Luo Shan sat blankly for a long time, with Lan Yaozong's sad and exciting words constantly echoing in her ears. She opened her lips several times and tried to make a sound, but to no avail. She could only call out over and over again in her heart, "
Mom, mom..."
Regarding the word "Dad", she found that she couldn't say it out, even silently in her heart. After learning that her mother died in childbirth, she developed the most respect for her mother.
, the most pitiful feeling, when her mother was lying on the operating table alone, her father was not with her. At that time, she thought that her father, Qiao Guoping, had committed suicide, and there was nothing that could be done about it. But now, suddenly,
She discovered that her biological father was someone else, not the poor driver, but a high-ranking provincial official, a man she could not reach, a man who did not accompany her mother on her last journey...
The mood at this moment was really sour, sweet, bitter and spicy. Luo Shan wanted to smile and express her happiness for the lost father who fell from the sky, but when she opened her mouth, she cried uncontrollably.
Made a sound...
Lan Yaozong hugged her tightly in panic, whispering with tears in his eyes, "Shanshan, don't cry, it's your father who is sorry for you, and your mother who is sorry. In these decades, I never knew that I had a daughter..."
"No!" Luo Shan suddenly stood up nervously, shook his head and backed away from the door, "Lan, Uncle Lan, I don't, I can't recognize you, I can't..."
"Shanshan!" Lan Yaozong was shocked and called her out loud, "I am your father, why can't you recognize me?"
"My surname is Qiao, and I am the daughter of Qiao Guoping. If you forget this, just think that I am the daughter of the Qiao family. Don't recognize me, and don't tell anyone!"
Luo Shan finished speaking in a hurry, turned around and ran away, as if if she didn't run away, she would fall off the cliff and be shattered to pieces...
Behind her, Lan Yaozong screamed in surprise. After two loud sounds, it was obvious that the doctor had forbidden her to make any noise. She could hear footsteps chasing after her, but she ran faster and did not dare to look back at all...
The word dad is so kind, and dad's shoulders are so thick and strong, but they don't belong to her. She is not blessed to accept this belated father's love...
The Lan family, that wealthy mansion, is not suitable for her, it is not her home. She was born as a sparrow, and even if it flies on a branch, she does not want to become a phoenix. Only the small home in Weixian County is her real home...
If she recognized her father and he recognized his daughter, how could she have the face to face Father Qiao and Mother Qiao, who worked so hard to raise her? That couple worked so hard to raise her, but they were actually raising their own niece! But when they knew, they
After many years of hard work, he raised his wife Hongxing for his eldest brother Qiao Guoping, and how could they be embarrassed? The reputation of her mother Lin Lan would also be completely ruined, and she was infamy twenty-eight years after her death...
And what good will it do to Lan Yaozong? The inexplicable birth of an extra daughter is evidence of his cheating. Can Lan's mother accept it? How far will it go? It is conceivable that the blow to Lan Siheng will also be
How old is she? He is about to recover. How can he tolerate frustration? Finally, Lan Yaozong is about to be promoted to provincial governor. Once her existence is revealed, it will be a blow to his future. Both sides
Regulations and dismissal are all foreseeable... Yu Erlan.
So, how can she recognize this father? She doesn't care about the advantages, but is afraid of the disadvantages, so she just understands it silently, and there is no need to recognize him...
The sky outside the hospital is as blue as satin and as deep as the sea. The winter sun hangs in the sky, and the little warm light it sheds cannot resist the coldness of the body and mind...
While running desperately, Luo Shan fell into a thick embrace. A familiar voice sounded above his head, with a hint of anxiety, "Xiao Shan, why are you running away again? What happened?"
"It's too late!" Luo Shan raised her head and looked at that familiar handsome face, tears bursting down her face, "Take me away, take me out of here first! Hurry up!"
"good!"
With a simple word, Shao Tianchi picked her up and walked quickly to the car, put her in the car, bent down and got into the car, and told the driver, "Go back to the hotel."
When Lan Yaozong chased him out of the hospital gate, he saw Luo Shan being carried into the car. Before he could catch up, the car had started and left.
He stood there for a long time, feeling melancholy and heart aching. He didn't know whether he was more happy than sad, or sad than happy. The long and complicated past events, in this dull dusk, were like the slow motion of a movie, zooming in from far away...
That night, it was raining heavily. He stepped on the standing water on the bluestones of the street, one foot deep and one foot shallow. He drank a lot of wine with the people from the county government and was so drunk that he couldn't tell the difference between east, west and north. But he
Just like crazy, walking forward in the rain, not knowing where to go, just want to find an end, just want to find A Lan, ask her again, does she love him?
