Nolan's eyes were filled with pain, "What happened? Why do you have to belittle yourself so much? In my heart, you have always been Lu Zhen. No matter what you become, you are still Lu Zhen."
"It's different, it's different..." Lu Zhen laughed, his laughter sad, "Look at this place, Lu Zhen now is like a mouse hiding in this dark and damp place."
Nolan held his face, and his voice was filled with anger, "Don't say such words again, do you hear me? I don't allow such words to be said again. You are the sun in my heart, and you will always be."
"Hahaha..." Lu Zhen laughed, his slender body paralyzed on the ground, and a line of tears fell down his cheeks. It seemed that he was unable to control this physiological phenomenon when he laughed to the extreme. He suddenly laughed very viciously, and the tip of his wet tongue swept across
A dangerous and vicious smile like a poisonous snake appeared on his lips.
"I've always been afraid that you would find out something, but now I'm not afraid anymore..." Lu Zhen smiled a little sickly, and suddenly took Nolan's hand and covered his crotch. The organs there were extremely docile.
Nolan frowned slightly, not knowing what he meant. Lu Zhen's smile was charming but very heart-wrenching, "Do you know? After I get out of prison, I won't be able to have an erection." [
Nolan's expression changed drastically. The night concealed his shock, but it couldn't hide the look in his eyes.
"Xiao Zhen..."
"Don't you believe me? You are also a man. If you touch and see, you will be able to confirm it soon." Lu Zhen's voice was like a poisonous snake crawling across Nolan's throat. He suddenly reached out and hugged Lu Zhen tightly.
In arms.
"Stop talking, don't talk anymore." Hot tears fell down Lu Zhen's clothes.
He wished he could rub the man in his arms into his bones and blood and give him everything he had instead. He could take whatever he wanted, as long as he didn't feel so sad.
"Look, I am so broken and have a body like a eunuch. Oh, you may not understand what a eunuch is. Hey, I still have to explain it to you..."
"Stop talking!" Nolan yelled! Lu Zhen could feel the tears in his clothes.
He stabbed Nolan.
Nolan didn't know that he was already covered in bruises and blood.
It is undoubtedly a shame for a man to lose the ability in this area. Especially for men like Lu Zhen, it is a fatal shame. Even if they are as open-minded as they are, they cannot accept such a fact.
Which man can accept such a flaw of his own?
"Xiao Zhen, stop saying things that make me uncomfortable and make you even more uncomfortable." Lu Zhen doesn't like hurting each other, and he doesn't want any scar to appear on Lu Zhen's body...
He also blamed himself for being careless, as he had not noticed it for more than half a year.
For a long time, he slept with Lu Zhen in the same bed. When he saw Lu Zhen wake up, he also fired his gun. At that time, Lu Zhen was a little resistant and his body was stiff, and he could clearly feel Lu Zhen's panic.
Although it passed by him in a flash, I was afraid of being discovered by him.
Every time, he was as stiff as a stone, but he cooperated with his kisses and touches.
However, every time when he wanted to take another step forward, Lu Zhen would avoid it. His body was already able to accept the love between men and women, and their hearts were connected. Nolan naturally wanted to do it. The more he loved Lu Zhen, the more he wanted to conquer him.
He thought Lu Zhen's resistance was because of drugs. He was not in the mood, so he waited.
He wanted to wait until Lu Zhen's body recovered completely. This kind of thing should be happy and mutually agreeable. Even if Lu Zhen was a little unwilling, he would not force Lu Zhen.[
However, after so many times, he never discovered Lu Zhen's problem.
Looking back now, he did begin to notice something was wrong. Even though they were both in a state of confusion and infatuation, Lu Zhen always resisted and refused to let his hand move down. Moreover, he had never felt Lu Zhen's erection.
Nolan's heart felt like it had been grilled on a barbecue. He was the most careless lover in the world, yet he had never noticed this problem. Was it Lu Zhen who hid it too well, or was he too asshole?
"Tell me, what exactly did they do to you?" Nolan held Lu Zhen's face and kissed his eyes. These painful eyes made him feel so distressed, and the saltiness in his eyes made him even more uncomfortable.
Lu Zhen tilted his head like a lunatic, "You can use your strongest imagination. These are people in your system. You should be able to imagine what they did to me? Why do you need me to tell you?"
For Nolan, these words were particularly heartbreaking.
He knew that his discomfort was not one percent as painful as Lu Zhen's. Nolan suddenly gritted his teeth and suddenly understood why Lu Zhen wanted to take revenge himself and not allow others to intervene. If he could not get revenge, he would never be willing to do so in his life.
.
This shadow will always exist.
"Xiaozhen, no matter what happens to you, I don't mind. If you want to break up for this reason, there's no need to..." Nolan looked into his eyes and said in a deep voice, "I'm not that superficial person.
."
Although a marriage without sex is a dish without salt, if it were Lu Zhen, he would rather eat dishes without salt for the rest of his life.
Lu Zhen laughed, with biting sarcasm in his smile, "Of course you don't mind, as long as I open my legs and serve you when you do it, why do you care if I can..."
Nolan slapped Lu Zhen on the face. A flash of pain flashed through Lu Zhen's jade-like eyes, and he provoked him unabashedly. Nolan's chest kept rising and falling, "Shut up, you know I didn't mean that.
"
He clenched his fists, not expecting that he would hit Lu Zhen, and when Lu Zhen was about to collapse, he actually hit Lu Zhen. He thought that he would always protect Lu Zhen in his hands, like a woman.
However, he was relieved.
Lu Zhen has never been a woman, and she does not need his careful care.
There is some violence in the relationship between men, let alone people like them. He has never regarded Lu Zhen as a weakling. When Lu Zhen said these words that humiliated him and himself, Nolan wanted to ban him.
in the mouth.
Lu Zhen was leaning against the wall in embarrassment. Water was dripping and ticking from upstairs. Such sounds were like a demon coming from time to time.
"Nolan, I beg you, leave me the last bit of dignity."
Nolan never knew that there was a kind of pain in the world that could be so unforgettable.
Can he say no to Lu Zhen like this?
Is he willing to rub salt into Lu Zhen's wounds again?
Nolan didn't say anything, but hugged Lu Zhen tightly. For the last time, he hugged Lu Zhen like this, pressing his head tightly into his arms.[
"I promise you." Nolan heard his hoarse voice.
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There were six pictures updated yesterday, but only 4 chapters were displayed. I'm afraid I can't connect. The system isn't ready yet, so one chapter was repeated. Don't mind.