That kind of pain was not only due to the fear of being abandoned, but also a deep sense of despair. She still remembered watching the helicopter fly up and thinking about what he said: You are my treasure, and she felt more and more
despair.
If Han Lie or Huo Chen abandoned her at that time, would she be so sad?
Lingkong saw the confusion on her face. It seemed that Mommy didn't understand her heart at all. She just stubbornly believed that Ji Mo had hurt her, so she couldn't forgive her, but she didn't face her true feelings deep down at all.
"To use an analogy, if I and the kid on the street both stabbed you, which one would you feel is more uncomfortable?"
Mu Baoer's black line: "It's all equally uncomfortable. There won't be any difference in this kind of pain! But it doesn't rule out that you stabbed harder than him."
Lingkong gritted his teeth speechlessly: "Who asked about your physical pain? I'm talking about your heart, which will make you panic and sad."
"Of course it's you. If you really stab me one day, I believe there is no more uncomfortable feeling in the world than this." Mu Baoer smiled bitterly.
"I won't." Ling Kong glared at her, "I just want to say, you see, it's because you care too much about me that you get hurt by me. You treat that man the same way, although you really don't want to admit it. However,
Huh, you do love him."
Lingkong looked disdainful but helpless.
What! I didn’t expect that one day, Lingkong would help his mother with a psychological analysis. Ji Mo, that stinky man, must thank him in the future. It was he who made his mother understand her sincerity.
"..." Mu Baoer was speechless for a while. In fact, she didn't realize the complicated and subtle feelings she had for Ji Mo.
But she has no sense of security, not for any man. So she doesn't want to admit that she has feelings at all, and tries hard to ignore the gradually changing feelings in her heart. Even if she feels uncomfortable, she pretends not to care. Even if she stabs him, she will not feel better.
.
She felt that the best thing for them was to be separated. When they were together, the knot in her heart was always there and they could never be perfect.
The more you care, the harder it is to accept!
She is also afraid that once she accepts him, the future will not be as good as she imagined, or she will be abandoned again. This fear prevents her from taking a step forward. After all, she was abandoned once, so she can no longer trust him.
So, it doesn't matter if she understands her own feelings, she would rather not understand them all the time.
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The next day, Mu Baoer went to the cold villa and brought a big box. He said that since he was getting married soon, he should move the things here first to avoid moving slowly after the wedding.
When the security guard at the door saw that it belonged to the future hostess, he dared to check it out and even tried to flatter her, so he immediately helped her take it to the guest room.
Mu Baoer breathed a sigh of relief. It was difficult for a living person to escape from the surrounding surveillance system, but he got a box and easily got Ling Kong in.
Mu Baoer hurriedly opened the box and crawled out with a black line on his face, almost suffocating him to death.
"Where is the cold room?" After he came out, he immediately calmly put on equipment suitable for infiltration and put away various gadgets.
Mu Baoer drew a small map and told him that Hanlie might put the information in the bedroom and study room. Both of these places must be checked carefully. However, the two rooms are quite far apart. One is on the second floor and the other is on the second floor.
It's on the third floor, and there may be surveillance in the study.