The moon tonight is not a full moon, but one corner is missing. The crescent moon is slightly cold, and the night is as cold as water.
In the late autumn season, the temperature difference between morning and evening is large, and the warm room, because the windows are wide open, is so cold that people can't help but shiver. Especially when standing in front of the window, the cool breeze blows on your face, soaking your body and heart. In the cold.
There were no lights on in the room, and the white moonlight poured in from the window, pouring on the man's handsome face, as if coated with a layer of silver, giving people a feeling of remoteness, melancholy and alienation.
The corners of his clothes and broken hair were fluttering in the wind. The man trembled several times due to the wind, but he always stood upright and never moved. A pair of beautiful phoenix eyes stared at a certain direction outside the window in confusion. Various emotions were reflected in the pupils. surging in the middle.
Don’t forget each other across the clouds, don’t look at each other every night…
"Ajue, what are you doing? Why don't you turn on the light? My God, why are the windows all open?"
My mother came in at some unknown time and screamed in surprise. After turning on the overhead light, she saw Shangguan Jue in front of the window. She hurried over and closed all the wide open windows.
The cold wind was blocked out, Shangguanjue still stood upright, his brain that had just regained consciousness fell into chaos again, he frowned almost invisible, "Mom, open the window."
"Son, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so bad? Are you sick? By the way, you're blowing cold wind like this. It would be weird if you don't get sick. Hurry up, lie down in bed and rest for a while. Mom calls the doctor and asks him to come over. Let me show you, if you get engaged tomorrow, can't you be sick because it is unlucky?"
The mother held her son's arm sternly and lovingly, trying to take him to the bed in the bedroom. Shangguan Jue refused and withdrew his hand, saying calmly: "Mom, I want to wake up, my head hurts, please leave me alone."
The mother was a little at a loss, "Son, don't scare your mother. Why is your mother looking at you so lost? You are getting engaged, so you should be happy, right?"
"Mom, I can't be happy. Really, I don't feel happy at all. I feel..." Shangguanjue shook his head, his voice was low and hollow, and he paused before continuing, "I feel like I did something wrong. I was very confused about the matter and couldn't sleep."
His mother looked at him blankly and said in a slightly anxious tone, "Ajue, my mother can't understand what you said. Are you unhappy? Is it because you are unhappy about the engagement? But...but this is what you promised yourself. You Don’t you get along well with Yiyuan?”
"Mom, you and Dad have been married for more than thirty years. Are you happy? Do you love Dad?" Shangguan Jue did not answer, but turned around and asked quietly.
The mother was startled, turned her face away, and her expression darkened for a moment, "Why are you asking these questions? You've been here for decades, what's the point?"
"Mom, I want to know, do you love dad? I remember when I was a child, I once saw a photo in the drawer of my dad's study. In the photo, my dad and a woman were cuddling together, but that woman was not my mom. "Shangguan Jue said softly.
"Stop talking, it belongs to your father. Don't ever mention it in front of him. That woman is his...his first love. It's been decades. I'm afraid he has never forgotten her. Mom and your dad , is a marriage between aristocratic families, and he treats his mother well, but her mother can never replace her in his heart." After his mother finished speaking, her eyes were already wet, and she raised her hand to cover her mouth.
Shangguan Jue was silent. When his mother was about to leave, he asked, "Mom, do you think a man will regret marrying a woman he doesn't love?"
"You should ask your father about this question?" Mother said, then walked towards the door, "Go to bed early, you have to get up early tomorrow."
Shangguan Jue knocked on the door of the study room. His father was writing something in front of the desk. When he saw him coming in, he put down his pen and said with a smile, "Jue, do you have anything to do with Dad?"
"Dad, I want to ask you a question." Shangguan Jue pulled out a chair across from the desk and sat down, asking seriously, "Dad, do you know what love is like?"
"Huh? Why do you suddenly ask such a question about men and women?" The father's eyes widened in shock, his Adam's apple rolled, and he said: "Don't you love Yiyuan?"
"I'm sure, I don't like her." Shangguan Jue pursed his lips and replied after a moment of silence.
The father was silent for a moment, pondered for a long time, and then looked at his son seriously, "Ajue, do you like another girl? You will be engaged tomorrow. Tell your father now that you don't like Yiyuan, and you don't want to get engaged. Is that so? This is no joke?"
"Dad, I... I seem to really like another girl, but I'm worried that I can't give her happiness, so I want to push her away. But when I really push her away, I'm not happy at all. Instead, I feel even worse. It's heavy. I don't know if this kind of love is the love she wants. I'm very painful..."
