After a long time, he said: "The world is like this. The strong always bully the weak; those who have power always love to trample on others... It's not even because of hatred or fame and fortune. As long as they seize the opportunity, they will
Trampling on those who are weaker than myself, and pushing others to the edge without any mercy... When I was a child, I remember my mother believed in Buddhism, and she often told me the motto of Master Shide: 'There are people in the world who slander me, bully me, humiliate me, and laugh at me.
, belittle me, despise me
, how should I deal with it?' Shide replied: 'Just tolerate him, avoid him, let him, be patient with him, ignore him, in a few years, you will see him'... My mother has been tolerant and withdrawn her whole life.
I have been avoiding fights all my life, but then so many tragedies happened. My father died and my mother went crazy... She was helpless and only chopped her son and killed herself... Why are other people's sins so important?
Do you want to vent your anger by punishing your relatives?"
He paused.
He has never spoken so many words to her, or expressed his thoughts to her. He has never mentioned this past, old friends, close relatives, or even close friends such as Song Weichao and others to anyone, let alone Bingbing.
That was the secret pain in his heart, which he never dared to express openly for twenty years. It just slowly corroded his soul in his heart.
The night is silent.
She just looked at him.
"Oh, but in the final analysis, the world slanders me, despises me, bullies me, humiliates me, laughs at me, despises me, hates me, and deceives me. Who can really just tolerate them, let them, let them go, and avoid them?
Be patient with him, respect him, and ignore him?"
The emperors, generals and ministers hope that the people will remain docile like this for ten thousand years.
If this is true, the people at the bottom will never be able to stand up again.
Qiao Xiaomai was puzzled and just stared at him.
After a long time, he continued calmly: "I have no patience and can't wait for it for another few years. In the past twenty years, I have suffered a lot for this every day and waited... My mother and I
It’s different. When women are weak and powerless, they can only hurt themselves...but I must kill my enemies with my own hands..."
If she realizes something.
Her eyes were wide open, feeling an extremely ominous premonition and an unprecedented fear. However, she did not dare to speak or ask further, and a strong powerlessness seized her.
But he sat up and hugged her tightly.
The moonlight faded away at some point, and the sky was filled with stars.
He caressed her whole body gently and carefully, his palms swaying like a hot firework, slowly, slowly, galloping wantonly in his favorite area in the past, and later, slowly stopped on her collarbone.
She couldn't move anymore - hehe, she had become really thin, and those clear beautiful bones almost made the beauty of the past round and beautiful look a little out of shape.
He was slightly absent-minded for how short a time?... And she shivered in his arms.
She looked even more warm and fragrant, clinging so helplessly to him - in his arms of Yi Xiangxi, he could even hear the sound of her heartbeat: bang bang, bang bang, eager, panic, fear, worry
…
Such weakness reminded him of his mother, who had been hurt and had no power to restrain her.
You can't fight back, you can only kill yourself to vent your anger. What a pathetic woman.
His lips moved down and touched her lips very gently.