Qiao Xiaomai suddenly turned his head, where could he make any sound?
"Sister Mai, where are you going? I'll go with you...I must go together..."
The child's voice also changed, her big eyes were full of panic, and she finally noticed that the bag Sister Mai was carrying actually contained a plane ticket.
Air tickets!
Where is Sister Mai going?
Are you going somewhere far, far away?
Just like during the Chinese New Year, I can no longer find Sister Mai, I can’t find her when I’m sick, I won’t answer her phone calls, and I’ll never show up—
Even a child understands: If it hadn't been a long, long separation, how could Sister Mai give herself so much money? Five hundred thousand! That's all the money in the family.
How can an adult hand over such a large sum of money to a child?
She held the bankbook in her hand and said in panic: "Sister Mai, I don't want this... I don't want it, I just want you... I don't want the bankbook, Sister Mai... I'm afraid I'll lose it, but you're still in charge..."
The child pushed the bankbook into her hand as hard as she could, as if if she pushed the bankbook out, Sister Mai would not leave.
"Sister Mai, I don't want this... Haven't you always been in charge of our family's money? I'm a child, and I don't dare to take my bankbook..."
"Xiao Bai..." Her voice was choked with sobs, unable to respond, and she burst into tears, "Xiao Bai... you leave it to your father to take care of it... your father will take care of it for you..."
"No, why would dad want our money? No way...Sister Mai...I don't want the bankbook, I don't want you to leave...Sister Mai, please..."
She turned her head away, not daring to look into the child's eyes.
Although I have told myself ten thousand times in my heart: child, you don’t need me that much. Many children with a father and no mother can live very well. Just like me, the memory of my biological mother has long been indifferent, but I
My childhood was also very happy.
Xiaobai, you should be like this too. Your father is more powerful than mine, and you don’t need me at all. Even if I leave, you can grow up healthily.
Or maybe, from the moment I was pushed away by the child that day, my heart was completely depressed.
From that time on, I had already decided to leave. In the world of life, even if there is no lover, no children, no parents... we still have to live, right?
Besides, I was the one who felt sorry for the child first - it was me who turned the child into my "sister" alive - a failed person like me is dispensable!!
"Sister Mai, where are you going?...Sister Mai, you are leaving, right?"
"Xiao Bai... I just go to work out of town... I will come back to see you in the future... You have to listen to dad and take good care of dad..."
The child suddenly fully realized that this time, once Sister Mai left, it was no longer a matter of how many days she left. She would be gone for a long time and he would never see her again.
"Sister Mai, I don't want you to leave...Sister Mai, you said you would stay with me every day..." The child was incoherent and held her tightly, "Sister Mai, I will be good in the future. I will never do it again."
I made you angry..."
Qiao Xiaomai stood up suddenly, unable to speak any more, and pushed the child away almost hastily: "Xiaobai, I'm leaving. I will call you in the future..."
She strode away very fast, unable or daring not to even look at the child again, for fear that if she took one more look, she would never have the courage to leave.