Shangguan Jue didn't say anything anymore, because his father's face had turned ugly. He smiled bitterly, "Forget it, it's all in vain, I'm leaving." vewr.
Thinking of how sad Tianqi would be when he found out about his engagement tomorrow, he was in an extremely bad mood. He wanted to discuss it with his father. He wanted to clarify what his feelings for Tianqi were, and then whether he should book that shit tomorrow. The marriage was about to happen, but the look on his father's face had already said everything. He wouldn't let him do whatever he wanted?
"Ajue?"
Sure enough, when he was about to step out of the study, his father's stern voice came from behind, "The marriage has been decided, and you cannot be fooled. Do you understand?"
Shangguan Jue turned around sharply and said, "That was what you decided for me. From the blind date to the engagement, nothing was based on my decision. It was all decided by you before you informed me. You refused me." rights?”
After saying that, he slammed the door and left, completely ignoring his father's angry roar. He was planning to go downstairs to go racing, but the cell phone in his pocket rang at this moment. He took it out angrily, saw that it was Pei Zeming's call, and immediately answered it. He asked: "Where are you? Have you come to City T? If you come, come with me for a drink?"
"Drink? Drink your ass?" Pei Zeming's tone got even worse, "I'm at the First People's Hospital of City T. I'm going to die. I'm two years older than the other, Tian Chi is almost crazy, and Tian Qi is half dead..."
Shangguan Jue was startled and interrupted him quickly, "Wait, what did you say? Are you in the hospital? What's wrong with Tianchi? Why is Tianqi half dead? What happened?"
"Tianqi was in a car accident. The doctor said there is little hope of rescue. Let the family members be mentally prepared. Tianchi is going crazy and I will go crazy too. I can't go to your engagement tomorrow. You can do your own work. I'll give it to you. Call to report first, I'm still busy, why don't you hang up?" Pei Zeming said eagerly, then cut off the phone.
Shangguan Jue stood on the stairs and felt like the world was spinning. His brain seemed to be deprived of oxygen. His vision went dark and he fell to the ground with a loud "thud". The servant downstairs passed by and ran up in fright. , shouted, "Master Sun? Master Sun fainted?"
Shangguan's house immediately exploded, with people pouring out from every room. My mother opened her mouth and cried, and my father shouted, "Get a car ready and send it to the hospital quickly?"
When the old man pinched him, Shangguan Jue slowly recovered, opened his eyes and was stunned for a few seconds. He suddenly jumped up, rushed away from everyone, and ran downstairs, shouting in a messy manner, "I'm going to the hospital. I want to go to the hospital? Car, where is my car..."
"Ajue?"
Father, mother, and grandfather shouted in unison, but the old man couldn't catch up. He shouted angrily, "Guard, follow Master Sun quickly?"
In the yard, the guard rushed over, and Shangguan Jue had already started driving. He locked the car, and when the guard grabbed the door, he pushed him away, closed the door, stepped on the accelerator, and the car flew out of the compound?
The guard became anxious, got into another car decisively, turned around and chased him out.
The night wind came in through the half-opened window. Shangguanjue drove the car like a plane, breaking numerous rules and regulations, driving wildly towards the hospital. As soon as the car stopped outside the hospital, he didn't even bother to lock the door, and it started running like crazy. rushed into the emergency department?
"Tianqi?"
Shao Dao said, "Tianqi?"
The eardrum-breaking shouts echoed in the quiet corridor one after another, causing a commotion in an instant. Several nurses rushed out to stop them, but they were so frightened by Shangguan Jue's chilling aura that they did not dare to approach. They looked at the person in horror, and there was no movement for a moment, until someone suddenly reacted and exclaimed, "Isn't this Young Master Jue?"
"Yes, yes, the famous Shangguan lawyer?"
"What's going on? Do you want to call security?"
"Tianqi?" Shangguanjue ignored the whispers of those people and rushed outside the operating room in one breath. He slapped the door of the operating room and shouted heartbreakingly, "Tianqi? Open the door and let me in? Tianqi?" ,You don’t want to die, Tianqi——”
He was so excited that the security guard ran over spontaneously, "Sir, could you please get out? No loud noises are allowed in the hospital?"
"roll?"
With one word thrown out, Shangguan Jue banged the door of the operating room louder, "Tianqi, I'm here, don't die, I beg you don't die, Tianqi..."
