I heard that Xia Chiwan was alone in the small Buddhist hall where Yun Qiandu used to be.
Li Xuzhi knew that his Wan'er might miss his mother.
"Foreword, I actually complained about my mother."
Xia Chiwan took a deep breath, her voice was slightly hoarse because she hadn't spoken for a long time.[
"Xia Furong, Xia Moring, they all have auntie pain, but I don't."
Her mother has always been locked up in the nunnery.
The people accompanying her were all girls and mothers-in-law.
No matter how much these people care about Xia Chiwan, they can't replace Yun Qiandu in Xia Chiwan's heart.
"..."
Li Xuzhi was silent, and could only hug Xia Chiwan harder, give Xia Chiwan warmth, and silently told Xia Chiwan that he would always be by her side and would not be the second Yun Qiandu to let Xia Chiwan
I resented him.
Li Xuzhi can give Xia Chi a lot of love.
But his love can never be compared with mother's love.
"But it suddenly occurred to me that my mother has always loved me, and she loves me very, very much."
As he spoke, a big tear fell down and hit the back of Li Xuzhi's hand, causing Li Xuzhi pain.
His lover missed his mother-in-law, and even though Li Xuzhi felt distressed, he could not blame her.
"Every big festival, my mother would stay with me, but she would only stay for one night and then leave. But when it's my birthday, she would stay with me for three days."
Xia Chiwan turned around and grabbed Li Xuzhi's sleeve anxiously, wanting to prove something.
"My mother really loves me very much..."
Xia Chiwanyi said, crying even more urgently.
Her mother obviously hated the Prime Minister's Mansion and hated everyone in it.
However, her mother set foot in the Prime Minister's Mansion again and again for her and faced those people she hated.
Thinking of this, Xia Chi's heart felt like a knife piercing his heart.
Unknowingly, her mother had given her so much love.[
It's just that she was too greedy and dissatisfied in the past, so she couldn't see clearly her mother's love for her.
Every time Xia Chiwan recalled something more, Xia Chiwan discovered it.
In fact, her mother was by her side at every important moment until her mother passed away.
Why hadn't she thought of this before?
"Yes, she certainly loves you, because you are her only daughter, the continuation and inheritance of her life."
Li Xuzhi hugged Xia Chiwan into his arms, patted Xia Chiwan's back gently with his palm, and gently coaxed Xia Chiwan.
"So, you have to live well and happily. Only in this way can she feel at ease."
This is easy to say, but Li Xuzhi knows that it is very difficult to do.
At least, before he met Xia Chiwan, he even thought that this sentence was just a joke.
Why do those who have never tasted the pain of loss say this?
The kind of marks that are engraved into the bones are enough to torture a person crazy.
Let go?
Easier said than done!
Before meeting Xia Chiwan, Li Xuzhi always felt that he had no chance of happiness.
When he met Xia Chiwan, Li Xuzhi realized that God had not completely abandoned him.
"Woooo..."
After hearing Li Xuzhi's words, Xia Chiwan simply became bold and cried loudly.