Just like the stubborn ugly scar on my chest - because of this scar, I have been without a woman for many years - is this normal for a normal man? Obviously not normal!!!
How strange!
Back then, he was so seriously injured that he was almost crippled. However, he hated her - not because he hated her for the knife she slashed at him, but because he hated her for leaving after bringing him such joy -
Forever lost is my love—forever lost is the source of my joy.
Just like an addict, like a person who has been bewitched - the shock of intense physical joy she brought to him was like a terrible drop, which shocked his soul from then on -
Xiaodong, I can’t speak!
Xiaodong, I will never have the face to tell you my true feelings.
That’s why I’m so selfish, so despicable, and so unscrupulous——
If I don't get it, I will never be able to obtain salvation and comfort in this life.
Suffering from pain, tortured by desire, he almost went crazy, crazy, and in agony during countless midnight dreams... He even broke into the red light district in the hope of solving his urgent needs...
However, when he really faced a strange woman, he was afraid and flinched... Not to mention Bingbing, even any woman he had never met before would have nightmares as soon as he closed his eyes... So, from then on,
I can only survive in suffering.
Therefore, there is a legend in the industry - he is a top-notch man who is deeply loved by gay men. Even, on some special occasions, some men have shown favor to him more than once. If it were not for his own status and wealth, those
Men really want to chase him like flies.
But, God knows!!
He almost broke the bones of the men who dared to show kindness to him.
Now, facing the woman lying next to him, all the pain that had been buried in the dust suddenly came to life completely.
Every part of my body, every pore, every cell, every body language is screaming - I want this woman! Even if it is the most despicable method, I want this woman...
His hands slowly covered hers, and almost without thinking, he was lying next to her, gently holding her soft body in his arms.
It was a terrible tremor - really, it was not just a desire, but a long-lost, frightening, twisted desire - just like the feelings of a timid teenager.
I hugged her, but I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t even dare to continue, so I just hugged her like that.
At that time, Qiao Xiaomai was still in a coma, and her whole body seemed extremely soft and obedient. In her life, she had never been so soft and well-behaved in front of him.
In the ward, the gentle light made her lips smeared with a layer of illusory redness. Yi Xiangxi stared closely at those lips, and suddenly felt that the light was very annoying, and his throat was so dry that smoke came out. He stretched out his hand and turned off the light.
The new rain has stopped, and the moonlight is dim.
The cold spring is coming, and thousands of households have fallen asleep early. The dark night has given rise to bold feelings, and the big hands tightly hugged the slender waist, just like before.
The lips somehow captured that ruddy color - so warm, so smooth, so light, the faint taste in memory - the sweet, first love, love taste...