Xia Chenxi smiled, as if something bitter was stirring in her heart. She forced a smile and sat up. Her main purpose was not to see the stars, although the stars were very beautiful.
"Xiao Qi, do you know why I came to the desert to watch the stars?"
Xiao Qi pursed his lips and said nothing. Of course, he would not think that Xia Chenxi was here for him. If he thought so, he would be too ignorant. He knew that Xia Chenxi would not do it for him.
Instead, accompany him to watch the stars.
Not because I love him.
Seeing that he was silent, Xia Chenxi smiled slightly and said, "Xiao Qi, there has been too much harm between you and me. There are not many opportunities to be friends in this life. I don't want to be enemies with you, and I don't want you to die."
"If you are a stranger, your life or death has nothing to do with me. However, you are the person I once loved. I wish you well. Listen to me and go for surgery. Only with surgery can you have a chance.
vitality."
Xiao Qi felt uncomfortable in his heart. He could guess that Xia Chenxi came here for the surgery. If it weren't for the disease, she would probably not care about his life or death. Could it be that he wanted to thank the brain tumor?
Finally, Xia Chenxi was able to look at him with her eyes.
"Chen Xi, do you know the risks of surgery?"
"I know that the success rate is not high." Xia Chenxi said, "The success rate of this kind of surgery is very low, but if you don't do the surgery, you will definitely die. You yourself know how to consider it. If it were you before, you would definitely
The choice is surgery, isn’t it?”
Xiao Qi shook his head, "You don't know, apart from the risk of death, I also have the risk of losing you. During the operation, I may lose my previous memories. Chenxi, I don't want to forget you."
Xia Chenxi was slightly startled, "This is not the reason for you to resist the operation, Xiao Qi, it is stupid to do so, you know? If you forget, forget it. I have been brainwashed, but if you still think about it, are you afraid that you can't remember it?"
"
Xiao Qi was also stunned and didn't know how to answer.
Xia Chenxi said, "Xiao Qi, let go and live your own life, which is better than being entangled with me. I know that if it weren't for this brain tumor, you wouldn't be so persistent, and you wouldn't give up on yourself so much. We
Growing up together, I know who you are better than anyone else."
Xiao Qi remained silent, looking up at the stars so close at hand. Such beautiful stars seemed to be smiling. Xiao Qi always felt that such beautiful stars no longer belonged to him.
In the past, when he and Xia Chenxi enjoyed the scenery together, he always felt very happy, as if these beautiful scenery belonged to him, belonged to him and them, but now he did not feel this way.
Worry about gains and losses, fear of being forgotten, and fear of forgetting yourself.
Xia Chenxi said, "Xiao Qi, let's do the surgery, okay?"
Xiao Qi still didn't speak, and Xia Chenxi also fell silent. After another moment of silence, Xia Chenxi said, "I have told you before that when you love someone, you want them to be happy and happy, not to imprison them."
"If you love me, look at me. Am I happy? Am I happy? Where do you put my happiness?"
"Xiao Qi, I miss my son. I really miss him. Now he may be in danger. I have been here for so many days and there is no news from him. I am afraid that something will happen to him, you know? I want to go there in person.
Look at him, I want to go to him, but you can't see that I'm so anxious now."