"Ajue?"
Pei Zeming rushed over, shouted loudly when he saw this, grabbed Shangguan Jue and left, "Tianqi is not here, has been taken away by Tianchi?"
"Zeming..." Shangguan Jue saw Pei Zeming, who seemed to be a wronged child, and his red eyes suddenly shone with water. He followed him out with staggering steps and asked sadly, "Where is Tianqi?" What happened to her? What happened to her?"
"It's hard to say." Pei Zeming replied with three words in a deep voice. The two of them left the hospital. In front of Shangguanjue's car, stood the guard who was following him. Pei Zeming's eyes flickered and he said, "Jue, I'll take you there." Go see Tianqi and let the guards go back first."
Shangguan Jue nodded and told the guard that he was in an unstable mood and couldn't drive at all. He was lucky that he didn't cause any trouble when he arrived, so Pei Zeming got directly into the driver's seat and drove the car to the apartment that Shao Tianchi had newly bought.
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In the bedroom, the bedside lamp was dimly lit, and Shao Tianqi was sleeping soundly. After becoming pregnant, she was very sleepy. After dinner, she watched TV for a while and then lay down in bed sleepily. Although she was confused as to why her elder brother didn't leave today, It was already eight o'clock and he was still here with her, but she didn't ask any questions and fell asleep after a while.
Shao Tianchi sent the servant back, walked lightly into the bedroom, and tucked Shao Tianqi into bed. His phone rang and he hung up. Shao Tianchi's lips curled up with a calculating smile.
Ten minutes later, the doorbell rang. He went out to open the door and saw Shangguan Jue, who was in extremely low spirits, anxious and with moist eyes. He said indifferently: "Why are you here? Tianqi doesn't want to see you."
"Tianchi, Tianqi... let me see her?" Shangguan Jue was so confused at this moment that he couldn't even bother to analyze the matter. When he heard what Shao Tianchi said, he immediately begged.
Shao Tianchi stood at the door and remained motionless, without even the slightest expression, "Forget it, Jue, you are getting engaged tomorrow. Why do you come to see other women at this time and let your fiancée know about it? What's the big deal?"
"What kind of bullshit marriage are you going to get engaged in?" Shangguan Jue couldn't help but roared, "Tianqi is like this, am I still in the mood to get engaged?"
Pei Zeming hesitated to help, "Tian Chi, don't do this. Let Jue see Tianqi. Maybe Tianqi wants to see Jue one last time?"
The words "last meeting" shocked Shangguan Jue's nerves. He pushed Shao Tianchi away with a sudden force and rushed into the bedroom with the door open?
On a single bed, a woman lay quietly. The white sheets and white quilt covered the woman's face, which was extremely pale. Her eyes were deeply closed, motionless, and seemed to be lifeless, like... …as if already dead…
Shangguanjue's footsteps suddenly stopped, his eyes stared straight at Shao Tianqi, tears streaming down his face before he said a word?
Shao Tianqi was actually already awake. When she heard the familiar roar, she woke up, but she was in a fog. She didn't know what happened. She only heard Shangguan Jue say they were engaged, and she immediately bit her head sadly. She wanted to cry, but when she heard his footsteps rushing in, she quickly pretended to be asleep, not wanting to face him at all. She didn't want him to see her vulnerability, and she didn't want to use pity to win his love. pity.
"Tianqi..."
After an unknown amount of time, Shangguan Jue's squirming lips finally made a sound. He dragged his lead-filled legs and walked towards her step by step with great difficulty, his eyes filled with turbid water vapor.
Shao Tianqi's heart suddenly became anxious, and he nervously grasped the sheets with his fingers, not knowing what he was going to do.
Shangguan Jue leaned over and hugged her, burying his face in her neck. Hot tears rolled down her skin drop by drop. They were so hot that she was deeply shocked. She clenched her teeth even more and watched quietly. Its changes.
"Tianqi..." Shangguan Jue sobbed, each word with sorrow, "I'm sorry, I was too slow and understood too late. Tianqi, please don't die, okay? I can answer your question now, I like you, I really like you, not because of responsibility, not because I have to take into account the friendship with your elder brother, but because I am simply in love with you... Tianqi, for the sake of my repentance, please give me a chance. Let me take care of you, okay?"
Hearing this, Shao Tianqi's eyelashes trembled, and his eyes wet with sadness and sweetness. What's going on? Why is she dying? But he said that he likes her, he really likes her, did she hear it right?
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