【V375】Everyone is making decisions without authorization
[69 Book Bar - www.] When Qing Wu ran back with Duo Duo crying heartbreakingly, in the study room with the wooden door closed, Ling Yansen was facing the door, standing in front of the desk, the gun in his hand already
I've been pointing it at my head for a while.
With his index finger pressed against the trigger, he waited for a bang and everything would be over.
Look at the time, it's 10:40, Ah Wu went out at 10:20, and he had plenty of time to say goodbye to himself and this house.
Thinking back on every detail of the past two days, he felt that his acting was quite good and there was no way for him to have any flaws. Seeing her angrily slamming the door and leaving, she was even still angry with him.
That's even better.
She didn't become suspicious.
But when a fierce knock on the door, accompanied by shrill cries and angry roars from one large, one small, one strong, one weak, one small, sounded outside the door, Ling Yansen stiffened.
"Ling Yansen, you pig! Stupid donkey! Come out! Open the door for me! Don't think you are doing something great, don't forget you are so proud! I don't know your nature yet, you
You are most selfish. Do you think that if you do this, Jiang Henhan will be grateful to you forever? I, Duan Qingnu, swear here, I can guarantee that Jiang Henhan will not take your heart! Ling Yansen, don’t think that I
I don’t know what you want to do? Do you want to throw away your hands, leave a mess and leave? Don’t even think about it! You have done so many things that have hurt me, and you have the nerve to commit suicide! I tell you, you don’t even have the right to commit suicide.
No, I have the final say on your life and I will let you live! Open the door for me..."
"Daddy, daddy, mom said you don't want me anymore! How could you do this? Daddy, I love you Duoduo, I love you the most, Duoduo should stay with Daddy, Duoduo won't leave Daddy, Daddy, don't leave Duoduo behind, okay?"
Duoduo was already crying. She imitated Qingwu's movements and knocked on the hard and cold wooden door with her little hands. She didn't care about the pain and just shouted desperately. Her childlike voice was like moths.
, the sharp point pierced Ling Yansen’s painful eardrum.
The three-year-old little person didn't understand the meaning of life and death at all, but her little heart was severely damaged. From the moment Qingwu took her out, she became intensely uneasy for no reason. Sometimes,
Father and son are connected.
How could Ling Yansen not understand?
Qingwu was very tired, but she still kept pestering her. She kept banging on the door, swaying the door handle, and banging her body, trying to open the door. Her heart was tortured, and she hated that she was only thinking about herself in the room.
man!
But she was so scared. She put her ear to the door but didn't hear any sound. Damn it!
But when she smelled the air carefully, there was no pungent and strong smell of rust. She could feel his breath and his presence. She knew that he was inside, maybe he was about to kill her!
She breathed a sigh of relief. At least she came back in time. Next, she could only act like a negotiator, slowly pry open her closed heart, persuade him, and use her mottled heart to impress him.
Let him be attached to you, let him be reluctant to part with you!
She has so much more!
Qingwu had already cried so much that her legs lost strength. She leaned against the door and soon fell to the ground. Seeing her like that, Duoduo cried even louder. She very wisely came over and hugged her mother. She kept crying and shouting.
, for such a young child, the vocal cords have limited endurance, and their voices soon became hoarse. Ling Yansen inside and Qingwu outside the house felt like their hearts were being cut as they listened to their children's cries.
"Ayan, please, I really don't have the strength anymore. For the sake of Duoduo crying so hard, open the door. You are a man, you are the god of our family, you have to be responsible for me and
Duoduo held up the sky and made us live a carefree life. But in the end, you only thought about your own liberation. If you died, it would be over. What would Duoduo and I do? Duoduo is the treasure you brought up with your own hands. He
He is only three years old, and he is frail and sick. It will be fifteen years before he reaches adulthood. It will be such a long and lonely time. Can you bear to let him go alone? He can't speak well now, and he can't walk steadily.
What if he falls? What if he is bullied by his classmates and looked down upon by the teacher after going to school? Have you ever thought about it? People around him will start talking about him, and I am just a woman. No matter how hard I try to be strong, it will not be as good as
You, you are his father, you have to give him a complete, warm and tough living environment. You can't just die like this! You are too selfish! You thought you were dead, give your heart to Jiang Henhan, Jiang Hen
Will Han be grateful to you? He will definitely hate you to death! Ayan, this is not how good things happen. I also know that your choice of this path has nothing to do with Jiang Henhan. You must have misunderstood me.
