Heart-wrenching words often come from the people who know you best.
Yan Fugui's reaction just proved that Yan Jiefang had seen through his inner struggle.
For more than three months, my family has kept silent about this. This is a shared scar.
Now Yan Jiefang is going crazy, tearing it open and making everyone suffer.
The chopsticks in Yan Jiekuang's hand stopped, and Ge Shuqin in the back room covered her mouth, holding back her cry.
Yan Jiedi supported her father, but her eyes were wide open. She didn't understand why her second brother did this.
Especially the mother who was hiding in the kitchen. She would rather cry in the kitchen than come out to persuade her.
What happened to this family?
"Second brother!"
Yan Jiedi shouted with tears in her eyes: "What on earth are you going to do!"
"Woooooo~"
She was actually still young and was really frightened by the situation at home.
Now he was crying, taking care of his father, and asking: "Can't we survive this year?!"
"Celebrating the New Year? Of course we have to!"
Yan Jiefang seemed to be crazy, his expression was filled with madness, and even the words he spoke sounded like crazy words to her ears.
"Why not? These dumplings are so delicious~ Yeah!"
He picked up a dumpling and stuffed it into his mouth, and said with an afterthought: "It's been how many years, how many years since I've eaten a dumpling during the Chinese New Year."
After saying this, he looked back at his third brother Yan Jiekuang, suddenly showed a smile, and said: "Eat, eat open, our family celebrates the New Year today!"
"..."
No matter how careless Yan Jiekuang is, he still knows that he can't use chopsticks at this time.
The chopsticks in his hand were now heavier than weights, and he didn't dare to see his second brother's madness, let alone his father's decline.
It's not that I can't do anything, but I can't bear it, and I don't want to face the situation where my family is about to fall apart.
"Why don't you eat? Drink?"
Yan Jiefang smiled "hehe", waved and said, "Wine is good. You can forget everything after drinking. Do you want some?"
Yan Jiekuang kept his head silent and silently placed the chopsticks in his hands on the table.
Not to mention drinking, he didn't even dare to eat.
"Oh~"
Yan Jiefang saw that he didn't drink, so he drank another glass. While drinking, tears flowed from his eyes.
"Dumplings are like wine, the more you drink, the better you get!"
"After drinking this glass of wine, I forget my worries and sorrows... I forget the sins I suffered before, I forget my broken leg, I forget..."
His eyes never left the door of the back room, because the person he wanted to forget was in the room.
"Second dick~~~"
When Yan Jiedi turned around, she found her mother standing there holding the door frame with tears on her face. She quickly put down her father and went to help her mother.
"Mom! Are you okay? Mom!"
She shouted one after another, seeing her mother's face as white as frost, her eyes full of misery, and she seemed to be even crazier than her second brother.
"Second brother, you want your father's life."
Hou Qinghua held on to the door frame with one hand and walked into the room with his daughter supporting his other arm, and stumbled to the table.
"Mom knows you are suffering, but I won't let you suffer~"
With the support of her daughter, she sat on a stool and looked at Yan Jiefang and said: "You send your dad away first, and when he dies, your mother won't stop you."
"mom!"
Yan Jiedi looked at her mother in shock, and then at her father in fear. She didn't know why the family had reached this point.
Yan Jiekuang finally couldn't stand the depression anymore, stood up silently and walked out.
No one paid attention to him, and he didn't want to disturb anyone in the room. He just wanted to go out and get some air, otherwise he would feel like he was suffocating to death.
Hou Qinghua didn't seem to hear his daughter's call. He only pointed at his wife Yan Jiefang and said, "Look at how virtuous he is. If you just say a few words or play a few tricks, he might pass."
"We won't treat you. We won't treat you this time."
She said with a look of dementia: "Let's just wait for him to die. Once he dies, no one will stop you."
Yan Jiefang held the wine glass with his green fingers. The pads of his fingers were already flattened. The chopsticks of his other hand were trembling, and the madness on his face turned into a struggle.
Of course he knew that what his mother said was irony and was an exhortation under extreme circumstances.
"Mom, I feel... so miserable."
