Extra: 104: When I first saw Qingqing, I made a mistake for the rest of my life
I miss you so much, but there is no place in this world to arrange it.
The backbone of the Wang family used to be Mrs. Wang, but now it is Wang Jinling...
I don't know when, Wang Jinling has become the anchor of the Wang family. As long as Wang Jinling is in the Wang family, even if Wang Jinling does nothing, the Wang family can calm down and think. Instead of like before, they have no clue when the head of the family is in chaos and can only
Watching their opponents suppress them made the Wang family's situation worse...
As soon as Wang Jinling came back, everything in the Wang family returned to normal. Those who suppressed the Wang family did not dare to be so blatant and gradually put away their offensive...
The funeral of the Queen Mother was held in a low-key manner. It was not that the Wang family did not want to be extravagant and wasteful, but that the Wang family also encountered some troubles at this time. The Wang father had no intention of dealing with it, and all the important responsibilities fell on Wang Jinling.
After attending the Queen Mother's funeral, Wang Jinling spent three months sorting out the problems in the Wang family, and then announced that he was going to a thatched cottage outside the city to honor his mother before his father expressed his intention to teach him the position of head of the family.
"It's enough to keep filial piety at home, why go to a thatched house outside the city." Wang Fu was the first to disagree. His wife's death hit him hard. Although he didn't want to give up his position as the head of the family, he really didn't have the energy to do this now.
With Jin Ling in the Wang family, he could relax and relax.
"I have made up my mind." Wang Jinling's decision will not change because of his father. Wang Jinling has already had his things packed and a thatched cottage outside the city has been built.
The person who sent Wang Jinling here felt distressed when he saw that it was so simple that it was worse than the thatched house in the Wang family's stable: "My eldest son, this house is really uninhabitable."
Apart from being watertight, this house really doesn't have any advantages. Why does the eldest son of the Wang family need to live in such a shabby place...
"I think it's very good. There is no difference to me between a big house and a thatched hut." No matter how beautiful the Wang family is, he can't see it; no matter how shabby the thatched hut is, it can't affect his life.
In a house that is too big, he has to spend more time to understand the layout of the house and remember the obstacles in every corner. Instead of that hard work, he can feel comfortable with a bed, a table and a chair...
Wang Jinling was very satisfied with this small thatched house. Regardless of everyone's dissuasion, he insisted on living in the small thatched house, and...
Despite the repeated insistence of the Wang family, they still refused to go back, and they did not covet the head of the Wang family at all. At first, everyone thought that Wang Jinling was hindering his father, but as time went by, everyone understood that Wang Jinling really disdained the head of the family.
position.
In the small thatched cottage outside the city, Wang Jinling lived a very leisurely life, and his life was exactly at the pace he wanted. Even if his eyes could not see it, it did not affect him from enjoying the beauty of the world...
Walking on the mountain trails, smelling the flowers on both sides, smelling the leaves and grass, taking the fishing rod to the pond to fish, Wang Jinling's comfortable life makes everyone envious.
As he said, even if his eyes cannot see, he can still "see" the most beautiful side of the world.
Wang Jinling originally thought that such a life should follow him until he grows old. Maybe one day in the future, there will be a woman like his grandfather said to accompany him, but he will not change his life for that woman...
However, there are no absolutes in this world.
When he met the woman named Feng Qingchen, the first thing he heard was that someone told him for sure that he could see...
After so many years, he has long been accustomed to not being able to see, accustomed to being in the dark, and has accepted the fact that he will never be able to see it in his life, but...
This doesn't mean that he doesn't want to see it.
He longs to see the world with his eyes, to see those wonderful words, to see the blue sky, the grass...
The woman named Feng Qingchen suddenly appeared in front of him. He couldn't see her appearance. He could only imagine it from the conversation, describe her outline in his mind, and then ask himself, what kind of woman is she?
Create such a miracle?
Yes, to Feng Qingchen, he is just an ordinary patient. In the future, Feng Qingchen will encounter many, many patients like him, but to him, Wang Jinling, Feng Qingchen is different...
Many years later, Wang Jinling also asked himself, did he regret meeting Feng Qingchen?
If he hadn't met Feng Qingchen, he wouldn't have been emotionally hurt, he wouldn't have loved and failed to get, and he wouldn't have failed to get what he asked for, but...
Wang Jinling found that even though his heart was bleeding, he still did not regret meeting Feng Qingchen.
If he didn't meet Feng Qingchen, he would never see the world; if he didn't meet Feng Qingchen, he would never know how beautiful this world is; if he didn't meet Feng Qingchen...
He would never understand what his grandfather meant by love, let alone his grandfather's attachment to his grandmother.
Dong Lingjiu said that meeting Feng Qingchen was the greatest luck in his life.
For him, Wang Jinling, it is not the same, but...
There was only one Feng Qingchen, and he was a step too late.
Sometimes he also wonders, if he was willing to marry Feng Qingchen as his wife at that time, would Feng Qingchen marry her?
Maybe, but...
Feng Qingchen, who married him, should not be happy, let alone happy. The rules of the Wang family have restricted her life, and she can only be the woman behind Wang Jinling in the small backyard.
Wang Jinling is confident that he can give Feng Qingchen the best, but he cannot guarantee whether the Feng Qingchen who marries him will be as dazzling as he is now and will become a legend in the Kyushu Continent.
"What I lost to Dong Lingjiu was not just a piece of clothing. If I had put that piece of clothing on you that day, you would not be mine either..."
Dong Lingjiu could forcefully and domineeringly tell Feng Qingchen that even if she wasn't happy with him, she couldn't leave him, but Wang Jinling couldn't do that...
He couldn't bear that Feng Qingchen was unhappy, let alone accept that Feng Qingchen was unhappy. For her happiness, she would do anything.
He returned to the Wang family and took over as the head of the family...
He entered the court as an official, he resigned and went into seclusion...
He taught her son, and he traveled far away...
Even if he wanted to see Feng Qingchen again, he might not see her again...
He tried his best to do everything he could, but there was only one thing he couldn't do in this life, and that was marrying a wife.
He promised his grandfather that he would marry a woman he liked instead of sacrificing his marriage for the Wang family, so...
Even if everyone in the world wants him to marry him, he will not marry her. Because the only woman he wants to marry in this life is Feng Qingchen. Apart from Feng Qingchen, no matter how beautiful a woman is, he, Wang Jinling, has nothing to do with her...
He, Wang Jinling, was proud all his life and would never give in, even if he married a wife...
Feng Qingchen, if I can’t marry you in this life, I, Wang Jinling, would rather never marry you!
Feng Qingchen, if there is an afterlife and I am not the head of the Wang family and you are not the founding queen, will you marry me?
It's a pity that he never asked this question until his death, because the bright and splendid woman who brought him light left this world one step ahead of him, and the proud and domineering man who dominated the world followed closely behind, not even half a second later.