[69 Book Bar - www.] The more Jiu Jueqi said this, the more flustered Xinqing felt, and she also felt sorry for Jiu Jueqi in various ways. Not to mention how bitter she felt in her heart, she sighed softly.
"If you are so kind to me, it will make me feel very happy. This is a dangerous thing for me. Aqi, don't be so kind to me." Xinqing curled her lips,
"Qingqing, if you are in danger, I will protect you. I don't know how you have survived these years, and I don't know why you become this slightly different after drinking for hours, but I will still be as good as before.
I love you, love you, pamper you, protect you, tolerate you, and tolerate you. If you think that kind of thing is dangerous, then I will try my best to let this danger exist, but I will protect you and do my best to protect you.
You, happiness is poison, but Qingqing, you also want to feel this poison, just like me."
Without commenting, Jiu Jueqi talked about her psychological side. She wanted to feel the poison of happiness, even if she was willing to fall, even if she was doomed, even if she had everything she had.
"Yes, I want to feel it. I want to find someone who can love me, love me, pamper me, protect me, tolerate me, tolerate me. I also want to feel this poison, just like you, Aqi, you
What I said is not wrong, not a single word is wrong. I really want to feel what the poison of happiness is, even if it means self-destruction, even if it means eternal damnation, even if it means relying on everything I have."
But Xinqing's tone immediately changed: "But, Aqi, you know, I can't have, I can't taste this feeling of happiness. I'm afraid I will fall into it. As a gangster, I walk on the knife's edge every day.
On the tip, I will be killed if I am not careful. In order for my brother to move freely in the underworld, I must be strong. Even if he still doesn’t know that his sister will take two completely different paths with him, but I still
Done."
"I know that my brother dotes on me and loves me, and he can't bear to see me struggle so early. But I have to do this kind of thing. No matter how hard my brother protects me, I can't just sit back and enjoy the results for granted. Brother,
I don't have much, but he gave me a lot, such as home and love, so I want to repay my brother. But if my brother knew that I was repaying him like this, he would definitely not be willing, so I had to hide it from him.
Therefore, I absolutely cannot have such a thing as happiness, not at all."