232 Chapter 232: 232 is not qualified to love him again
Lu Xiaofang couldn't stand it any longer and hid her face and cried bitterly: "Ayun! I miss you so much! I miss you so much too! But do we still have a future? Can our longing thread continue?..."
Crying and crying, Lu Xiaofang fell asleep again.
On the third day, Gong Yunche came to the company to find Lu Xiaofang. Pan Fengmao said that Lu Xiaofang had not come to work for two days.
Gong Yunche was surprised and found Lu Xiaofang's cabin.
Seeing that this simple hut was dark, damp, and unbearably hot, Zuo Lengche couldn't help but frown.
But when he saw Lu Xiaofang sleeping motionless on the bed, he was secretly shocked.
There were many letters scattered on Lu Xiaofang's body. Gong Yunche picked up one and read a few words. It turned out to be a love letter.
Gong Yunche called Lu Xiaofang, and Lu Xiaofang responded, but did not move or open her eyes.
Gong Yunche thought Lu Xiaofang had committed suicide and was very worried. He hurriedly picked her up and took her to the hospital.
After examination, the doctor said that she had not eaten for several days and had suffered a severe mental shock. However, because she had stopped eating for too long, she needed to be infused with fluids for treatment.
Gong Yunche stayed by Lu Xiaofang's side every step of the way until she recovered.
After taking Lu Xiaofang from the hospital to the hotel where he was staying, Gong Yunche talked to her: "Xiaofang, I was sorry for you that day, and I will compensate you. Although I like you, if you don't want to, I won't force you.
As long as you don't hurt yourself, I will respect your choice!"
Lu Xiaofang is very calm. After this life and death disaster, she has understood what choice she should make.
She felt that she was no longer qualified to love Fang Shaoyun because her body was dirty and unworthy. She didn't want to let Fang Shaoyun know that she had slept with other men and hate her after marrying him.
He hates her, why not let him hate her now!
Even if he would forgive her, she didn't want to live with low self-esteem all day long because she felt she wasn't worthy of him.
Then, it's best not to go back to him.
Since Gong Yunche knew she was not a virgin but still wanted her, then she was naturally willing to go with him!
Lu Xiaofang looked at Zuo Lengche and asked, "You know I'm no longer a virgin, why do you still need me..."
Gong Yunche interrupted her: "Xiaofang, it doesn't matter to me whether you are a virgin or not. I don't care about it. However, I want to make it clear to you. I like you, so to speak.
Love you, but I can't marry you!"
Lu Xiaofang listened silently. She knew that Gong Yunche just wanted to find a lover. She had no hope that he would marry her. She knew it was impossible and unrealistic.
Gong Yunche said: "You may think that I look down on you, but no, I don't want to marry you because you have lived with other men, and I will not be prejudiced against you because of this. It's just because of my
I cannot make the decision on my marriage at all. As I told you that day, from the day I was born, they have arranged everything for me, including my future wife!"
Gong Yunche sighed quietly: "There is no love in my marriage, and my love has nothing to do with marriage. Do you understand?"
Lu Xiaofang nodded.
Gong Yunche then said: "Xiaofang, you can think about it again and give me your answer slowly. I will live here for a few months."