"Your eyes are bloodshot, how can you not be tired? You should also take a rest, otherwise you will collapse from exhaustion."
But she was very excited and naturally leaned against him, her voice even softer, "We may be busy preparing for the wedding these days, and the pressure on each other is too great. Let's go and relax tomorrow, okay? Xiaodong, do you want to go?
Where? A short trip? Or go to a movie? I have some coupons for a resort. Let’s go to the hot springs and relax completely..."
He originally liked these suggestions, but at this time, he was not interested at all. Even the warm body that naturally snuggled up to him. The two of them had been dating for such a long time, and there had been many more intimate behaviors than this. He liked it so much.
The feeling of hugging that soft waist
, However, as soon as his hand touched her softness today, the elder brother's miserable voice buzzed in his ears: "...I don't want her to marry you...she is the mother of my daughter...my wife...little
Dong, I beg you this time... just this time..."
Xiaobai’s mother!
Big Brother’s Wife!!!
She is his sister-in-law!
No name but reality.
In ancient times, my behavior was considered "incest and immorality".
If it were an ordinary brother or relative, it would be impossible for him to pay attention to these inconsequential matters with his westernized education - but, that is the eldest brother!!!
He is a big brother who is closer than his parents and relatives!!
Reason tells myself to avoid it, but the body is much more loyal than the spirit. It is clamoring that it needs this warmth... and that it cannot live without this warmth...
Is there anything more tragic in the world than having to give up something you could have gained????
She stared at him.
"Xiaodong, you rarely drank in the past. Are you under a lot of pressure recently? If you have anything, you can tell me. I hope I can share it with you..."
This sentence was actually what he wanted to say to her: Mai, why couldn't you tell me something from the beginning? Why have you been holding it in your heart for so long?
Why do they never tell each other their real first and last names even though they are walking hand in hand?
"Mai, have I ever told you about my childhood?"
She didn't understand what he meant, and didn't understand why he said that. She felt a little uneasy, but she still nodded, "You said, Xiaodong, you said it was your eldest brother who raised you..."
He murmured to himself: "Yes, it was my eldest brother who raised me. I was still young when my parents died. Even now, I can't even remember my parents. It was my eldest brother who raised me up and sent me to study abroad.
, for this reason, he suffered countless hardships..."
She listened silently without interrupting.
"The most terrifying thing when I was a child was being homeless, not having enough to eat or clothing to keep warm. One winter, I was sick and wanted to eat meat. My elder brother was chased by a wild dog just to pick up a bone left over from the butcher selling meat at the market and bring it back to make soup.
, almost biting his head and bleeding... This kind of life has been going on for several years. When my eldest brother went to college, our life suddenly got better. After I went abroad, my eldest brother even gave me generous living expenses.
I haven’t suffered any hardships…”
"The eldest brother has a small attic in his house..."
He paused for a moment, Qiao Xiaomai kept his head lowered, not knowing what he was thinking.
Small attic? Is it the small attic filled with musical instruments?