Passers-by holding umbrellas on the road all pointed at him, and most of what they heard in their ears was "Is this drunkard crazy? He doesn't know how to take shelter from the rain..."
Yes, he was crazy, he really wanted to go crazy. Especially after meeting her again in Jing County, he always had the urge to go crazy. He couldn't understand why she changed her heart, why she was so heartless towards him and would rather marry him.
Why don't you want to marry a mayor who is your driver?
He didn't know what she wanted, what exactly was she pursuing? She was like a riddle, and he couldn't guess the answer, and he was sad alone...
The more it rained, the clearer his mind became. Every detail of the past seemed like it happened yesterday. Scenes came to mind. He suddenly had a hallucination. He actually saw her standing there holding a blue umbrella.
Looking at him quietly at the corner ahead...
"Alan..." He wiped the rain off his face and called out in a daze, watching her step by step towards him. He was nailed to the spot, not daring to move, for fear of the illusory her.
He will disappear suddenly because of his movement...
"Yao Zong, I will take you back to the hotel." Lin Lan held his hand and said softly.
He was shocked and felt the warmth coming from his hand. He trembled his lips and said excitedly: "A Lan, are you really A Lan? Tell me if it is true, is it my imagination?"
"Yao Zong, go back quickly, you will get sick if you get soaked like this." Lin Lan held the umbrella above his head, with most of her body exposed to the rain, and pulled him to turn around and return along the original route.
He didn't dare to speak or move, for fear that it was all a dream, so he obediently let her hold his hand. It wasn't until they arrived at the hotel that she let go of him and walked up to the hotel with him.
Go upstairs to the room.
He was sure that he was sober, because under the bright light of the room, her face was bright and moving. He couldn't help but reached out and touched her face, "hehe" with a silly smile, "it's A Lan, it's really A Lan, I don't have it"
dream……"
It's a pity that he didn't dream and woke up after drinking, but he soon developed a high fever. He was in a daze and his brain was no longer clear. She was about to leave, but she stayed because of his illness and helped him change.
He vaguely remembered that when she took off his underwear, she hesitated for a long time, her face was very red, and she was too embarrassed to look at him. She closed her eyes and took off her underwear for him, and pushed him down on the bed.
He covered himself with the quilt.
In the chaos, a pill was stuffed into his mouth, and her gentle voice rang in his ear, "Yao Zong, take the medicine. Drink some water and swallow it."
He obeyed the instructions obediently, but it was very difficult to swallow. She sat on the bedside, supported his heavy body, and carried it on his back. After that, he couldn't remember it. It seemed that he was lying on the bed again, and then he felt cold for a while.
It was hot and uncomfortable for a while. He kept calling her name, waving his hands randomly, trying to catch her. When his whole body was so hot that he was sweating, his lips seemed to be pressed against something cold. He felt comfortable and eager.
Kiss deeply...
That night in the hotel, he had a long dream. In the dream, he stroked her smooth Baixi body, kissed her lips, her neck, and every inch of her body. He didn't
Dreaming shamelessly and having sex with her in the dream, that was what he had longed to do with her on the wedding night...
He was afraid of waking up from his dream, afraid that he would be alone again after dawn, tasting the taste of longing alone, so he kept falling asleep, as if his body's energy had been exhausted. He lay helpless, unable to move, and did not want to move...
However, dawn will eventually come and he will wake up from his dream. The first ray of sunshine after the rain shines into the room through the window. He slowly opens his eyes. Facing the empty room, his eyes suddenly become wet...
He got out of bed, and his groggy head became clear. He saw that he was wearing clean underwear, the bed was neatly made, and there was no trace of her in the room...
Sure enough, he was dreaming. She probably gave him medicine and then left. How could she stay with him all the time?
But he had a sense of luck. After getting dressed, he immediately ran to the front desk of the hotel to inquire about her. He was told that she had finished the night shift and had gone home early in the morning. It was her husband who came to pick her up. He immediately lost his mind.
Looking for her thoughts again...
It was such a real dream, but it turned out to be just a dream. Haha, it was fake. He was really confused and could have such a shameless and immoral dream...
The memories stopped here and could no longer go on. Lan Yaozong stood with his shoulders hanging down, standing in a completely unfamiliar city in a foreign country. He indulged his mood without any scruples. When he closed his eyes, he found that he had already burst into tears...
A Lan, that night was real, it turned out to be real, it was never a dream. You gave yourself to me, right? Is God being kind to me? That night, you had my child.
Let us have an everlasting relationship, but it was because of this child that you died, and in the best years of your life, you were separated from me by yin and yang...
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ps: The update is completed today! I’m so tired that I can only update it once. I’ll continue tomorrow.
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