"You hid it, how do I know?" Gu Xiaoai imitated his behavior and gently scratched his face with her fingertips, "I just feel that you still haven't told me many things, and I...
There are also many things that I don’t know and don’t understand.”
"What don't you understand?" Li Juefeng never answered, purely reacting.
The magnetic voice sounded in the quiet room, especially deep and beautiful.
"A lot. How did Ash get the antidote formula? I feel like Ash and Suzuki Nana knew each other, but now that Suzuki is dead and Ash has left, I will never know the answer."
"..."
"Also." Gu Xiaoai looked at him and said seriously, "I thought that Ah Xiu was using the antidote formula to force you to leave me, but with your temperament, how could you obediently submit? You still have his father on your hands.
Isn't it?"
How much did Li Juefeng hide from her?
He lay beside her, doting on her, protecting her, but not letting her know the secret he carried...
"Gu Xiaoai." Li Juefeng reached out and pinched her chin, "You mean more to me than anything else."
"..." Gu Xiaoai was silent, tears streaming down her face bit by bit, "I really want to be with you, no matter what, even if I go through h1ev23, even if it drags you down, I can live the rest of my life by your side.
I also feel happy.”
Li Juefeng wiped away the tears on her face with his fingertips.
"I think I'm too selfish, but I can't control myself. I just want to stay by your side and be with you." Gu Xiaoai's voice was filled with tears, "You told me three months later
Take me to get married, I was so happy that I forgot about everything..."
Like a confession, quiet and slow...
"Every time I think about not being able to see our children grow up, I want to cry, but when I think about it, you have to watch me die. This is the saddest thing." Gu Xiaoai shed tears, her voice soft.
He said tremblingly, "But when I selfishly decided to accept everything, our child died, and you didn't want me anymore..."
"..."
"I felt like the sky was falling at that time." Gu Xiaoai looked at him and said, her voice getting more and more trembling, "You won't let me go... You have done so much for me, you won't let me go..."
"..."
"I have been thinking wildly all day, thinking that maybe one day you will appear in front of me and tell me that you just lied to me before, that you love me and you don't want to break up..." Gu Xiaoai cried until her vision was blurred and slender.
She stroked his face with her fingers, "But why am I not happy when this day comes? Why don't I feel any hope now that the antidote formula is available?"
…
The candlelight flickered on her face, which was crying like a child.
Li Juefeng wiped away the tears on her face with his fingertips, but the more he wiped away, the more tears seemed to flow endlessly.
Ever since she followed him, her tears rarely stopped...
"Li Juefeng, am I being hypocritical?" Gu Xiaoai asked, her eyes red.
"No." Li Juefeng replied immediately, but his deep voice was choked, and his eyes became sour.
"I see you risking yourself to coax me. I really want to be happy. I really want to forget those things quickly, but I really can't forget..." Gu Xiaoai's lips were trembling, "
I can't just lose my memory like this... I really can't forget all this... I'm sorry, Li Juefeng, I'm sorry..."