"Xueqin!" Seeing Lu Xueqin crying, Fang Shaoyun hugged her heartbrokenly: "Xueqin, it's my fault, it's me who's sorry for you, it's me who let you down!
"I'm stupid. I only knew that I hated you for betraying me, but I never thought that you couldn't help yourself.
"You have suffered so much with your son alone, can you let me make it up to you?
"Give me a chance to make up for it!"
"Shaoyun!" Lu Xueqin cried: "Do you know how dirty I am? Do you know how many men I have been with?
"I am no longer the Lu Xiaofang who is as pure as white paper in your heart. My body is already covered with stains..."
Lu Xueqin had relationships with three men: Gong Yunche, Ling Aotian, and Fang Shaoyun. Pan Fengmao was a fake man, so it didn't count, but the only one she loved in her heart was Fang Shaoyun.
"Xueqin!" Fang Shaoyun's heart ached even more, he lowered his head and kissed her. Lu Xueqin wanted to break away from his arms, but he hugged her tighter!
After kissing for a while, Fang Shaoyun let go of her and said: "Xueqin, I know you have always loved me, you have always loved me, right? Just like I have always loved you!
"Since we love each other, don't have any worries, let us love well!
"I know your past, and you also know my past. If you are dirty, I am dirtier than you!
"I don't even know how many women I have slept with..."
"But you are a man," Lu Xueqin was still crying: "No matter how many women a man sleeps with, no one will say anything, but if you are with me, you will be laughed at by others..."
"Don't worry about others!" Fang Shaoyun interrupted her: "Others laugh at us because they are jealous of our happiness!
"We don't need to be understood by others. As long as we love each other and as long as our family of three lives together happily, that is our greatest happiness!"
Lu Xueqin was still shaking her head.
Fang Shaoyun held her face to prevent her head from moving. He looked into her eyes:
"Xueqin! Are you in love with me? Do you like me?
"Don't reject me, don't reject me again!
"In order for my son to have a complete family, please give me a complete family too!
"Is it good? Is it good?"
Fang Shaoyun's voice was full of begging, and Lu Xueqin's heart was as soft as water. She looked at him with tears in her eyes:
"Shaoyun! I'm not sure, I'm not sure about this love!
"It's not that I'm not sure about you, it's that I'm not sure about myself!
"I don't know if I can persist, and I don't know how long I can persist!"
She didn't dare to accept it anymore. If she always lived with low self-esteem in front of Fang Shaoyun, then there would be no happiness for them.
Fang Shaoyun held her in his arms, rubbed the top of her head with his chin, and said:
"Xueqin, I won't force you, I don't want you to promise to marry me right away.
"Let's get along first and live together for a while. After you figure it out and your heart calms down, we can talk about getting married, okay?"
"I don't know how long it will take." Lu Xueqin choked in his arms.
"No matter how long, no matter how long, I will wait! Xueqin, don't push me away from you and my son again!"
Lu Xueqin stopped talking and acquiesced.
In order not to irritate Lu Xueqin, Fang Shaoyun arranged another room for her.
Lu Xueqin took Fang Qian and lived in Fang Shaoyun's house. Fang Shaoyun knew that in order for Lu Xueqin to agree to marry him, he had to dote on his son first.
Fang Shaoyun was naturally very good at doting on children. He would buy them all, including food, clothing, and toys, as long as Fang Qian liked them.