Extra Story: Ji Mingyu——Chapter 36: The heart is like a double screen
The strong smell of tobacco and alcohol in the air made Qin Shan's eyes hurt slightly, and she raised her hands to cover her mouth and nose.
However, just a few steps away, roots seemed to have grown under her feet, and she could not move forward. Qin Shan stared blankly at the man in the dim light, her thoughts racing like waves, ups and downs...
From the beginning to now, she has been singing a one-man show. She was deeply involved in the play, while he was hovering outside the door of the play indifferently. It was not that she did not work hard enough, but that he never thought about entering the show from the bottom of his heart.
play.
He once said that Luo Shan and Tong Tong were the two most important women in his life; he once said that he never planned to forget Luo Shan in his life. He could give her a wealthy material life and a responsible marriage.
, but it cannot give her the love between a man and a woman.
She didn't believe it, and wanted to test his feelings for her like a moth to a flame. But today, she sadly discovered that she really couldn't replace Luo Shan, and she couldn't really become the person in his heart.[
However, how much courage does it take to leave him?
Qin Shan's vision gradually blurred. She didn't know what to do. She loved so humbly and had his flesh and blood in her belly. She didn't know if she should continue...
Thinking of the child, Qin Shan suddenly woke up. She hurriedly walked to the side and opened all the doors. She remembered the doctor's advice that the child needs a clean breathing space.
There was a cold wind blowing in, and the chaotic brain became much clearer. The man's voice behind him also sounded slightly hoarse, "What did you do on leave this afternoon? Why didn't you answer my call?"
"I went... to do some personal business. My phone was muted, so I didn't hear anything." Qin Shan almost blurted out, but held it back forcibly. The burden on his heart was already heavy enough, why should she add another item to him?
Ji Mingyu was slightly angry, "Tell me, why are you lying on the bench on the street and not going home? Do you know what the weather is now?"
Qin Shan pursed her lips and remained silent. She could not answer him. The change in her mood this afternoon, the feeling of having only the body of her lover but not the soul of her lover, was terrible.
"come over!"
His commanding tone was filled with suppressed anger. Qin Shan gritted her teeth, turned around slowly, and walked towards him with lowered eyes.
Ji Mingyu pulled Qin Shan into his arms with a big hand. His gloomy eyes stared at her closely, "What happened to you? What personal matter did you do? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Everyone...has their own desires." Qin Shan spoke quietly, her voice extremely bitter.
Ji Mingyu's eyes suddenly turned cold, "Okay, I can't control your body, but you have to at least tell me that you are safe? You disappeared without a word, do you know how long I have been looking for you? Do you know that you brought it to others?
How much trouble is it? Xiaoshan, she has never been as willful as you!"
Hearing this, Qin Shan's heart was hit hard. She struggled to get out suddenly, and her heels hit the legs of the coffee table. The pain caused tears to well up in her eyes. She stepped back step by step with a cold smile, "Xiaoshan Xiaoshan, you can't even open or close your mouth."
It’s Xiaoshan. In your eyes and heart, is there only one Qiao Luoshan? I’m not as good as her, I’m indeed not as good as her in anything, because you have never treated me fairly!”
"Qin Shan!"
Ji Mingyu was breathing heavily, with a complex look of pain in his eyes. He looked at her deeply and said word by word: "I told you before we got together. You said you didn't mind. Now you turn over
Are these old accounts interesting?"
"Yes, I'm the one making trouble. I shouldn't cause trouble to you..."
The accumulated tears finally couldn't help but fall, and her body was shaking uncontrollably. Qin Shan hugged her shoulders, slowly sat down on the floor, buried her head in her knees, and burst into tears...
Ji Mingyu punched the coffee table and held his head with both hands. He was in unbearable pain. He shouldn't have developed a relationship with Qin Shan. If it hadn't started, he wouldn't have made Qin Shan so sad. A man like him who has other women in his heart
, he doesn’t deserve to live with a woman who likes him...
The night fell deep and time passed by. Qin Shan vomited all her lunch and didn't eat anything in the afternoon. She cried for too long. She was so pregnant that she was so weak that she finally couldn't hold on anymore and fell down.
On the ground.[
"Shanshan!"
Hearing the sound, Ji Mingyu was suddenly startled, and then he woke up. He hurriedly strode over and picked up Qin Shan. He was anxious and said, "What's wrong with you? Shanshan, please wake up!"
Qin Shan didn't respond. He quickly carried her to the bed in the bedroom, grabbed his cell phone and dialed the emergency number, "Is it the emergency center? Someone has fainted here..."
Qin Shan heard his voice dimly and didn't want to pay attention to it at first, but she couldn't let him find out about her pregnancy for the time being, so she struggled to open her eyes, "No, don't call..."
"Shanshan!"
When Ji Mingyu heard this, he turned around quickly and saw that she was awake. Surprise appeared in his eyes. The phone fell on the bed. He held her hand and asked urgently: "What's wrong with you? I'll give it to you."
Go to the hospital for a checkup."
"I'm fine, it's just..." Qin Shan forced a pale smile, "I'm just hungry."
Even if she has no appetite, she must cheer up and force herself to eat for the sake of her baby.