"Mom knows, Mom knows"
Hou Qinghua looked at his son like crazy, nodded and consoled him: "Yes, yes, mom knows that, and mom understands you."
"No, you don't understand"
Yan Jiefang drank another glass of wine, poured it on his own, looked at the glass and said: "I have never been happy in my life. I am cautious about everything and I have to fight for everything. I am too tired."
His tears suddenly came down, and he choked and said: "We have to maintain the image of teachers' children outside, and other children can play, but we have to stay in the room and pretend to read and write homework."
"Other people's children can make mistakes, but our children who are teachers have to be in the top three."
"It's fine outside. It's our incompetence that embarrasses the teacher, but what about at home?"
His face was full of resentment, and he ignored the tears that fell. He stared at his silent father who was sitting on the chair and asked through gritted teeth: "Do you hate your child too much and insist on putting him in a basin to fight to death?"
A few will make you happy!"
Snap!~
Suddenly, as soon as Yan Jiefang finished speaking, he was slapped by his mother.
After beating Yan Jiefang, Hou Qinghua was also stunned. Then he seemed to regret and said in a warning: "You can't say that about your dad, your brother...it's me...it's me!".
"Haha~"
Yan Jiefang looked at his mother with a wry smile, not paying any attention to the pain on his face, which made him feel that he was still alive.
"You think about him so much, has he ever thought about your pain?"
As he spoke, he turned to look at his father and said, "Do you really think it was my mother who killed my eldest brother? Didn't you collect the money? In your eyes, money is always more important than children..."
"Enough!"
Yan Fugui slapped the Eight Immortals Table, but it seemed that all his energy was wasted on this slap.
He looked at his son out of breath, his head no longer hurt, but his heart felt cold.
"You're deceiving yourself, right?"
Yan Jiefang was not afraid of him, and sneered: "You think that my sister-in-law gave the money to my mother, and my mother gave the money to you, so you are no longer involved in the cause and effect, right?"
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! He stared at his father in a sinister tone and said: "My eldest brother will never forgive you, never."
After saying that, he glanced at the tearful mother, picked up the wine glass and drank the increasingly bitter wine.
Yan Jiedi was also crying now, and fell to the ground, lying on her mother's lap and crying.
What the second brother said was extreme, but everything he said was true. If his father hadn't been obsessed with money, why would the brothers and sisters have been plotting against each other since they were young?
At this time, Yan Jiekuang came back from outside, entered the room silently, hesitated, and put a handful of money on the Eight Immortals table.
This was something he secretly saved himself while participating in activities outside.
I had gold and silver, and I exchanged the money with someone. I just wanted to go out and live my life as soon as possible.
But now that there is no hope for life and the family is about to be separated, what is the use of this money.
Listening to what his second brother said, he could not but think clearly that the death of his eldest brother had something to do with the tense atmosphere between his parents and brothers at home.
You guard me from eating too much, and I guard you from taking too much. Brothers are more calculating and calculative than friends on the outside.
He didn't know what he was feeling before, but now he just feels hard and extremely tired.
I went to the cabinet and got a wine glass, sat down next to my second brother, picked up the wine bottle, poured myself a glass of wine and drank it with my eyes closed.
He really wanted to take out the money as soon as possible, even if it was a small amount, it would be able to alleviate the conflicts at home.
Only when the family is about to break up does he realize that there is only one family where he has a tile to cover himself, and the children of each family live in the open.
Hou Qinghua was just crying, hugging his daughter and crying. She was not cursing her lover to die when she said harsh words, but she was trying to ask her son what he was thinking.
If you are willing to let your father die for yourself, then her heart will die and her life will be over.
But what I know now is that all the depression in my son's heart has been pooled together. Even though he complained about his father like this, he never thought about being unfilial.
I don't know what to say. She is a woman, and she still has enough energy to support several children.
No matter how much, she has to listen to the head of the family.
Yan Fugui sat there, gripping the armrests of the chair with his fingers, fearing that he might not be able to hold himself up and slide down.
Looking back on the past twenty years, my two identities, as a teacher and as a father, seem to have been quite unsuccessful.
