Don't think about it. Let's not think about that. Okay, let's look forward." Qin Xiao hugged Chu Yuxiao and lifted her
Wiping tears with hands.
Why didn't she know this? She had heard stories like this when she was in the army since she was a child. Drug lords took pleasure in destroying the will of captured soldiers, watching them become depressed bit by bit, and guarding them every day to prevent them from giving anything.
Any chance of suicide or self-harm.
"Axiao, I forgot to tell you the good news. You have a son. Song Ziyu gave birth to a son for you. Both mother and son are very good. They just miss you." Qin Qing thought, let him see hope.
It is good.
Chu Yuxiao lowered her head and shook her head: "I don't deserve a son!"
"You deserve it, don't be like this, Axiao, think about the future. You and Song Ziyu will hold your son for a picnic in the countryside, and your son will ride on your neck and play. What a wonderful life, isn't it? Have you seen it?"
Chu Yuxiao imagined the scene described by Qin Qing. Everything was so beautiful. In the picture he constructed, there was Qin Qing, Xiang Chubei, and their son. He called him uncle and asked his uncle to teach him how to shoot.
Too good to be true!
"Sister Qing, will you give birth to a son for Master Chu?" he asked, eyes filled with anticipation.
"Yes, and she has already given birth!" She confessed that she didn't even tell Chu Bei about this. She sighed: "It's a pity that Xiaobao is a bit autistic. I'm afraid that Chu will not be able to accept it."
"Didn't you tell him?"
Qin Qing raised her head, and the autumn wind blew her long hair. She raised her hands and clasped them together, feeling a little lonely. If she died like this, Xiang Chubei would never know Xiaobao's existence, and would Xiaobao never be seen again?
Dad, she regretted it, she shouldn't have hidden it from Xiang Chubei!
Xiaobao, Qin Qing's heart aches. He is so clingy to her. She is not here these days, and she doesn't know how the child will cry. Has he eaten well?
"He won't mind. As long as you and his children, he will like you!" Chu Yuxiao comforted Qin Qing in turn: "After so many years, don't you still know how he treats you?"
"I know, the more you care, the more afraid you are of losing it. A Xiao, do you understand?"
"I understand!" Chu Yuxiao looked at her profile.
How could he not understand that he had cared about her for so many years, and he cared so much that he just wanted to stay by her side as a younger brother, because he was afraid that if he revealed his feelings, he would lose her immediately and lose the qualification to stand by her side.
"Hey..." Qin Qing sighed, stood up and shouted toward the woods: "Fuck you!"
The sound caused all the birds in the forest to fly away, and the people patrolling around Du Ye nervously clenched their weapons. As for Du Ye, he was just lying on the hammock in the room and chuckled. He thought
She wasn't nervous at all. She was just letting out her emotions.
"I feel much better!" Qin Qing smiled slightly, turned around to look at Chu Yuxiao, and then froze.
"A Xiao, A Xiao, what's wrong with you, hold on!"
"Go away, Sister Qing, go away." Chu Yuxiao looked trembling all over, her face was pale, and even her lips turned white.
Qin Qing was shocked, he was addicted to drugs!
Chu Yuxiao stumbled to her feet, staggered into the house, and then closed the door. Qin Qing hurriedly resisted the door being closed, then opened the door herself and went in.
"Axiao, don't be afraid, I'm here!" Qin Qing began to look for useful things in the house.
She couldn't let Chu Yuxiao suffer like this. She wanted to make a low-voltage circuit that could stun him and put him out of pain without causing too much harm to him.
"Give me medicine, give me medicine!" Chu Yuxiao bumped into the window, looked outside with a ferocious face, and shouted: "I want medicine!"
"Axiao, hold on, I...ah!"
While Qin Qing was tinkering, she turned back to comfort Chu Yuxiao. Unexpectedly, Chu Yuxiao came over, grabbed her hair, twisted her head and banged her against the wall.
"It's all you, it's all you!" Chu Yuxiao roared like crazy.
"Axiao!" Qin Qing shouted.
Chu Yuxiao was stunned for a moment, and seemed to have regained consciousness for a moment. He looked at his subordinate Qin Qing, whose hair was torn loose by him, and her eyes were red. He quickly let go of her and stepped back. What did he just do!
"Sister Qing, let's go, let's go!" Chu Yuxiao yelled: "Give me the medicine, I'm going to die, I'm going to die!"