Chapter 182: 182 The person who thinks the most is Liu Xiaoya
But today, when Ling Aotian heard this, he didn't feel disgusted at all, so he didn't scold him.
Ling Aotian's love for Lu Xueqin is fading at an extremely fast speed!
Now, when he is alone, the person he thinks about the most is not Lu Xueqin, but Liu Xiaoya!
He himself didn't understand why he suddenly missed that little country woman so much!
Her scarred back, her frightened eyes, her trembling and timid body, and her red lips that made him ecstasy, all evoked his deep pain and longing!
Counting the days, Liu Xiaoya has been gone for almost a year without knowing it.
In this year, he only went back to his mother's house twice, and the time he stayed at home was not long. The first time he stayed at home for more than ten days, and the second time he only stayed for one night and left in a hurry.
It's not that he doesn't love that home. His mother is okay, she cares about him and is considerate, but his father always makes him afraid. Although his father is not often at home, he is always afraid that his old man will suddenly appear!
When he thought that he was so afraid of his father, he felt inexplicably annoyed.
But there's nothing he can do about it. He's just afraid, and he can't change it at all!
Now think about it, Ling Aotian's harsh treatment of Liu Xiaoya is very similar to the discipline his father Ling Hongjun used to treat him. He was also tamed by his father's strictness, so that after so many years, he still has some fear of his father in his bones.
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Liu Xiaoya was a little stubborn at first, but after being beaten severely by him several times, she became afraid of him, so much so that when he called her in a louder voice, she would shudder!
At that time, he tried every possible means to tame her into the ideal woman in his mind, to keep her clean and to love herself, and not to get close to other men. Now, he still doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with him.
He even felt that if he hadn't been very strict with Liu Xiaoya, maybe Liu Xiaoya would be like Lu Xueqin, sleeping with some man without knowing what happened.
Then her first night won't be his!
He couldn't imagine what he would do if Liu Xiaoya was no longer a virgin?
She is his wife!
He saw Liu Xiaoya both times when he came home. She still looked at him with a little fear, but more of a shy look. Whenever he looked at her, she would blush and lower her head shyly.
Liu Xiaoya's look particularly moved him!
After returning to S city, Ling Aotian always thought about Liu Xiaoya's shy look all night long and couldn't sleep.
Autumn has entered, and the rain has increased. It rains non-stop all day long. In the continuous autumn rain, his yearning for Liu Xiaoya is stronger than ever!
It had been raining for several days, and Ling Aotian didn't go out. He just lay on the sofa in a daze all day long. He didn't know what he was thinking about. What he thought about the most was Liu Xiaoya's face!
At this moment, how he wished she was by his side, that he could hold her in his arms, hold her soft body, and kiss her seductive red lips!
He always had hallucinations, thinking that Liu Xiaoya was down there, in the kitchen, or in the laundry room. As long as he shouted, she would agree and run upstairs!
As long as he said he wanted her, she would blush with shame, lower her head, and shyly refuse to come over.
But every time he raised his head and looked out the window at the long strands of rain, the illusion disappeared, and he realized refreshingly that Liu Xiaoya was not here, she was somewhere far away!