801. Chapter 801 801, goodbye suddenly like a dream 4
"At first I hated it, wishing that all the people in Prince Xian's palace would die, and wishing that the two concubines would have a good death. However, when I stopped hating, I realized that there is no point in even hating me, because the people I hate don't care at all.
"Whether I love him or hate him, since I don't care, why should I ask for trouble?" Luo Rongshang shook her head, "I don't hate him anymore. No love means no hatred. The greatest sorrow is death of heart. Now it's like this
, living without desires, without extravagant hopes, without expectations, even if it is deserted, it is much better than the days when I first came here. However, as soon as I came here, I was under surveillance, and not a single letter from home was sent.
I'm sorry to my parents for making them worry about me."
No love means no hatred. Lu Ziyuan knew that Luo Rongshang's affection for An Shizi had really disappeared. At first, she loved her so much, and then she hated her so much. In the end, she found that she was just asking for trouble.
She doesn't hate her even if she loves her. Even if she lives a cold life, it has become another kind of blessing for her.
"If I could take you out of here, would you be willing to go?" Seeing the indifference on Luo Rongshang's face, who had always been as gentle as water, Lu Ziyuan felt heartbroken for such a woman.
"Let's go? Not to mention this palace, even this entire Mocheng is heavily guarded. You can't just come in and go out when you want. I don't want to drag you down. Besides, I'm already married. Even if I leave here, what can I do?
Where to go? Back to the capital? Let the whole capital come to see my parents and I joke? I don't care, but I can't let my parents hold their heads up in the capital." Luo Rongshang waved her hand, "Thank you.
You, I understand your kindness, I'd better stay here, one day at a time, if the time comes when Prince Xian's Mansion really can no longer accommodate me, it doesn't matter if you drive me out or kill me with one knife."
"Rong Shang! Why are you so stupid!" Lu Ziyuan gritted her teeth, "Women don't have to depend on men for survival. When you leave here, you don't have to go to the capital. You can hide your identity and live like an ordinary citizen.
In the place you like, or you can travel around and enjoy the mountains and rivers. Your whole life does not have to be trapped here in a poor place. Whether you want to go out or not depends on your heart, unless you are still attached to this place!"
Lu Ziyuan scolded her, but Luo Rongshang was not angry. She smiled and shook her head, "There are several guards in the palace who are from our An Dynasty. One of them lives in the north of Mocheng. His surname is Jiang. If you go out of the city,
If you encounter any trouble, maybe you can try to find him, maybe he can help."
"Thank you!" Lu Ziyuan thanked her from the bottom of her heart. She thanked Luo Rongshang and still wanted to help her leave, although she didn't seem to need it.
"By the way, you haven't said what you came to Mocheng for?" Luo Rongshang smiled and said, "I'm so sorry that you came here to listen to my grievances and made you laugh."
"Looking for my husband, Mocheng rebelled, and many places in the An Dynasty forced conscription. At that time, my family and I were hiding from the drought in Fencheng. When we were in Fencheng, my husband and a servant were arrested. Here, we went to
I have never seen it before. I was waiting for my husband to come back with a big belly in the capital, but I waited until the funeral letter came. On the day of the funeral, the servant came back and told me that my husband was not dead, but was captured by the desert army. The child
After the full moon, I can't wait to come to Mocheng alone and want to try to find a husband." Lu Ziyuan was honest, she could trust Luo Rongshang's character and there was no need to hide it.
"I don't know anything about what happened on the battlefield. Prince Xian's Mansion is now guarding me against everything. I'm sorry, I can't help. However, you can go and ask the brother Jiang I told you about. He
He is also a person in the military camp, maybe he will know something!"
"Yeah!" Lu Ziyuan thought, after leaving the house, she should go out to find that person and ask, maybe there will be some news.
While the two were talking, there was a sudden noise outside. Luo Rongshang quickly stood up and pushed Lu Ziwan out of the window, "Miss Lu, get out of the window quickly. That daughter-in-law is here. She must have come to show off her power to me again!"