When teachers fail to educate students well, a situation arises where students control teachers.
If the teaching is not strict, the teacher will be lazy.
When a father fails to discipline his children well, he will be filled with resentment and refuse to correct his mistakes.
It's the father's fault if he doesn't teach him.
I have really done a lot of things wrong in this life.
"You have to blame me, even if you hate me"
Yan Fugui spoke with difficulty, his tone filled with deep exhaustion, and said: "It's up to you."
He raised his head and looked at the back room, then at Yan Jiefang, pursed his lips, paused, and then said: "What kind of life do you want to live, what kind of path do you want to take..."
"It's up to you"
It was really difficult to say this, but I still said it with certainty: "I don't care, I won't embarrass you, and I won't embarrass myself."
The crying in the room gradually subsided. Hou Qinghua hugged his daughter and sat there with tears in his eyes, lifeless.
Yan Jiefang stopped talking and just drank wine with his brother, one drink for you and one for me.
"But there is something I have to say first."
Yan Fugui tried his best to straighten his back and said with a cold attitude: "If you want to be independent and self-reliant, just show off. Decadence and drunkenness will not solve the problem."
"The same goes for you"
He nodded at his youngest son and daughter and reminded: "As long as you are in this family, you have to do your part. I will raise you when you are young, not when you are old."
"I don't point at you for raising me."
The last sentence was very sad, but I said it anyway and said it firmly.
"Okay, that's it. After this new year, you can take care of things on your own. You have no share in this house. Once you graduate, you'll all leave."
"Okay, I'll go"
Yan Jiefang finished the last dumpling, drank the last glass of wine, nodded happily and said: "I won't bother you anymore."
After saying that, I got up. Maybe I drank too much, or my legs and feet were really inconvenient, so I almost stumbled.
It was his younger brother Yan Jiekuang who helped him and prevented him from having his head broken.
"Hoho~"
Yan Jiefang looked at his white-faced brother with a smile, stood up vigorously, and patted his hand again.
"It's okay, I'm happy today, I'm so happy"
He held his brother's hand and said sincerely: "It's the first time in my life. It's the first time I've had a drink with you. I didn't expect to be so happy."
After saying that, he let go, turned around and entered the back room. After a while, he rolled up his bed and limped out, carrying his own clothes and bag.
"Second brother..."
Yan Jiedi had already stood up, looked at him blankly, and asked: "Where are you going?"
"Concierge, I'm on duty today"
Yan Jiefang shook his body a little unsteadily, but he still tried his best to smile at his sister and said: "We'll deal with it for one night for now, and we'll go out to look for a house tomorrow."
"Where can I find a house now?"
Although Yan Jiedi is young, she is still a big girl, and she doesn't understand anything.
There are few job opportunities in Beijing now, but there are many people. When there are more people, there are fewer houses.
Even those who have a job may not be able to share a house with dormitories, let alone the second brother who is penniless.
The money he spent to paste the matchboxes was given as a supplement to his sister-in-law every month. Maybe today's dumplings were the last money he had on hand.
Yan Jiefang had already taken two steps and was now standing at the door, with his back to his family and his eyes blankly looking out the door. However, he comforted his sister with a smile and said: "God will not starve to death."
.
After saying that, he ignored his sister's shouts, opened the door and walked out of the house resolutely.
Only when he walked out of the house did he truly realize what his concept of home was, which was more than just a roof to shelter from the wind and rain.
There are people who care.
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"We're going to make dumplings, what are you doing?"
Shazhu saw Li Xuewu carrying the child out and greeted him with a smile.
Liu Yin, Ji Yuxiu and others who were sent out also chatted and laughed with him.
Li Xuewu nodded to his daughter and explained: "It won't happen this year. The family is still waiting for us to go back to celebrate the New Year, next year."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! "It will be fine next year"
Silly Zhu thought along what Li Xuewu said and murmured: "I will be one year old next year and can crawl. It will be fun to get together by then!"
"You just like the excitement"
Li Xuewu didn't ask his mother and the others to send him off again. He turned a corner when he reached the west courtyard. It was really cold outside right now.
