She had returned to her usual calmness, and he gradually came back to his senses,
"Ahem, Xia Xinqing, you can't eat the King's meal." He was teasing, but only he knew that he was trying to hide his fear.
My heart was trembling slightly, very lightly.
Like a feather.
It's so light that it feels suffocating.
Xinqing raised her head and looked at Yin Lu. He had comforted her just now and he didn't seem so annoying anymore.
There was a melodious smile on the corner of Xinqing's mouth, her smile was as clean as a pond of snow lotus, and she expressed her sincere thanks in a very sincere tone: "Thank you," she hesitated slightly.
"Thank you, Lu." Xinqing's smile was like a child's, and her unprepared expression made his heart tremble. His eyes flashed rapidly.
Law, she called him, Law?
Her voice was soft, with a quiet smile on her lips: "Well, this is the reward." She stood up slightly, her slender body lines looking a little thin in the dark library.
She kissed his cheek, smiling a little childlikely. Xinqing smiled, her eyes calm: "Okay, we are clear."
His slender eyebrows narrowed slightly, and he said with an evil smile, "No, I don't want to just let it go."
"Well, let me think about it...how about a Frenchkiss?" He looked at her with a childlike innocence, but looked at her with a very evil look.
As soon as he finished speaking, Xinqing's fist had already hit his face.
"You are talking nonsense." She said in a confident tone.
"Of course I won't talk nonsense anymore. I will take action directly next time." Xinqing took a deep breath of the cold air in the darkness, and her clear eyes were instantly covered with a layer of deep sadness: "Hey
, lend me your shoulder." Her voice was very quiet, as quiet as transparency.
"It's so boring to lean on your shoulders." He smiled slightly, pulled her directly into his arms, and said to her in a coaxing tone like a child: "Okay, I'm here, I'm not afraid anymore."
"I was blind once, when I was six years old, so from then on, even when I was sleeping, I would turn on the light..." She leaned on his chest tiredly.
After so many years, I am really tired.
"Have you ever heard of a disease? Some special viruses lurk in your body. They can destroy your sensory nerves at any time, making you blind, deaf, and perhaps lose your sense of smell and taste... I was infected when I was six years old.
In order to prevent this disease from getting worse, I often needed to be hospitalized for observation when I was a child... But even if it was well controlled, the virus still showed its first symptoms three months after I contracted it...
…”
"I don't know if I'm lucky or not, but they didn't affect my optic nerve, but they infected my cornea, so I went blind... Just one very ordinary morning, I opened my eyes, only to find that the sky had changed.
It won’t light up either…”
She slowly covered her eyes with her hands, and her tone was soft and low, as if she was talking to herself.
"So since then, I have been very afraid of the dark. I am afraid that no matter how hard I try to 'see', there is still only an unknown black in front of me..."
"And that year, I also suffered from claustrophobia." Xia Xinqing smiled bitterly, slowly raising her long and thick eyelashes.
His fingertips were cold in shock.
"The reason why I support Jiu Qianmo so much is because I feel that he is very similar to a person I knew when I was a child. At that time, if it weren't for the agreement I made with that boy to support me, and if it wasn't for this pendant that has always been with me,
In the darkness, I probably gave up on myself long ago..."
There was silence for a long time.
Yin Lu turned his head silently.
He was very selfish. He helped her when she was afraid. It was not a great selfless dedication, but because he wanted to possess her, give her moral support, and thus win her heart.
"Fool, why are you telling me? Aren't you afraid that I will catch you?"