[69 Book Bar - www.] The reason why I chose a small city like Nantong was because Qingwu was confused and stood in front of the list in front of the ticket office in the airport hall, her eyes confused.
At that time, Duoduo didn't know what was going on. She was extremely anxious and had a bad temper. She grabbed her black hair and twisted it in circles.
She needed to coax Duoduo while her eyes wandered around the complicated place names.
Finally, she focused on Nantong. This city was a little unfamiliar, but it was not completely unheard of. She remembered that when she was a child, she was with her mother. In order to avoid her stepfather’s pursuit, her mother took her to stay in the small town of Nantong for a short time.
Not a short period of time.
Her departure was not pure, nor was she as aloof and aloof as the heroine in the novel, who left the house. During that time, Ling Yansen rarely saw her, but Duoduo lived with her in that small apartment, so Duoduo's medical treatment
For medical expenses and generous medical expenses, Ling Yansen asked his personal financial assistant to get a card every week.
Qingwu took all these cards with her when she left.
Therefore, she is not afraid that he will find her. It can be said that she has selfish motives. She will give him a last chance and a lot of living expenses are necessary. Besides, she is still pregnant. She only needs to swipe her card and Ling Yansen will tell her where she is.
, Ling Yansen will know immediately.
After all, farewell at the airport is not farewell.
At least, that's what she thought.
Pregnancy is a difficult time, with loneliness, loneliness, helplessness, busyness, and frequent pregnancy reactions, the most severe of which is morning sickness.
This was not her first pregnancy, so she was prepared, but even though she was prepared, her bad appetite still affected Duoduo.
When she first arrived in Nantong, Duoduo was in a bad mood, very anxious, and had a fever all the time. When she was tired from crying, she would put her arms around her neck and ask over and over again where daddy was. After all, it was Ling Yansen who had taken care of him for three years. That was
Let go of the endless blood ties.
Qingwu was very tired, and her belly was getting bigger day by day. She did not go out to find a job. During that time, she was not short of money, but taking care of Duoduo made her physically and mentally exhausted. She also tried to find one or two nannies, but Duoduo was very repulsive. In the end, the nanny
Quit.
In the fifth month, one early morning, for the first time, someone knocked on the door.
At first, Qingwu thought it was about delivering milk and newspapers. Speaking of newspapers, during the five months of lockdown, in this small town with little information, she had almost never touched newspapers, and the rented house was quite spacious.
, there is a TV and computer, and the computer will play games for Duoduo, but she cannot touch it. Every day, except for morning sickness, walking, rest and long-term drowsiness.
Qingwu was startled when she opened the door. The person standing outside the door was no one else, but Sister Chen, who had been away for five months. Her temples were a lot grayer. It seemed that five months were like the dye of time, ruthless.
The ground deprived Sister Chen of her vitality.
Sister Chen rushed forward and fell into Qingnu's arms. She was crying with a complex expression. After looking at Qingwu with a frown for a while, she opened her mouth and choked for a long time before saying, "Mother Wu, two months ago."
News of death.
Qingwu was stunned for a moment, thinking of that extremely kind old man, her heart suddenly felt empty.
But she still had reason, so she was almost certain that the first sentence or the first thing that Sister Chen was planning to say was not the news of Wu Ma's death, but something else.
As for what it was, Qingwu could vaguely guess it, but she immediately covered her heart, mourning Wu Ma while holding back. She secretly swore to be a quiet mother and not hear what was going on outside the window.
She didn't care, she didn't want anything. She just wanted the child in her belly to be born safely, and then live a peaceful life with Duoduo. She told herself that she was ready to be a single mother, and was learning how to be a single mother.
Good single mother.
When she was ten months old, the baby was born safely. During that time, Sister Chen took good care of her. After five months, her weight increased sharply, but strangely, the baby weighed less than six pounds after birth.
This is too abnormal for a mother who needs to eat almost all kinds of nutritional supplements every day.
After Qingwu woke up, she saw the baby that popped out of her belly. It was small, pitiful, and had a wrinkled face. It looked a little dark and not very cute, at least not very cute.
When she was a little older, Sister Chen asked her what she would name the child. Qingwu didn't even think about it. She said more or less, so let's just give it a little. Sister Chen shook her head, frowned, and complained to Qingwu, how could she name the child so randomly?
name!
Qing Wu realized her mistake, thought about it carefully, and saw that the little person wrapped in swaddling clothes was still not as cute as she imagined. After much thought, she changed Shao Shao to Xiao Xiao.
Sister Chen was still not satisfied with this nickname, but compared to Shao Shao, Xiao Xiao seemed to sound a little better. Qing Wu's physical condition was not good, so she didn't dare to bother her too much, so Ling Xiao Xiao's name
, came into being randomly, and it has been called until now.
Qingwu clearly remembers that during the five months that Sister Chen was with her, she would hide on the terrace at home to make phone calls from time to time. Qingwu was very conscious and never overheard. Sometimes she had to wait to get clothes to take a shower.
