This kind of thing should always be endured silently by one person, and then one should try hard to forget it again.
After all, this is not the first time I have been raped, who cares if it happens one more time or one less time!
The first time it was so painful that I wanted to die, but I didn’t die after all. Now my mental endurance is getting stronger and stronger. I told myself that I just need to sleep and everything will be fine. Well, if I sleep, I will be fine tomorrow.
To survive, after all, to survive, you have to work hard to forget the pain.
Mu Baoer closed her eyes and stopped thinking about anything.
She didn't know how long she slept. When she woke up, it was already afternoon. The curtains were closed, and the room was still dark. She opened the curtains, and it was sunny outside, the air was fresh, and many flowers were blooming in the garden.
Turning around, she saw a dining cart next to the bed, with some porridge and soup kept warm. Mu Baoer ate some silently, and then vomited it out after a few mouthfuls. She still forced herself to eat half a bowl of porridge.
Finished all the soup.
There was a set of clean clothes on the table. She changed into them and walked downstairs. The villa was still very quiet and there was no one else.
She walked into the garden, sat barefoot on the grass, and silently looked at the flowers and plants in bloom. The roses were blooming brightly. They looked so delicate, but in fact they were not knocked down by the wind and rain in the past month.
, still blooming brilliantly.
She believed that one day she would bloom proudly like these roses.
"You'll catch a cold if you wear too little." Ji Mo's gentle voice appeared from behind, and a coat fell on her body.
Mu Baoer's body stiffened for a moment, then relaxed again, letting the clothes with a familiar smell cover her body.
"I want to go out for a walk and breathe some fresh air. The room is too stuffy." Her voice was slightly hoarse, but not sluggish.
The man behind him was silent for a moment, and the garden was eerily quiet. Mu Baoer didn't want to say anything. Even though she could pretend not to care, she didn't want to talk to this man at all.
"Mu Bao'er, you really surprise me."
Ji Mo walked up to her, bent down, and looked at her searchingly with his dark eyes.
"Yesterday you were in so much pain, but now you can talk to me so calmly. I thought you should hate me to the core."
Mu Baoer laughed: "Then should I cry, make trouble, and hang myself? If I am really in pain and commit suicide, it won't have any impact on you! I would rather live a humble life than die a heroic death. This
This is my life principle. As for hatred, I do hate you, but I don’t hate you to the point of death. If I hate everyone who has hurt me to the point of death, my hatred will not be enough."
Hate requires too much energy. She has encountered so many scum, and hating them one by one will only be exhausting.
If revenge is not possible, then the best way is to ignore them and prevent these self-righteous men from entering her heart.
"What a realistic and ruthless woman." Ji Mo couldn't help but curl his lips sarcastically. He had hurt her like that, but it still couldn't make her hate her to the bone. Instead, she was ignored. It was really a frustrating feeling, but it was also exciting.
interest of.
Making this woman remember it forever is the biggest challenge.
If he was only interested because of her skills at the beginning, then at this moment, he really became interested in this woman's personality.