[69 Book Bar - www.] "How long are you going to torture yourself?" Under the dim light, a tight, cold face opened its thin lips in displeasure.
The woman being questioned glanced at him casually, and curved her lips into a sarcastic smile.
"Lu Xiao, isn't this what you want?"
"You give it to me!" Lu Xiao's eyes flashed with a trace of violence, he grabbed Fusang's chin and shouted.
Fusang's face was filled with calmness and calmness. After so many days, she finally couldn't bear it any longer.
Lu Xiao roughly stuffed the white porridge from the bowl into Fusang's mouth, but Fusang, even though his jaw was in great pain, still held it tightly and refused to let go. He was at the mercy of Lu Xiao and did not struggle!
"Do you just not like being around me?" Lu Xiao angrily threw Fusang away and watched her fall to the ground like a producer. With a wave of one hand, he swept away all the dishes on the table.
Got to the ground.
"Where is my father, where is my second sister, and where are Yanzhi and the others?" Fusang asked quietly, ignoring the stains on her skirt.
Lu Xiao looked at Fusang with a complicated expression. For so many days, Fusang refused to say a word to him. The only words he repeated back and forth were these three sentences! Yes, Fusang should indeed hate himself, but the friendship they grew up with,
Does she really not exist at all? Doesn't she have any nostalgia? He loved her so deeply and became what he is now for her, but Fusang didn't take it seriously at all, and even brought her with him.
With disgust and hatred!
"Eat it!" were the only two words that responded to Fusang!
Fusang glanced at Lu Xiao,
"Do you want me to continue to hate you? Do you want us to never go back to the past? That's my father, that's my second sister, those are the people closest to me. If you really hurt them,
I will never forgive you in this life!"
Although Fusang's voice was soft, every word he spoke was like a thorn piercing into Lu Xiao's flesh, gradually taking root. From the moment he deceived Fusang, he no longer had any plans or any extravagant hope that Fusang would
Forgive her!
"Then you hate it!" Haitian is now his only bargaining chip to make Fusang stay here willingly. In any case, he will not say it.
"I love you and you hate me, so I won't be alone!"
"Stop!" Fusang's tone finally changed, shouting at Lu Xiao who was about to leave the room.
Lu Xiao paused and turned back slowly.
Fusang forced his body to stand up from the ground, the mocking smile on his lips became even bigger,
"Brother Xiao, I have admired you since childhood. I even imagined that one day I would become your wife, go to sea with you, go to the fields together, and have a home of my own! But now everything has changed.
Things have changed. I am no longer the girl who naively followed you all over the mountain. You are no longer the boy with the bright smile! Now I understand that the reason I admired you back then was because of your smile.
You make me feel so at ease and can shine into my heart, but now you make me feel horrible!"
Fusang looked directly into Lu Xiao's eyes. Lu Xiao had not done anything to him until now because he was still in love with her and knew that the person he loved would not be a monster, nor would he be truly cruel and heartless.
"If it weren't for Feng Teng, we wouldn't be like this!" Lu Xiao couldn't hide the pain on his face.
If Feng Teng had not appeared, the two of them would have continued to live so happily. When Fusang grew up, they would have become husband and wife, and he would have held Fusang in his hands forever.
"You are wrong, Brother Xiao! Even without Feng Teng, I would not marry you!"
When Feng Teng was mentioned, Fusang's voice became much softer. Just as Feng Teng said, the meeting between the two of them might have been destined for a long time. The Lu family came to propose marriage again and again, but she always refused to agree. Maybe somehow,
Just waiting for Feng Teng to appear.
"No! It was him, it was he who destroyed us! It was he who turned me into what I am now!" Lu Xiao's eyes revealed a fierce light, and his black pupils began to gradually become stained with a layer of scarlet.
"I would rather he killed me directly than to save me, half-dead and become a monster!"
In addition to Feng Teng snatching away his most beloved woman, what Lu Xiao hated most was that Feng Teng saved his life, but this kind of life-saving grace also made him fall into an abyss from which he could not extricate himself.
From now on, there will be no more light except darkness.
Fusang was stunned, her whole body was invaded by the chill, and there were layers of coldness. It was her, in fact it should be her!
"Brother Xiao, the person you want to blame should be me, and the person you want to hate should also be me! I was the one who begged Feng Teng to save you, but I am the culprit, and I am the one who made you become like this!
"
Fusang's voice was choked with sobs. When she first saw Lu Xiao wandering around the gate of hell, how could she helplessly watch Uncle Lu's white-haired man give away his black-haired man? How could she bear to watch her most admired brother Xiao die like this.
Lu Xiao pursed his lips and remained silent for a moment,
"If I could go back to the past, I would rather die then than become the half-human being I am now. Then in your memory, I will always be the only one who makes you the happiest and happiest memory. There is no memory.
Hurt, no pain, no resentment!”
Lu Xiao took a deep look at Fusang, turned around and left.
Fusang fell to the ground again, crystal tears falling silently from the corners of her eyes. She was wrong. She was the one who made Lu Xiao become like this. She made Lu Xiao carry such a heavy burden, and he would never be able to follow her.
Living like a normal person, never seeing the light of day, suffering despair and pain that she cannot understand. She may really not be able to understand Lu Xiao's current situation for the rest of her life. But even if she goes back to the past, she believes in herself and will not hesitate
Di begged Feng Teng to save Lu Xiao and not let him die like that.
Fusang just sat on the ground blankly. I don't know how long it took. The door creaked open, and a violet figure walked in. She glanced at Fusang, then at the mess in the room, and lightly
Sighed lightly.
He walked to Fusang's side, squatted down and reached out to help her.
"Get up! It's late at night and the ground is cold!"
Hearing such a caring and warm voice, Fusang, who had been holding back, collapsed immediately, hugged the woman tightly, and cried bitterly.
"Roland, it's me, it's all me. Everything Brother Xiao endured today was all caused by me! But, I don't know, I really didn't know it would be like this today, I can't bear it, I can't bear it~"
The woman named Roland gently stroked Fusang's back, as if coaxing a child.
"Fate has been predestined by God. It is not something we can control. All we can do is have a clear conscience! If you are given another chance, you will make a unanimous decision. Then you have to believe that what you did is right.
!”
Fusang burst into tears, like a child, leaning on Roland's arms to vent, but even she didn't know whether she was crying for Lu Xiao, for herself, or for Feng Teng, or more, for