"Are you fainting from hunger?" Ji Mingyu stared in disbelief, "Didn't you treat us to a treat at noon? What about in the afternoon? Didn't you even eat?"
"Didn't eat much." Qin Shan lowered her eyelids and felt her hand slowly getting warm in his palm. His concerned eyes were so real. At that moment, the surprise in his eyes was also so real. It made her despair.
, warmed up again, she thought, she was so mean, even if he loved her so cruelly, she still couldn't let him go.
Ji Mingyu leaned over, pecked her lips, and said softly, "I'll make whatever you want to eat. I didn't even eat to find you."
"Light, not greasy." Qin Shan's nose felt sore and she almost cried again.
This man is like this. Every time he hurts her, he wins her heart back with a few casual actions and words, and then repeats the cycle next time...
Ji Mingyu pulled the quilt over her and touched her head, "You go to sleep for a while and I'll call you when I'm ready. It was my fault just now. I'm sorry to you. Don't take it to heart. I will try my best."
Put her down and give me some more time, okay?"
Qin Shan sobbed and nodded, "Okay, I'll wait for you. When you put her down, I'll give you a reward."
Ji Mingyu didn't think much about it. She used to talk about rewards and used the bed as a reward to satisfy him, so he didn't think deeply, smiled, got up and went to the kitchen.
Qin Shan gently touched her belly, feeling complicated. She didn't expect that she would give birth to a little life so quickly. She felt...
So amazing...
Ji Mingyu's cooking skills are quite good, and he quickly made four dishes and one soup, all of which were mainly light, nutritious and delicious. Qin Shan was very hungry, holding the bowl and eating hard. Ji Mingyu looked at her gobbling it up,
He frowned and said, "Eat slowly, or you might choke!"
Qin Shan was not in the mood to praise him, so she nodded casually, didn't say a word, and just kept eating.
That night, the two of them lay in bed. Ji Mingyu seemed to want to make up for her and make peace with her. He hugged her and kissed her passionately. His big hands reached into her pajamas and kneaded her delicate breasts, making her gasp.
Her delicate body was as limp as water, but she gritted her teeth and held down his hand, "No, tonight... I can't do it tonight, I don't feel well."
Ji Mingyu's movements slowed down, emotions surged in his eyes, and his handsome eyebrows furrowed, "What's wrong with you?" 13v.[
"Maybe... my aunt is coming soon, so my stomach feels uncomfortable." Qin Shan stammered in reply. After saying that, she looked away with a guilty conscience, her nervous heart beating wildly. She was very angry.
The taste is like.
Ji Mingyu reluctantly turned over and placed his big hands on Qin Shan's lower abdomen, "I'll rub it for you."
His movements were moderate in weight and seemed to be very experienced. While Qin Shan was enjoying it, she couldn't help but asked sourly, "Have you ever rubbed Luo Shan's belly before?"
"Well, she has dysmenorrhea. When it's severe, the pain is so painful that she can't sleep all night." Ji Mingyu didn't avoid it this time, and said calmly with lowered eyelids.
Qin Shan gritted her teeth, "Then you will stay with her for one night?"
"Yeah." Ji Mingyu responded lightly, his hands moving unabated.
"No need to rub it, I want to sleep." Qin Shan took his hand away angrily and turned sideways, leaving him with a back.
Ji Mingyu smiled bitterly, turned his back, and closed his eyes in silence.
The next day, Ji Mingyu returned to Ji's house. On the third day, the fourth day, and several days in a row, he never came to Qin Shan's house again.
When we meet in the company every day, he doesn't behave abnormally. He also invites Qin Shan to have lunch with her as before. However, he always works overtime in the afternoon and tells her, "You go back first. I won't be able to go back until very late, so don't bother me."
You should rest, be careful when you are alone at night."
Qin Shan didn't know what he was thinking. Was it just after she mentioned Qiao Luoshan that night that he became angry again?
Days like this lasted until the night of the 17th. Qin Shan was already asleep when she suddenly heard the doorbell ringing in her dream. She hurriedly got up and ran out to open the door.
It is indeed Ji Mingyu!
However, he looked drunk, his face was red, he smelled of alcohol, his suit jacket was draped over his shoulders, his hair was messy, he was holding on to the door frame unsteadily, his eyes were slightly squinted, and after seeing her, he mouthed
He muttered, "Why aren't you wearing any shoes? Does Shao Tianchi not care about you?"
Qin Shan straightened her body and looked at him hard, "You, what did you say?"
Ji Mingyu burped, walked around her and staggered in. Seeing that he was unsteady, she hurriedly supported him, closed the door smoothly, helped him sit down on the sofa, and went to get slippers for him to change.
superior.
"Wait a minute, I'll make you lemonade." Qin Shan stroked his face and turned to go to the kitchen. She remembered that she drank too much that time, and this was how he made her hangover.
However, her arm was suddenly grabbed by him, and he pulled her into his arms with a strong force. He hugged her and stared at her with obsessed eyes. He said, "Xiaoshan, why are you cruel to me? You
You know, for so many years, I have dreamed of marrying you. We were engaged, and you are my fiancée..."
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