"Really, Xiaodong, I feel more relaxed than ever before! On the wedding day we agreed, I stood at the back of the hotel for a long time. People came and went, but I knew that the wedding would never happen again - it was like
A dream! I have been waiting to wake up from this dream for a long time, and now
, finally woke up. The strange thing is that I didn’t feel sad, just relieved. What death row prisoners fear most is not the moment of being stabbed, but the suffering in the early stage of waiting for execution. At that moment, I felt that I had been sentenced
, so, so unscrupulously.”
"Perhaps life was too difficult in my early years. I longed for happiness. I longed to be supported by other women, have a stable family, and have a sheltered husband. I would have someone to stand up for me in everything, so that I could have some space when I was too tired.
Take a break...Xiaodong, forgive my selfishness, because you are so good, I once regarded you as my entire support, so I would rather cheat than let go..."
"Xiaodong, I don't blame you, and I have no right to blame you. It was me who deceived you in the first place. You did nothing wrong!! My person, my identity, even Xiaobai... everything between me and you is the same.
It was a lie from the beginning, so I didn’t expect to reap the beautiful fruits. There is no result in forcing things that don’t belong to you. In fact, I have wanted to explain to you countless times before, and I want to break up with you.
think
I want to put an end to this despicable lie. But, I don’t have the courage!!! I’m a suspicious and guessing person. I’m afraid that you will choose your eldest brother, I’m afraid that you will join forces with your eldest brother, and I’m afraid that Yi Xiangxi will take revenge against me again…
… Let’s put it this way, there was a time when I chose to be with you because of fear, because I wanted to find a talisman… I think, with you protecting me, Yi Xiangxi never dared to be too blatant.”
"Until that car accident...really, I didn't realize how naive and ridiculous I was."
Yes, we are actually ordinary people, going to work, living, and working... Not everyone is good at strategizing and being scheming, and everyone can quietly manipulate others... No, we are not that big.
Ability. Therefore, in life, people often suffer losses, fall down, and get beaten to a bloody head.
After all, losers are the majority. She, Qiao Xiaomai, is one of the majority.
"Xiaodong, I don't know how to say sorry to you. It's too late to say anything now. At the beginning, I deliberately concealed Xiaobai's identity because I was really afraid that others would compete with me. I thought that this way she would not be
Taken away. Unexpectedly, everything is absurd and an ostrich policy that cannot withstand any scrutiny. I have a thousand words to say, so I just put it aside. Forget me, and never look for me again! I wish you happiness."
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There was no signature and no date, but Liang Xiaodong recognized the handwriting. It was Qiao Xiaomai's handwriting. It was messy and hasty, and there were even several traces scattered on it. It was obvious that the person who wrote the letter didn't know how he was crying at the time.
And this gift with clear terms and dates, are you afraid of losing it at the beginning, so you remember every transaction and every item clearly? So, when we break up, you can be unscathed, the same
Many of them will come back?
Moreover, it was cut off so cleanly and decisively!!!
Never see each other again in all our lifetimes!!!