[69 Book Bar - www.] Walking slowly towards Lin Rong's house, Yuze didn't say anything along the way, and the two of them were just silent.
Soon I arrived at the door of Lin Rong's house. I opened the wooden door gently and saw the tall sycamore tree as before. But its owner was no longer here. I believe that An Ruo would also come here in the near future.
Su's residence also turned into ruins.
"Uncle, go in by yourself, I'll wait for you here." After saying that, Yuze sat down on the stone bench under the sycamore tree, frowning slightly, as if he was thinking about something.
Huang Yizhe didn't say anything else, but simply pushed open the inner door and walked in. He came to the living room. Although it didn't look very big, it was very clean and spotless.
It was here that he once had a fierce quarrel with Lin Rong over the existence of Bixian. I still remember that he was holding the pen that he invited Bixian to use and said: 'You know what? Bixian can help you.
Fulfill your wishes, help you make choices, and help you decide all the things you want to do but dare not do, including death.'
Suddenly he seemed to understand the meaning of what Lin Rong said at that time. It turned out that he had planned to commit suicide early on, but he just didn't say it out and no one knew about it.
He also said, 'When you have always wanted to do something but don't dare to do it, you can ask the Pen Fairy, and it will give you the courage to do what you want to do more firmly.'
Suddenly I remembered that Lin Rong tightly held the pen in his hand and wrote three eye-catching words on the red paper, 'hang yourself to death'.
Picking up the red piece of paper on the coffee table that read 'hang yourself', Huang Yizhe sighed slightly and lamented the impermanence of the world. The people who were talking and chatting with him yesterday were no longer here at this moment.
Huang Yizhe crumpled the red paper into a ball and threw it into the trash can. Then he turned around and came to Lin Rong's bedroom. He saw that the quilts were neatly folded and the room was spotless. He seemed to have done all the work early in the morning.
Preparation for suicide.
There were pieces of eye-catching red paper placed on the table. The three words "hang yourself" were clearly written on the red paper, and these three words were circled on each piece of red paper.
It's inside.
Did Bixian make Lin Rong choose to die? Or was Lin Rong originally bent on seeking death, and Bixian's game just gave him a little courage to commit suicide?
Perhaps as Lin Rong said that day, the pen fairy can help people fulfill their wishes and help people do things they want to do but have never dared to do.
Turning around to look, he saw a black hard-cover book on his bedside table. It seemed to be a diary, and it looked thick.
In fact, Lin Rong had the habit of writing a diary before he was alive, and he would write it basically every day, and he would never forget it.
I opened the black hard-covered diary and looked at it. Sure enough, it was a diary written by Lin Rong.
It just records what happened every day, and most of them will chat a few words about An Ruosu. It can be seen that Lin Rong is really infatuated.
Suddenly, he wanted to know whether Lin Rong had written a diary before committing suicide. Huang Yizhe thought about it anxiously and then flipped through it.
I finally found the diary he wrote the night before he committed suicide, and here's what it said: 'On the one thousand and ninety-sixth day, Ruosu, unknowingly you have left me for three full years.
In the past three years, I have been thinking about you all the time, but you have left. No matter how much I miss you, I can no longer touch your tenderness. Today I started playing the pen fairy game again.
I want to choose a way to die in which I can find you. Maybe only after death can I really see you. There is no distance between me and you. It was Bixian Game that made me choose to hang myself, so I have no complaints.
No regrets, after midnight tonight, I will come to you, in the same place where you committed suicide, in the same way, wait for me, I will come to accompany you soon.'