Chu Luoyan covered his face and quickly moved away, "Are you going to lie to me again? Those are just temporary measures. I don't need to die in front of you. Don't worry, I'll find a place where you won't see it..."
"Luo Yan, do you still hate me? You hated me in my last life..."
"I didn't!" Chu Luoyan turned away, suddenly holding his chest and slowly bending down, "Qianye, can you let me go? I won't pester you, I know that I am no longer worthy of you, a ghost
, a naughty ghost..."
"When the soul is repaired, can you be my messenger?" Qianye walked over gently, squatted down and tried to hold Chu Luoyan, but her arms were empty, and she could not hold a soul.
Chu Luoyan could feel the warmth around him, Qianye was so close to him, and his voice was right in his ear.
It was a choked sound. He understood that such a sound made Chiba very sad.
"Luo Yan, I did owe you in the last life, so I have to pay it back in this life. You can't get it back for what I owe you, but don't give up on yourself, okay? I can't just watch you destroy again.
, I really... don’t want to bear it again..."
"I know that I am useless. I have never been able to find you, so I am worthless and chose to forget. I also lied to myself and told myself that you might have your own happiness..."
"I'm sorry, Luo Yan..."
Chu Luoyan suddenly shook his head, "No, you are right, it was me... who shouldn't have appeared."
He didn't know why, but he figured it out in just one thought. He was angry at Qianye for forgetting and hurting her for her change of heart. He almost lost his soul in front of her like this. Could it be... that he really hated her and was taking revenge?
Her?
No, this is not his intention, he loves her, he is indeed sad, but he does not hate her at all.
Even if she changes her heart, he still loves her without any regrets and without any resentment in his heart.
What he gave up on himself was only his broken and incomplete soul, but it was not a means to punish her.
In fact, he was the unwise one, he was selfish. He knew clearly that Qianye wanted to keep a distance from him, and knew that Qianye already had her own happiness, but he insisted on asking clearly and forcing Qianye to tell him.
It was impossible to say anything to deceive him.
He is selfish. He should understand that over the past ten years, things have changed... and people have changed.
If his soul was scattered in front of Qianye like this, it would ruin Qianye's life. She would still be sad and even leave indelible wounds.
"I'm sorry..." Chu Luoyan suddenly spoke softly, trying to turn into a physical entity so that Qianye could touch him, "It must be very difficult for you, right? In fact, you have me in your heart, but it took me more than ten years to
If it suddenly appears, it's already...missed."
"Luo Yan?"
"You won't fall in love with someone easily. You must love him very much, right? Before I appeared, you must have been very happy. If you gave up on him just because of my appearance, it would be too unfair to him."
Chu Luoyan's heart slowly calmed down. Although there were still bursts of tearing pain, he could finally turn into a physical body and feel Qianye's trembling embrace.
She tried very hard, as if she could stop his soul from falling apart.
She has become gentler than in the last life. If he had given up on himself like this in the last life, she would have grabbed him by the collar and slapped him hard to wake him up.