"But dad is not an irrelevant person... Sister Mai, I'll call dad right away. Dad will definitely come."
Xiaobai picked up her cell phone and was about to call Yi Xiangxi. Qiao Xiaomai hurriedly stopped her: "That's not possible, silly boy. Uncle Yi has his own affairs..."
"If dad knows, he will definitely come. Sister Mai, let me call dad and ask him to give you a gift, okay?... Dad listens to me the most. If I call him, he will definitely give it to me. I
Ask him to give you the best and most beautiful gift..."
Qiao Xiaomai suddenly said: "Uncle Yi knows that today is my birthday."
The child was stunned for a moment: "Dad knows? Then why doesn't he come?"
Qiao Xiaomai was very patient: "Uncle Yi has always known my birthday, but Uncle Yi and I are not friends. People who are not friends do not have to attend each other's birthday... Just like Uncle Yi's birthday, I didn't go either.
no?"
When the child thought about it, it turned out that Uncle Song and Aunt Bingbing went to his father's birthday, and Sister Mai did not go.
"But why does Aunt Bingbing want to celebrate dad's birthday?"
"So, Aunt Bingbing is dad's friend, but I am not."
The child was stupid and didn't know what he thought of, with a sad expression on his little face. After a long while, he said in a low voice: "I asked dad to give you a Barbie doll, but dad never gave it to you... Could dad really do it?
Do you like Aunt Bingbing?"
"That's their business, we don't know either."
The child's little face was even more disappointed: "Oh, I asked dad to treat you to a movie, but he hasn't come to treat you after so many days..."
Qiao Xiaomai was startled, and suddenly remembered the past. He remembered that many years ago, there were several nights when Yi Xiangxi would accompany Bingbing to watch movies every day. Every time he came back from watching a movie, he would sit on the sofa, always looking surprisingly happy.
, and then told her Qiao Xiaomai shamelessly how to accompany Bingbing, how to please Bingbing, and how joyful it is to watch movies with the woman you love...
The old days are still vivid in my mind.
Yi Xiangxi, I can stop hating you, but I can't love you either.
Yi Xiangxi said: Qiao Maimai, for Xiaobai's sake, I will marry you, and we will raise Xiaobai together...
It's not that she hasn't thought about this possibility, but, but - no matter how she thinks about it, it's useless - apart from hatred, she can't recall any warm details between herself and Yi Xiangxi! She can't recall any tender moments.
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Never!
Really, I have never felt any love at all!!!
Some are just perfunctory and compromising with each other.
She cannot deceive herself to the point of completely abandoning herself as a child.
No, no, I've never been a great mother.
Xiaobai, please forgive me, I am actually a very selfish mother. Even if it is for my children, I am not willing to completely sacrifice myself.
She was unusually calm: "Xiaobai, don't blame your dad. He has no obligation to watch a movie with us. If you want to watch it, I will definitely go watch it with you tomorrow night."
"But, Sister Mai... I hope dad will accompany you... Could it be that dad doesn't like watching movies at all?"
"Your dad used to like watching movies very much! In the past, he often went to watch movies with Aunt Bingbing."
Xiaobai's eyes were wide open, in disbelief and at a loss: "Really? Dad really went to the movies with Aunt Bingbing?"