After Sister Chen made the phone call, she went to the terrace.
Every time Sister Chen finished the phone call, she always looked unhappy. She stopped her several times and stopped talking. She seemed to be eager to say something, but until the end of her mouth, she sighed uneasily.
He looked at Qingwu's big belly complicatedly, waved his hands, and said it was nothing.
Every time Sister Chen did this, Qingwu would lie in bed all night and couldn't sleep. Sometimes when she touched the pillow and found it was wet, she realized that she had cried.
There was someone living in her heart, and she couldn't think about it or touch that spot. Every time she thought about it, every time she touched it, she felt a sharp pain in her heart, and her mind was filled with questions, tormenting her. She deliberately ignored it, and the result was that she herself
There are more and more messy emotions.
Doctors say that an expectant mother's mood will directly affect the development of the child in her belly.
So Xiaoxiao weighed just over five pounds when she was born, and she had to bear a large part of the responsibility.
Qingwu wanted to breastfeed and take care of the baby, so naturally Sister Chen couldn't leave. However, Duoduo was extremely happy to have a wrinkled little brother in the family. His questioning of Ling Yansen gradually decreased due to Qingwu's silence.
Duoduo is a sensible child, he is not as stupid as he appears.
Qingwu knows this very well.
On the day of the little full moon, two more miraculous guests came to the house.
Ling Sicong and Lin Keng.
It was Sister Chen who opened the door. Qingwu was in confinement at that time, lying on the bed disheveled. When she heard the unusual movement at the door, she put on a piece of clothing with her messy hair, dragged her bloated body and got out of the room.
The bed jumped out.
Before she could see the result clearly, Lin Yan rushed towards Qing Wu like a moth to a flame.
Qingwu was very happy to see her long-lost friend. Qingwu smiled when she saw Lin Lin following closely behind her and looking at Ling Sicong, who had a nervous look in her eyes.
Her eyes moved back and forth between the two people. She didn't ask them how they found her, but when the two of them came together and behaved intimately and naturally, she knew that the two of them had already achieved enlightenment.
Lin Yan didn't sit there for a while when he received a call from the professor of the research institute. It was another field trip. He took a look at Duoduo and Xiaoxiao and left in a hurry.
Ling Sicong was left in a daze, dazed in the small living room filled with childishness and the fragrance of milk.
Qing Wu asked Sister Chen to make tea for Ling Sicong.
Ling Sicong's opening remarks left Qingwu confused.
He said, sister-in-law, I am now in charge of Jiayu International.
Qingwu nodded without saying a word, as if the weather was very good today, and this was the full impact of Ling Sicong's words on her.
Ling Sicong was a little dazed, fully expecting that his sister-in-law would continue to ask about this topic. Once the question continued, they both knew who they would ask.
Qing Wu was making fish soup with Sister Chen, but Ling Sicong didn't notice that the hand she was holding on to the spoon was so tight that her fingertips were red, but her finger bones were white. She didn't know it was steaming.
The fish soup blurred her eyes, or she stared too straight, so she felt that her gaze was painful. Those bright beams of light were like sharp needles, piercing into her pupils, causing her to have to stop frequently.
blinked.
Ling Sicong was silent for a long time, with a pale face. It looked like he had turned his head over in a hurry today, and the dark circles under his eyes were particularly thick. While Qing Wu was drinking fish soup, he even leaned on the sofa and dozed off.
After Qingwu put away the dishes, he hurriedly woke up with an apologetic look on his face.
Before leaving, he looked at Qing Wu as if he was about to cry. A grown man in his twenties looked at Qing Wu anxiously and helplessly. He could only bury his words in his heart like a heavy stone.
The mountains were so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
"Sister-in-law, sister-in-law..."
He really wanted to say something.
Qingwu clenched her hands, lowered her head, and said nothing. She did not stop or encourage her. Everything Ling Sicong wanted to say could only be stuck in her throat. She remembered that her elder brother was lying in the ICU, and when he woke up occasionally, he could only say one sentence,
Don't tell her, don't say anything.
Forget it, let's pass this arduous task to that shameless thing Zhou Jirong.
Finally, Ling Sicong entered the bedroom, took out his cell phone, took a lot of photos of Xiaoxiao, and left.
Qingwu walked him to the door. As soon as he left, she closed the door with trembling hands. She panted for a long time before she successfully dispelled the fog from her eyes. She lowered her head and saw that the five fingernail marks on her palms were all red.
She has her pride. If the man doesn't come face to face and explain why he let her and Duoduo leave at the airport, she won't forgive him for any reason.
But she had eyes that could see through everything. From Ling Sicong's silence and difficulty in speaking, she knew that something had happened to him. Her sadness was like a rising flood in a dream. She was lying on the bed, and the bed turned into a piece of driftwood.
Sink and swim in that overwhelming flood.
She ran back to the room, no matter how soundly Xiaoxiao was sleeping in the bed, she hugged the child tightly, just like that, as if she could regain some strength.
She cannot collapse. She has many things and small ones, but she cannot collapse.