Two or three groups of people walked past her and looked at her in surprise. Xia Chenxi was wearing a suit and dressed like an office girl, but her hair was disheveled. She was crying without any image beside the railing by the river.
The kind of crying sounds as if she was tearing out a person's heart and lungs. She cried so hard that passers-by couldn't bear it. Some people wanted to comfort her, but they didn't dare to come forward. This was the riverside, and some people were afraid that she wouldn't be able to figure it out and would jump off.
The river is full of water.
Xia Chenxi has never been in such a miserable state in her life.
The sadness, sadness and despair are all revealed one by one in front of strangers.
She couldn't help it.
There is really no way.
She could only cry like this, and this kind of crying could only vent the pain in her heart.
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The night is getting darker.
The moon is bright and the stars are sparse.
By the river, the evening breeze was slightly cold. Xia Chenxi's cell phone kept ringing, but she didn't hear it. She was completely immersed in her own world. She ignored the sound of reality. Finally, tired of crying, she sat on the ground and raised her head.
With the pillow in my knees, I stopped crying, but my tears kept falling.
One couple said they might have fallen out of love.
There are often such painful sounds of lovelorn women by the riverside.
Xia Chenxi didn't know how long she had been sitting by the river. Music rang out from a small riverside square not far away. It turned out that residents from nearby communities came out and were doing square dance for fitness.
The dance is brisk, and their steps are also brisk.
It is a very popular song, Moonlight over the Lotus Pond.
She didn't know who sang it. The voice was very quiet, a bit sharp, and very lively. Xia Chenxi was absent-minded for a while, and felt extremely sad in her heart. She was afraid she had never heard such a voice.
There was a little girl playing with a small rubber ball. She kept kicking the ball and amused herself while waiting for her grandma to dance in the square.
Xia Chenxi's whole body was stiff. She slowly grasped the railing with her fingers and tried to stand up. Her high heels slipped and fell down again. Xia Chenxi simply sat on the ground, just in such a mess. She was so embarrassed just now that no one could see her.
She didn't care anymore.
How ridiculous.
If someone had told her before today that one day she would be alone by the river, looking like a stranger and a ghost, she would have laughed at it. How could it be possible? Now she knows that everything is possible.
Nothing is impossible in this world.
Maybe, she will die tomorrow.
Life is impermanent.
The little girl was playing with the ball, kicking it hard. The ball rolled to Xia Chenxi's side and onto her knees. Xia Chenxi subconsciously hugged the ball and watched the little girl running over in confusion.
The little girl wanted to get the little ball back, but she didn't dare to come close to Xia Chenxi and looked at Xia Chenxi in horror.
Xia Chenxi smiled bitterly, looking at herself crying, looking like a human or a ghost, the child was scared when she saw it, she must have scared the child, the child's eyes are the purest, her eyes were full of fear.
Xia Chenxi put the little ball on the ground, pushed it gently, and the ball rolled to the side of the little girl.
She didn't want to scare such a cute child.
She looked about the same age as the baby, about seven or eight years old. She had two pigtails. She was very cute and beautifully dressed. She was very annoying. Xia Chenxi felt bitter in her heart. At that time, she also thought about what would happen if she gave birth to a child.
A girl must be very cute.
If she looks like her, she can dress her daughter up in beautiful clothes and comb her hair beautifully.
The daughter she imagined should look like the little girl in front of her.