Let me tell you, I don’t want to give birth to a child for Jiang Henhan. I don’t love him. I am only grateful to him. I will never fall in love with anyone else in my life. Ayan, you don’t know. Twenty-four years old
Meeting you is a mistake with no turning back. On this road, I have only two choices. One is to go on, but to wander in place. In short, looking back, the road ahead is cut off. As I walk on, there are thorns everywhere.
Injured, if I linger in place, watching you and I torture each other, I will also be injured, but I am still willing to go on. As long as you come out, I promise you, you and I will have a good life, and we will live a good life as a family of three.
Don’t quarrel with you, never separate from you, never think of the past hurts that shouldn’t have happened. Yes, I love you, I can’t stop loving you, loving you is like my life’s work
, the restricted area that cannot be stopped, I can no longer get out of it, just like an unforgettable truth, it will last a lifetime, even from lifetime to lifetime. Ayan, I know you love me too, are you willing to give up on me like this? Give up.
Duoduo? He is our child, the child who carries our heavy and sad love. Stop being stubborn. Your extreme temperament is not suitable for being stubborn. I know you better than I know myself. Come out quickly.
Come and see me. Duoduo and I are crying. Are you crying too? Yes, you must be crying. You can’t bear it. Since you can’t bear it, why don’t you endure some hardships and grit your teeth? Isn’t that why?
What did Yi say to you? I've known for a long time that it must have been influenced by her. Ayan, you can't admit defeat in front of her. You have to live a good life and live a good life to make her angry! Ayan, language
They are all pale. If you don't come out, I can only repeat these paleness. What on earth do you want?"
Finally, he could no longer hear her irritating voice that kept entangling his tears, that thin and soft voice like a ribbon about to break but still being disconnected.
He had heard it many times in his life, but never once was it so heartbreaking as this.
She just said such a long series of words, which shattered the strong will to die that he had built up over the past few days.
He was not hopeless, but fell into a strange circle, in which He Yi cut his soul into pieces with the blade of words, and there was also the illusion that she was about to go to Jiang Henhan, and in the future he would compete with her for Duoduo's upbringing.
Trouble with power.
He is negative, he is a man, he can be tenacious, he can seal his throat at the sight of blood, he can dominate the world, he is arrogant and domineering, cold and mean, dark and twisted.
But once a man with such a complex personality becomes depressed, the result is often fatal.
Seeing that there was still no movement inside, Qingwu hugged Duoduo and sat down against the door in despair. The coldness of the floor reminded her of everything that was happening.
His increasingly thin consciousness was floating in the air, looking coldly at the tragedy that was about to happen or was happening.
"Anyway, Ayan, I only have one thing to say, if you dare to commit suicide, believe me, the next second you die, Duoduo and I will definitely follow you to the underworld!"
Her cold and indifferent determination frightened Ling Yansen, who was holding a gun in the room and his arm was sore and numb.
He knew that what she said was true. Once this stupid woman became stubborn, she would definitely be ten thousand times more terrifying than him. He knew that she would be absolutely heartbroken and risk her own life, many lives, without blinking an eye.
Deprived of it.
He finally cried out in a low voice, begging her and blaming her, "Ah Wu, why do you come back? I don't want you to go through all this and hinder me. Please leave quickly, okay? It's just a matter of a second. As soon as the gunshots are fired,
, you can continue with your life, I only have one request, bring a lot of them."
"You dare to shoot! Ling Yansen, even if you don't care about my life, what about so many lives? Don't you keep saying that he is your lifeblood? If you have the guts, shoot, I am not afraid of you, the worst is three.
Life, none of us want to live! Are you the only one who is tired of living, are you the only one covered with scars, are you the only one who is great and knows how to donate a heart? You try, you try, you fucking try it for me!"
Qingwu trembled all over, and after shouting, she stopped making any sound.
At this moment, two people's phones rang at the same time. The two ringtones were separated by a door, and the same heavy sadness that had been smoked inside and outside the door was sung, and it seemed to be a song of compassion.
Qingwu picked up without hesitation.
Ling Yansen thought for a moment and picked up the vibrating cell phone on the table.
"Xiao Duan! Xiao Han is missing! The nurse was keeping watch last night. When I came early in the morning, the nurse told me that she sneaked home to make breakfast for the child. When she came back, she found Xiao Han's bed empty! I asked Liu
The director searched the whole hospital and couldn't find Xiaohan! What should I do? Xiao Duan, isn't Xiaohan there with you? Did he call you and tell you where he went? "
"Hello, Mr. Ling, this is the Organ Sharing Network. This morning, Jiang Henhan, a patient at XX Hospital who is waiting for a heart transplant, called us and said that he refused to donate a heart from anyone and asked us to mark him off the list.
.We hereby inform you that there is no need to find a suitable heart for Mr. Jiang Henhan."