[69 Book Bar - www.] After sleeping with his psychological counselor in a confused manner, Ling Sicong still didn’t know that love does not require patience.
His mind was like a box with square dimensions, and his young life revolved around this small box with a square appearance and a kind and simple heart.
He firmly believes that the person who lives in his heart is his sister-in-law, and will continue to live there.
But there will always be someone in his life who will cause him chaos. The reason why he firmly believes that secret love is a ray, with a beginning and an end, is because he doesn't know that the girl named Lin Wei, who has a reverse growth and a lively personality, will be there for him.
What role does vitality play?
But when he knew it, it was already too late.
Ling Sicong has always been a well-behaved child, and the youngest one in the family is usually the most favored. However, because his eldest brother died young, his mother misses him more and more. Of course, her mother still loves him dearly as her youngest son.
Except for the second brother, his mother nagging in front of him more than once, the second brother is a gloomy guy, yes, when the mother talks about the second brother, the white wrinkled face rarely has an expression, usually frowning,
The voice immediately became shrill.
This unusual prejudice against his son made Sicong, a good boy, helpless. It was useless to talk. In the end, he stopped persuading his mother to be kind to his second brother, because Sicong knew that it was impossible.
That day, the second brother was so angry with him for the first time in his life, and even slapped him, just like he got up from Lin Ling's bed in the morning, put on his clothes and shoes tremblingly, and ran away without looking back.
Just the same, like a complete turtle with its head shrinking.
He didn't expect that the sister-in-law he had a crush on turned out to be his psychological counselor's best friend.
Things suddenly became very complicated. To make matters worse, he had sworn a vow before Jesus that he would remain chaste until the first night of his marriage. He found out about such an organization on the Internet, where everyone talked to each other about their concerns and their feelings about men and women.
He believes in Christianity and loves Jesus. He is a weird kid among his peers. He has a prominent family background, a domineering brother, and a character with both ability and political integrity. However, he is not good at speaking and has a simple temper, which makes it difficult for him to interact with girls.
the biggest obstacle.
But he was not lonely. In middle and high school, when his classmates were confused about puppy love and even tried the forbidden fruit for the first time, he had faith in Jesus and he knew how to restrain himself and convince himself not to make any move.
Perhaps they were persecuted by their family environment, which made Ling Sicong and Ling Yansen take two completely opposite paths.
Ling Yansen despised marriage. His life had long been in a dark swamp and he had already lost confidence in marriage.
But Ling Sicong was different. He was kind and optimistic in nature. His parents' apparent incompatibility aroused his yearning for marriage. He wanted to create a small family. Therefore, he felt that marriage was sacred and worthy of a clean body.
Waiting.
Until, his virginity ended in the hands of a girl who had just confessed to him and was rejected, crying and lost her soul.
Lin Yan is like the bubbles she blew when she was a child. They are colorful, beautiful and dazzling under the sun, symbolizing all the beautiful things in the seven-color light. She is lively and childish, but her career is
It also gives her the aura of motherhood and the softness and intellectuality of a woman. She is a multi-faceted woman. She likes to wear bohemian-style clothes and often has large strings of bead chains of different styles hanging on her body. She enjoys it endlessly.
, that pale pink cherry mouth, when giving him psychological counseling, she was slow and flexible, chatting with him in her free time, but chattering non-stop, she was like a multi-faceted mirror, with various shapes, every time she came into contact with him, she would
You can discover a different side of her.
But what made him fall in love with her at first sight was his sister-in-law, who looked a little clumsy in a static ink painting of Shanhao Mountain, but was also smart and capable in her career.
The most tragic thing is that he didn't know before that that beautiful and delicate woman was the wife that his second brother loved. No, his second brother was a bastard at that time. Maybe he had fallen in love with her, or maybe he just didn't realize it.
The crush ended so hastily and desolately, and Ling Sicong graduated with a heart full of holes like straw.
At the same time, the confession of Jesus was carried out in an orderly manner under the sunshine every morning.
Ling Sicong felt that just such a confession and verbal prayer might not be enough to make Jesus forgive him. In a drunken state, he could not restrain his body's instinct and even desecrated his body prematurely before getting married.
Although in his vague memory, that night, Lin Kuo's snake-like soft and silky body gave him great satisfaction both physically and mentally. It can be said that it subverted all his previous fantasies about the secretive affairs between men and women. That night
The night was too intense. Led by Lin Xing's weak, boneless hands, he was galloping over her body, so much so that after too long, he would occasionally think of the faint milk-like smell on her body, mixed with
Her fine and dense sweat moistened his breath, and her low singing was melodious and sweet. It was an evening song called Qingyu.
So much so that at midnight after graduation, he could not help but dream about vague fragments of that night, and then he got up from the bed at midnight with a low curse. His crotch was soaked and sticky. He had a mild mysophobia, and he had no trace of it at all.
I can't tolerate it. I always turn on the bathroom light in the dark and wash my underwear in cold water in the middle of the night.
Days like this continued until he was inexplicably taken into a research institute by his classmates as an intern. At that time, the research institute had not yet merged with the Psychological Research Society.
