He looked at Xia Ziyan with affection and melancholy.
"It's good as it is now." His answer shocked Xia Ziyan. It was so calm and peaceful.
"If I hadn't gone through that, I might still be immersed in the pain of Rumei's death and live with prejudice and despair for the rest of my life."
Xia Ziyan's hands trembled slightly, just like her heart.
"If I hadn't met you, if I hadn't experienced that unforgettable hurt and longing, I wouldn't have been able to be freed. Although I was hurt bloody, thank you for letting my lover be alive now. At least, in my heart
There is still some hope that I may not die alone." Xiang Shangtian said softly.
Every word is eloquent!
His lover, what a longing he had before!
Xia Ziyan frowned slightly, tears welling up in her eyes.
"You exchanged my child's death and my father's pain for your hope?"
"I have walked a circle and returned to the starting point. Let go of the past. I will be very filial to your father and give you another child. Nothing has changed. I will love you for the rest of my life." Xiang Shangtian continued his touching farewell!
Yes, we walked around for a while. Soon nothing changed. Dad, Junyi returned to her, and Cheng Haohan disappeared from her life!
child?
Xia Ziyan touched her abdomen.
Isn’t it destined by God?
She hurt Junyi, so she let Xiang Shangtian hurt her! Xiang Shangtian killed her child, so he let Cheng Haohan's seeds sprout in her body.
Injustice! Doom!
Since it was destined by God, why should she struggle!
It's a circle, that unforgettable circle. Let go of all hatred! Love is lost at a certain point in this circle.
Xia Ziyan gradually regained her composure and felt calm.
"Let's start over." Xiang Shangtian said tenderly.
Xia Ziyan lowered her head and said nothing. It didn't matter whether it started or not.
She wanted to be selfish for the last time, assess the situation, let the good bird die, and finally disappear with her father, and live happily ever after.
Xiang Shangtian thought she acquiesced.
The smile on his face that had gone through so much hardship was beautiful and brilliant. He sat next to Xia Ziyan.
Suddenly huge pressure came one after another.
Xia Ziyan straightened her waist and sat upright.
Xiang Shangtian put his hand on her shoulder and motioned for her to lie in his arms.
Xia Ziyan hesitated and her breathing became unsteady.
It feels strange. His embrace used to be longing for me, then I felt disgusted, and now, it's very tense.
When Xiang Shangtian saw that she was still, he put his hands on her face and asked her to lean into his arms.
Xia Ziyan leaned on her like a robot.
Listen to his pounding heartbeat.
Leaning in Cheng Haohan's arms, she could feel Cheng Haohan's temperature. Leaning in Xiang Shangtian's arms, she could only feel the texture of the clothes.
His embrace was no longer what she wanted.
She leaned quietly, and her nervousness slowly disappeared.
"I really want to hold you like this until we are both old and have many children. I can also hold you like this, watching the sunset, blowing your favorite autumn wind, and then holding hands on the fallen leaves, which make a rustling sound.
I can hear your panting voice, supporting you until you die."
The picture was so beautiful, it was what she had expected, and those words were so familiar, they were things she had written in her space diary.
"Have you read my diary?" Xia Ziyan asked.
"Well, I thought you were dead. I saw the days without you." Xiang Shangtian said softly.
"Password? Did you change it?" She remembered that the password changed later.
"Um."
"Why?" Xia Ziyan raised her head and asked.
He lowered his head, and his lips were very close. His breath hit her face.
Xia Ziyan stepped back.
"Because everything you own is my private collection." Xiang Shangtian said word by word, slowly approaching her.
His purpose was so obvious, how could she not feel it.
Xia Ziyan stood up.
"I'm not healed yet." She pushed.
Xiang Shangtian stood up, and Xia Ziyan could feel his breath approaching. The smell on his body was very deadly, with the aroma of fine wine, and she would not fall again.
Xiang Shangtian walked to the front of her and looked down at her slightly pale face.
"What do you think I want to do?" he asked, a little hoarsely.
She was not a child, so it was obvious what he wanted to do.
"Abel will bring Xia Junyi and the others in tomorrow and think about how to save Junyi?" She changed the subject and looked away.
Xiang Shangtian knew her fear and rejection, so he put it in her face.
"When you are ready, don't refuse me again." He said domineeringly.
Xia Ziyan frowned slightly. Cheng Haohan was going to die in the past few days, and her body was in the hands of another man. What would happen to the child in her belly?
So desolate!
"I don't want to force you, but I can't wait any longer." Xiang Shangtian said again.
"I......"
"You are my wife, don't reject me anymore, we are destined to live together forever." Xiang Shangtian took her hand and expressed his determination with force.
"Can I refuse? I understand. Let's find a way to save Junyi first. Or let him return to China tomorrow. You let him live." Xia Ziyan changed the subject.
Xiang Shangtian still kissed the side of her face.
Xia Ziyan didn't dare to react, she just looked at him pleadingly to save Xia Junyi and reverse her crisis.
"I understand. I will send someone to invite him now and let him leave on my private plane. If you follow me, I will not let anyone touch you or hurt you."
After Junyi left, she felt much better. Just thinking about Cheng Haohan made her feel tight in her chest.
"Thank you." Xia Ziyan said and pulled away her hand. She felt that the atmosphere with him was too oppressive, so she walked to the TV and called.
The room became noisy.
Xiang Shangtian has no intention of leaving at all.
Xia Ziyan glanced at it from the corner of her eye and pretended to stretch.
"I seem a little tired." She said that deliberately, euphemistically ordering her to leave.
"Tonight, I will accompany you." Xiang Shangtian said tenderly.
Her heart beats very fast. Cheng Haohan would say, "You stay with me," and he said, "I'll stay with you."
Suddenly, Xia Ziyan didn't know how to refuse.
Xiang Shangtian took Xia Ziyan's hand and walked to the bed step by step.
My heart jumped into my throat.
She seemed reluctant, but unable to refuse.
Xiang Shangtian opened the quilt first and got into bed. He kept holding Xia Ziyan's hand.
Xia Ziyan frowned slightly, and Xiang Shangtian pulled hard. Xia Ziyan was afraid of hurting the child, so she had no choice but to go up.
She was lying on her back, breathing unevenly.
Xiang Shangtian said he wouldn't touch her, so he wouldn't, but he was very aura when he was there.
Xiang Shangtian's hand slowly touched her waist.
"Hmm..." It was a bit disgusting, and she realized that she shouldn't say anything. God knows how seductive her voice was.