Looking at his focused and affectionate eyes, although they were joking, she knew that he was serious and nervous. He was really afraid that she would run away, so he rushed over without stopping.
He seems to be very strong and confident in everything, but he never seems to feel safe with her.
She held his hand, her eyes full of seriousness and determination:
"Ji Mo, I am determined to be with you, so if anything happens, we can advance and retreat together. I don't want to enjoy being protected, exist as your vassal, or even a burden. I also want to help you, and you don't
You are not fighting alone, I am by your side, and I want to face those difficulties with you."
Ji Mo looked shocked. He never expected that Mu Baoer would say such a thing.
He thought that she was not completely willing to stay, and she did not completely believe in him.
But now he said that he would advance and retreat together with him and face all difficulties together. He was extremely pleasantly surprised, but he couldn't believe it. Could this sweet and touching promise like a dream be true? Was he simply dreaming?
How could he get such a precious promise from her.
Seeing that he didn't speak, the joy in his eyes was mixed with confusion and hesitation, Mu Baoer's heart ached in his chest. Even if he said it in person, he still couldn't believe it. It shows that he thought that he would never be able to say this promise to him.
!
This stupid man, he thought she hated him as much as before!
He has always been careful to please her, not daring to violate her bottom line, and learned to respect her thoughts. He is changing step by step and becoming better for her. And when she sees him like this, she is not indifferent either.
She just didn't want to admit it, for fear of getting hurt, until she knew that he had sacrificed so much for her.
"Don't you believe it? Don't you believe that I sincerely stay with you?" Mu Baoer smiled bitterly.
Ji Mo closed his eyes, held her hand tightly, put it to his lips, lowered his head and pressed it against the back of her hand, and never let go.
His fingers trembled slightly, as if he was very excited, but he didn't know how to express it for a moment, like a child who suddenly got the castle in his dream. He was so happy and ecstatic, but at the same time heartbreakingly at a loss.
"Actually, I don't hate you at all. I lied before. Because you hurt me, I also wanted to hurt you severely and make you feel pain and torture. I thought this was the best. Our beginning was so bad, you
He bullied me so cruelly. At that time, I thought I would never forget that kind of humiliation. I will never forgive this man."
Mu Baoer's voice sounded distant and ethereal, as if she was recalling an old thing.
But the truth between the lines made Ji Mo's heart ache.
"I'm sorry, Bao'er, I'm sorry..."
He has done many atrocious bad things in his life, but he has never regretted it, only what he did to her. Every time he recalls it, he is very painful. If it hadn't been for this encounter, if he hadn't been so cruel to her in the first place.
.
Then she wouldn't hate him so much, and there wouldn't be such scars between them.
He knew that the wounds he had carved on her heart would never go away. There was no regret medicine in this world, and there was no way to look back on what was lost. If he couldn't look back, then he was willing to give everything he had in exchange for a chance to forgive.
Seeing him in so much pain, with deep regret and pain in his eyes, Mu Baoer felt sad in her heart. If the memories were painful for her, then it should be even more painful for this man now!