But on the day when the merger ceremony started, when he watched the woman with two braids and a casual bohemian style stepping on high heels, her shiny feet seemed to be stepping on him.
As he stepped onto the main stage step by step, he could not react except that his mouth was dry, his eyes were stiff, and his face was red.
He thought that he was a coward, so he could just stay like a coward and avoid seeing her for the rest of his life.
But obviously this was the damned punishment Jesus gave him to punish him for being unable to resist his desires and giving his body to others!
Lin Yan's sparkling eyes glanced around carefully. Among the thousands of people, she didn't know if he really stood out from the crowd or if she only had that fool in her eyes. In a short period of time, she could see the trembling people in the crowd at a glance.
He stared at himself with his lips pursed and his face stiff.
"Hello everyone, I'm from the Psychological Research Club..." She swallowed several mouthfuls of saliva and clenched the manuscript in her hand, but the silhouettes of the entangled night were playing in her head. Her thoughts were complicated, and she was incoherent for a moment.
.
Afterwards, the director severely criticized her. It was the first time since Lin Lin took office that the director made her cry.
But that fool didn't see it, so he didn't know how she was thrown into confusion when she saw him. She felt like the sky was falling and the earth was falling. When the feeling of suffocation came over, she turned into a stutter even though she was a rich student.
Originally, she was thinking about what excuse she could use to find him and tell him everything about that night, but now God can't stand it anymore. God has made the decision, and she, Lin Xuan, has nothing to be afraid of.
But obviously, this extremely awkward fool who still believes in Jesus is really not easy to deal with.
Two people were in a research group, she was in charge of technology and he was in charge of execution. A group of six people shared an office. Her desk was diagonally opposite to his. They looked up and looked down. When they met, their eyes collided, which was the scene of a car accident.
He doesn't talk to her, this man can really do it!
Lin Tong just blocked him for more than half a month. Finally, on a gloomy afternoon, he blocked him in the office and had a very unsatisfactory conversation.
"Ling Sicong, that night..."
"I'm sorry, it's my fault! I said at that time that I would be responsible, but it turned out that I was not able to take responsibility at all. If you want compensation for the loss, I agree unconditionally..."
"Ling Sicong! You are not only scolding yourself, but you are also belittling my damn feelings for you!"
"I'm sorry. I broke my oath to Jesus. I should be punished. I shouldn't have had a substantial relationship with a girl before getting married. What's even more outrageous is that we were doctors and patients before, and we had no emotional basis..."
"What did you say? Jesus' oath? What oath?"
"When I was fifteen years old, I joined a global organization. We are all devout Christians who believe in Christ. We vowed to wait until our first sexual experience on our wedding day. That is the best son of Jesus. Only then can we
Be redeemed and forgiven.”
"Oh, I don't understand, Ling Sicong, what did you do wrong? Physical needs are just a need in itself. As long as you get happiness in the process, what's more, that night you... were really full of energy.
Three times in total, you were... extremely satisfied every time..."
"No, Dr. Lin, stop talking! I am praying to Jesus now, asking for forgiveness, asking Him to restore my virginity, and asking for His forgiveness."
"Ling Sicong, do you really believe in Jesus or are you using this lame excuse to get rid of me like this? What do you mean? Please make it clear! I have no shortage of men!"
"Dr. Lin, I'm sorry. I was drunk that night and you were drunk too. Let's just pretend it never happened..."
"Humph, that never happened...good!"
Lin Yan was filled with tears, and his round eyes were like a vast deep blue ocean, filled with endless grievances and sorrows. What was more, they were disappointments, not for him being young and panicked and irresponsible, but for him.
He is essentially disappointed.
After that, the relationship between the two became extremely awkward, but the institute is so big and they stayed in the same office and laboratory all day long. Even other colleagues in the team noticed something strange about them.
for example.
Comrade Ling Sicong had just poured a cup of steaming coffee from the coffee machine and turned around. Without noticing, a stack of documents was thrown across from him. The documents just brushed against the coffee in his hand, and the thick liquid was so smooth.
It flowed down his white uniform.
He raised his head and saw that Lin Yan was on the opposite side, holding the gesture of throwing the document in mid-air arrogantly. He looked at him with a cold face, saw his brows furrowed, saw his face stiffen, saw him angry.
"What are you doing? Can't you come here to put the files?"
She walked over leisurely, glanced at him sideways, and pinched the coffee-stained corner of the document. She raised her eyebrows and said, "Sorry, sorry, then, let's just treat it like this.
It didn't happen...that's okay, right? Anyway, just pretend everything never happened, you don't have to be angry, and I don't have to feel sorry, classmate Ling, are you right?"
"..."
Ling Sicong's expression was aggrieved and pale, and an impetuous red that she tried to suppress but was still obvious immediately rose up on her beautiful and delicate cheeks. It was so obvious and dazzled her eyes.
Over and over again, Sicong was a kid who thought he had pretty good endurance, but despite this, he still couldn't catch Lin Xie's endless weird moves.
