For so many years that followed, he was alone. It must have been that the madness at that time had already exhausted all the enthusiasm of the following years.
However, this seemingly dead silence quickly revived after meeting her again - after the first sight, there was a crazy thought - I want this woman!
He thought when she was shocked; he thought when she was angry; he thought when she hated him and wanted to stay far away from him - he thought too.
Almost every time we get along, every time we meet - he thinks about it!
However, no matter how hard he tried, no matter how crazy he was, no matter how despicable he was - but she never looked at him in the eyes, even though she had a child, even though she occasionally acted, even though she tried to give her child the illusion of a complete family - but, he
She always understood that in the bottom of her heart and eyes, she would never leave any important place for herself.
If a woman has no interest in you, she will certainly not do anything to you. In the past, people often said that if the woman is cooked, the woman must be yours! But things are different in modern times. Even if you cook a woman into popcorn, she will
It may not be yours.
Just like what he had seen time and time again while hiding in the dark, the affectionate hugs and lingering kisses between her and Xiaodong - all the things that represented love, of course she had never given it to him, and would never even be prepared to give it to him in the future.
It was as if his heart was frozen, with a thick protective barrier inlaid in it that would never be broken through. He thought that this was all, the result of breaking the can and breaking it. In this life, he would never be able to wait for what he longed for.
Everything.
Even if she pretends to be close, when holding hands in front of her children, she realizes that the distance cannot be healed. Even if she has broken up with Xiaodong, even if she has been lying in bed like this for so many days, he has been guarding her day and night like this.
I never felt that I would have any hope again. I even felt discouraged for a time, that's all. As long as she gets better, no matter what she wants, I will let her go.
But unexpectedly, that night, I suddenly felt an impulse.
Unable to restrain himself, he became restless again, and finally took advantage of others' danger once again.
It's obvious that he should be ashamed, it's obviously just a man's temporary inability to control, a temporary mistake... But, somehow, he feels so satisfied and happy with each other.
I thought I would never be able to love again, but now I am immersed in such a warm fusion. A certain part of my body is like a baptism of resurrection from the dead, receiving the most eager courtesy and enjoyment.
Combine closely, hug gently, and stick together all the time.
It turns out that this is the feeling of home.
Really, this turns out to be the feeling of family, the feeling that I have lacked the most over the years - humans are social animals after all, and they live in groups. As long as they can be close to a familiar group, how can they resist the natural temptation and attraction?
?
Just like a person in your arms.
Isn't that the case for her, Qiao Xiaomai?
In her tired sleep, she had been clinging to him obediently, without the slightest resistance, let alone the slightest dislike. Even if she occasionally clung to him tightly, her breathing was not smooth, and she instinctively turned over, she was still tightly bound by him.
Hug her and never let her go.
"Wheat, from now on, you will always be mine."
He muttered to himself, declaring his ownership.
That was the sweetest night of sleep that Yi Xiangxi had had in many years.