He caused so much harm to her, but she couldn't hate him. On the contrary, because he left such a heavy mark on her heart, she could never forget him again!
When there is love, there will be hurt. After the hurt, can love come back?
She thought of Ling Aotian's haggardness again, of Fang Shaoyun saying that he always ate instant noodles, and of his messy room. Her heart began to throb. This man who had hurt her too much always made her heart ache.
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She also remembered that when she was tortured by Pan Fengmao, she was only thinking about Ling Aotian and wanted to see him one last time before she died. At that time, she was so scared that she would never see him again!
In her painful heart, in her heart filled with sadness, Ling Aotian has always firmly occupied a very important position!
Now, after being separated from Ling Aotian for so long, her feelings for him have not only not diminished one bit, but are still increasing!
She was already sure that she was in love with him, loved him very much, and his shadow had been deeply integrated into the depths of her soul. No matter how hard she wiped it off, she couldn't wash it away!
But, what's the use of her loving him anymore? He won't love her!
Although she felt that Ling Aotian seemed to have changed a lot than before and seemed to care about her, what she wanted was not this kind of care, not his yelling "I care about you". She didn't want his concern, she wanted
It's love, it's his love!
She hopes he can love her as much as she loves him!
But is this possible? Is it possible for a proud and conceited man like him to love a country woman like her?
Of course it’s impossible!
If he loved her, how could he deny the marriage? If he loved her, how could he be intimate with other women in front of her, first Lu Xueqin, and later Gao Ruolan!
If he loved her, how could he agree to divorce her?
Remembering that when he said those words "I agree to divorce", she was so heartbroken that tears welled up in Liu Xiaoya's eyes again unknowingly!
Love to the depths will always make people burst into tears!
"Tuk-tuk-tuk!" There was a knock on the door.
Liu Xiaoya was stunned, and she understood without thinking that it was Ling Aotian who knocked on the door. Liu Xiaoya didn't know what was wrong with him, and she didn't understand why he knocked on the door.
In her memory, Ling Aotian never knocked on this door before entering it.
Liu Xiaoya quickly wiped away the tears on her face and walked over to open the door.
Opening the door, Ling Aotian stood outside the door holding a quilt and said, "It's a bit cold. I'll get you a quilt."
Liu Xiaoya said: "No need..."
Ling Aotian didn't wait for her to finish, so he pushed past her and walked in, put the quilt on the bed, then pulled up the original bed and looked at it, and said, "Put this bed down to make it warmer."
As he said that, he started to help her tidy up the quilt.
Liu Xiaoya stood behind him and watched him busy for her. She felt moved in her heart. This man who had never cared about her was suddenly so careful. She wanted to cry.
Looking at his familiar back and his busy hands, Liu Xiaoya felt an urge to step forward and hug him, hug his waist, and put her face against his back.
on, wanting to bring her and him closer, and then even closer!
However, there seemed to be roots under her feet, making it impossible to move, and there seemed to be an abyss in front of her that she could not cross!