Every time she caused trouble to him intentionally or unintentionally, causing a big or small commotion in the crowd, she would say it with a cold face, jokingly, in a language that only the two of them could understand, and speak slowly, as if it had never happened...
…
Damn it!
Did she believe that these words could kill him? He said that just out of helplessness. He wanted to be responsible for her, so he couldn't just vaguely agree to her confession. After all, he was not sure whether he had already
After getting rid of the shadow of secret love, he was ready to start a new relationship. What's more, he lost his virginity, which was a big blow to him. Jesus no longer trusted him, and he felt that he was doing something bad.
Under such a messy situation, this naughty woman still came to cause trouble, and she didn't care about his face at all. In public or in the presence of leaders, she did whatever she said. He wanted to talk to her in private, but she couldn't hold him back at all.
, don’t give him a chance.
That afternoon, everyone in the group went for a ride by the river, and he and Lin Yan stayed behind to take charge of logistics maneuvers.
He felt that he finally had a chance.
In the small equipment room, at different times and places, the same two pairs of eyes looked at each other with sparks of unknown intentions.
"Dr. Lin, don't be so ridiculous. It's boring. I have already apologized to you. If you are still dissatisfied, you can just tell me in person. There is no need to find fault in front of others intentionally or unintentionally and cause everyone to misunderstand."
Lin Xiao looked at him with a smile, his expression was contemptuous, but there was emotion in his eyes, deep and secret, "No, just like you said, if you slept with me, you can just pretend it didn't happen. Then I don't know what else is going on in the world."
You can’t just pretend it didn’t happen.”
"I just... that was a mistake. I have to confess to Jesus. Maybe it seems to you like a child playing a childish game of house, but in my heart, Jesus plays a very important role in navigation. My life,
With Jesus, there is faith.”
"So are you sure you won't have physical relations with other girls before you get married?"
She tilted her head mischievously, stepped forward, and approached him step by step as he leaned against the window.
"Yes." Ling Sicong had no choice but to retreat, but he clearly felt some kind of danger. He held his breath and swallowed hard, but this action actually showed his pathetic determination.
Lin Xuan didn't say anything else, but just came closer. Ling Sicong hid his hands behind his back, gripped the wall tightly, and looked at her desperately as she walked towards him.
He smelled the fragrance floating at the end of her swaying hair, just like the smell that lingered around his neck that night, exactly the same, her white, tight and elastic skin, her cute chubby pink lips...
He must have been frightened by her overly bold and arrogant behavior, so he didn't even know when she kissed her or when her lilac uvula entangled and invaded his mouth.
When he reacted, his damn disobedient hands had already clung to her soft, warm and fragrant hair like fine brocade, and the thin blue hair with excellent touch was braided into a stable knot between his slender fingers.
Cage, trap him in it and never get out again.
It seemed like a century had passed. In his dazed state, he was panting rapidly, feeling the cold and moist air approaching. Her lips and tongue had withdrawn, her nose was facing his, and she breathed shallowly, like on a swing.
Same.
Her eyebrows were picturesque, and there was a deep smile in her eyes. There was no ridicule this time, only circles of overlapping joy. She opened her mouth, but her tone was still joking, "That was a five-minute French style just now."
Hot kiss, classmate Lin, you don’t seem to be as committed to Jesus as you described, so I tried a little trick and you betrayed Jesus again, what should I do?”
Ling Sicong's back stiffened. After half a minute of sluggishness, he closed his eyes, his long eyelashes brushed her pink cheeks, and cursed in a low voice, "Shit!"
While she was cursing like this, her hands were already slithering like snakes and sneaking into the hem of her clothes.
Lin Xiao laughed loudly. In my memory, that was the most embarrassing but courageous time when he made a decision for himself. It was the first time he cursed in front of her. It was sonorous and powerful, but his delicate facial features were handsome.
Very.
This man was actually very cute. His little thoughts, his stubbornness, and his concentration were what made her fall in love with him.
Even if he couldn't figure out his feelings now, even if she still needed to wait a long time and pursue hard, she didn't care, because just now, he had already made a choice between Jesus and her.
Men, after all, are still... lower-body animals.
Moreover, the scary thing is that the relationship between men and women is more like a drug to the big boys who are trying it for the first time. They appear to be wise and smart enough in this matter. Even the clumsiness in the past has disappeared and they move very quickly.
, so fast that even Lin Xing was surprised.
So when she saw her naked self reflected in the window, she exclaimed, wrapped her arms around her eyes, glared angrily, and bit her lower lip to pretend to be reserved, "Asshole, when did you take off my clothes without me noticing?
"
Ling Sicong came up to her impatiently and kissed her randomly, his movements jerky and the bite hurt her. He murmured, "You came up to me first. Everyone said that's what a woman means when she comes up to you."
She smiled, charmingly, and raised his smooth chin buried in her chest, "What do you mean?"
"Do... do..."
He worked for a long time and steamed his cheeks, but in the end he was too embarrassed to speak. It seemed that there were still some remains of Jesus in his stupid mind.
She leaned against his hot cheek, pointed it into his ear and whispered softly, "Make love, say, you want to have sex with me."