Seeing her miserable and powerless struggle, listening to her helpless words, and feeling her cold kiss without any warmth, Xiao Chang closed her eyes, forced herself to calm down, and tried to slowly understand herself.
Clear your confused thoughts.
After a long time, he opened his eyes, reached out and hooked Qi Xiaoya's chin, kissed her hard, and coldly snorted in her ear: "Did you sneak into Xiao's house last night?"
Qi Xiaoya nodded silently with tears in her eyes.
Xiao Chang frowned and continued to ask coldly: "Did you see me hugging another woman and kissing her passionately in public?"
His words brought back Qi Xiaoya's painful memories. She closed her eyes feebly, lowered her head and said in pain: "If time could go back, if there was a chance for me to regret it, I would definitely not go there. If I hadn't gone,
I will still be a happy little woman sitting at home obediently waiting for you to come back to kiss me and hold me... However, I went there by mistake, and spent all my time wandering around just because I couldn't bear to leave you.
I went in! I regret it! I really, really regret it!”
"You think I love her?"
Qi Xiaoya raised her head, took a deep look at him, shook her head slowly, and said with a wry smile: "No. I know you are just acting on the occasion. I also know that for many years to come, you will be acting on the occasion! Treat it as an act.
It’s a habit, and when I’m jealous, it becomes a habit. Do you think our love can still exist?”
Xiao Chang said calmly: "When you first came to me, you should have known that there would be no shortage of women around me, right? At that time, when Shen Jiarui and I were having a heated fight, I didn't see any objection from you. You know that I and Shen Jiarui
Her relationship, right? Not just a kiss, but a deeper relationship. If I remember correctly, you had a
This time you even saw me and her passionately together! You knew this, but you appeared in front of me, in front of a large group of people, and told me that you wanted to be my Xiaochang's woman! The words are still in my ears now, and I still remember that moment at that time
How free and easy women are shocks me. Where is that free and easy woman today? Huh?"
Qi Xiaoya shook her head painfully and whispered: "In the past, I was not sure that you loved me. I thought that the relationship between us was just a simple money relationship. So, although I secretly liked you, but
I can also calmly accept that we will not have a future ending. But now, now that I know that we love each other, I feel more and more
I become greedy, I long for your wholehearted dedication, I long for you to have only me, and you will never touch any woman except me, even if you are forced by time, you will only touch me! I know what I said
It sounds pretentious, ridiculous, and childish to your ears, and I even think you have misjudged me, but I still say, yes, Xiao Chang
, I have changed! I can’t calmly watch you hugging another woman and kissing her passionately! I have become worried about gains and losses, and have no self-confidence! I am narrow-minded, I am humble, and I feel that I am not at all like the person who took care of everything before.
Qi Xiaoya is very open-minded and has no hope or pursuit. I also know that a jealous woman like me will not
Not only is it annoying, but it is more likely to become a stumbling block in a man's career. So, I want to leave! I don't want to become a neurotic, I don't want to be a woman you hate and avoid, I don't want to be a stumbling block in your career, and I don't want to ruin your career.
Let go of the love between us! That’s all! It’s not that we don’t love each other, but that we love too much...”