Qingwu's heart was trampled under his feet, mercilessly. She stared, raised her little face, tried hard and tried harder, but the moisture in her eyes was like being spoiled, and she was not obedient at all.
Twinkling at the edge of her eyes, she told herself that she couldn't cry. Three years had passed and everything about him had nothing to do with her anymore. No matter how vicious he said, he could never hurt her and would never hurt her again.
But the bloody heart still showed the fact of injury in a humble way.
Ling Yansen, what do you want from me? If you don’t give me a child, you even want to interfere with the job I worked so hard to find, and you want to make trouble, what do you want from me?
"You deceived me about the divorce agreement. You made a good promise in front of Lawyer Jin. As long as I have a stable income, you will return Duoduo to me. Ling Yansen, you are shameless, do you know that? You have occupied it.
After three more years, what's even more outrageous is that you still don't let me look at him! You have no idea what mother means in the heart of a child, how important the word mother is! You are too cruel, you just think about it
The distance between me and Duoduo is getting farther and farther, so that you can dominate him for the rest of your life, then I have to tell you, you will regret it!"
"I don't understand maternal love, but I am sure that people can still live in this world without a so-called mother. I am the best fucking example!"
Ling Yansen was furious, thunderous, and roared at Qing Wu. His eyes were red, and the veins on his forehead were like the deep mist that could not be dissolved in the mountain peaks. But looking through the mist, there was a heavy...
sad.
Qingwu was stunned, a little panicked. She knew she had touched his sore spot. She knew that Xu Suyun was not good to him. She had been stingy in giving him even a shred of love since she was a child. She looked at the bottomless dark ripples in his black eyes.
, she was suddenly at a loss, his sadness melted brightly into her eyes through the pale yellow light, just like snow melting into rain, blending into one.
"...Ling Yansen, don't do this."
She didn't know what to say to comfort him, let alone what to say to relieve the stiff anger. She just looked up helplessly and looked at the tall man standing alone in the small space.
.
"What else?"
His deep voice broke through her eardrums so unscrupulously, and he looked at her very seriously, with detailed and unclear eyes, just like the inscrutable expression on his deep outline.
Suddenly, he leaned forward and lowered his head to get closer to her. Qingwu was startled by his move and tilted her head back reflexively. However, he had quick eyesight and quick hands, and fixed her soft and watery lips with his long, clear hands.
on both sides of the cheeks.
She couldn't move.
In the pupils are his dilated and handsome face, and his pair of moist and gloomy eyes as dark as domes. The magnetic field is so deep and powerful, like a whirlpool. It seems that if you are not careful, you will fall into it and never come out again.
Not coming.
She saw that his thin lips opened slightly, but then they tightened tightly, as if he was hesitant to speak.
What did he want to say?
Ling Yansen looked slightly sad, and his eyes met hers unexpectedly. What else could he say? He wanted to ask her gently, what else? Don't give up on you on your own while uncontrollably thinking about you.
, or don’t let you see Duoduo, don’t want you to find a job, don’t want you to have a stable income, but you feel inferior when you see you alone and being bullied and can’t blatantly help you solve your problems?
Ah Wu, I want to love you.
Very much. Very much. Very much. Very much...
I'm going crazy thinking about it...
You know what? Can you read my eyes?
I want to rub you into my heart, so that even if I go to hell, even if I die alone and depressed for half my life, I can feel you every minute and every second.
It's that simple. But this road is so complicated, with many side branches, like a maze, and full of thorns. I can't get out, and you don't want to come in. What can I do? What should I do?
"Ah Wu..."
Ling Yansen fell like a deflated rubber ball, with heavy desolation in his eyes. Also falling with him was his lazy and lifeless head, which was knocked towards Qingwu's thin shoulder blades.
His warm and lazy breath breathed evenly on her bare neck. The rapid breaths made her sound so tired, and her neck was crimson like before the end.
Blinking away the tears that were about to well up, she didn't read his fragility or his mind. She was stuck in her ways. She couldn't move an inch. She just held back her neck and told herself that she couldn't cry.
But his melancholy voice made her fall into a desperate situation where time was fragmented.
She pretended not to hear her choked voice, "Ling Yansen, get up! Don't touch me, don't mess with me. We will meet in court one day. It's better to keep hating me! Just continue to despise me for being unfair.
Work, I will continue to hate your ruthlessness!"
As soon as she finished speaking, she hurriedly pushed away his dead fish-like body, put in a lot of effort, ignored her aching heart, turned around, and abandoned him in the white light.
Ling Yansen's body fell against the wall, and then fell to the floor. He bent his legs and looked at her resolute back that was elongated by the light. His face was expressionless, but his eyes had seen thousands of mountains and rivers.
Finally, he heard the sound of water droplets splashing on the floor, drop by drop. He was too lazy to look at it, but he knew that the color must be bitter and salty.
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Qingwu ran to the end in one breath, tears flew from her cheeks to both sides, fell into her hair, and then followed the ends of her hair in the air.
Outside the private room, I was panting heavily. I took out a tissue to wipe away my tears. In the small mirror, I saw that my makeup was a little smudged and my eye circles were too red. Although the light inside was dim, there was no guarantee that they wouldn't notice anything unusual. There was no place to touch up my makeup.
She could only take out the base cream and dry makeup setting powder in the aisle, and deal with it casually.
Pushing the door open and walking in, Hirano Yamaji's sharp gaze immediately shot towards her. He stood up and pushed away the beauties, "Duan Sang, I thought you were going to break the appointment and left me halfway and ran away."
"Mr. Hirano, look at what you said, how can you do it?" Qingwu picked up her stiff smile and walked over. After a glass of red wine, her depressed mood calmed down a lot. She looked at the sofa and found that the lady was missing four and a half.
, and the two so-called senior executives have also disappeared. Where they went, you can figure it out with your toes.
There was only a group of warblers, Yanyan and Hirano Yamaji left in the private room.
Qingwu walked to the corner and sent a text message to Minister Liu, asking when this ridiculous investment negotiation meeting would end. She was already exhausted.