The snow is still falling, but there is no wind. If you wear thicker clothes, it will feel really comfortable.
Talking to Shazhu, they walked out of the Chuihua Gate together.
As soon as we arrived at the outer courtyard, we saw several boys coming out of the concierge, all muttering as if they were dissatisfied.
But when they saw Li Xuewu coming out with the child in his arms, they all stopped talking and quietly went out the door.
Silly Zhu glanced at the concierge, raised his hand and signaled Li Xuewu to go to the west courtyard, but introduced in a low voice: "Yan Jiefang, I broke up with the family, packed up my bed and came out."
"Been at the concierge?"
Li Xuewu didn't care what happened between Yan Jiefang and his family, but living in a concierge was not a problem.
Silly Zhu also meant the same thing, curling his lips and said: "Who knows, I can't let you go, that concierge is for public use."
"I don't think Yan Laokou dares to have this idea."
He pointedly said: "It's not okay to perform a play noisily with my son just to occupy some space."
"You have so much on your mind"
When Li Xuewu saw the people in the sitting room coming out to see him off, he waved his hand, indicating that they should go back and continue playing.
Silly Zhu sent him to the west courtyard, and Yu Li also followed him out.
The Li family living across the street probably knew what happened to the Yan family, but Li Xuewu didn't want to say it.
In the west courtyard, the bonfire is still burning, and all the unnecessary garbage is piled in and burned.
Years ago, my grandfather pulled back a few dead wood lumps from the pile of trees in the street garden.
This thing is too honest, it's hard to move and hard to burn.
Pile it in and burn it. As long as you keep an eye on it, it can keep the heat going until tomorrow morning.
Why have a bonfire?
Because it is economical and affordable, there are no taboos.
Fireworks and firecrackers are not allowed to be set off, but no one is allowed to light fires and burn firewood.
The presence of fire has the meaning of booming fire. In addition, it is snowing today and the fire is baking, so it is not cold in the yard.
I didn’t see that the snow on the place name of the West Courtyard is lighter than that of the main courtyard. It’s just that the hot air is rolling and causing a warm current.
When Li Xuewu came out, Lao Qi helped drive the car out so that he could carry his child into the car.
Yu Li took a final look at Li Shu, who was a little sleepy, and stuffed a small red envelope into her cotton-padded jacket, saying it was lucky money.
Li Xuewu didn't pay attention to this, smiled and greeted Shazhu and the others, waved to a few people standing at the door of the outer courtyard, and drove out.
Yu Li and Shazhu stood there, watching the command vehicle disappear into the alley, and then looked away.
"What did you just say to him?"
"What? Oh~"
Silly Zhu was startled by Yu Li's sudden question, then smiled, pointed to the direction of the front yard with his chin, and said: "The third uncle's house."
With that said, he motioned Yu Li to stand in front of the fire, and while he was warming himself, he explained: "When I went back, I heard their family quarreling. Later, I learned from him and said that it was Yan Jiefang who came from
The family has moved out."
"Awesome?"
Yu Li raised her eyebrows and asked, "Did you let him stare?"
"Me? Stop making trouble"
Silly Zhu sneered and said: "I have nothing to do with their family. I overheard it because I was playing catch blind with the children in the courtyard."
"This kid is getting annoying"
Yu Li muttered something, then looked at the red flames in the fire and said, "Life is actually quite impermanent, right?"
"How do you say this?"
Silly Zhu asked first, then thought about it and nodded: "Who would have thought that I, He Yuzhu, would also have a son?"
Seeing that he brought the topic to this topic again, Yu Li glanced at him, grinned, and said, "Yes, even someone as ugly as this can find a wife."
"You have too much control!"
Silly Zhu scolded her dissatisfiedly, and then he felt surprised when he thought about it, and said with a silly smile: "Who calls us lucky?"
"How can fools be blessed?"
Yu Li teased him, and then said: "I was thinking about what my life would be like if I had other choices."
"You? Isn't it good now~"
Silly Zhu looked at her and asked: "What are you dissatisfied with about yourself now?"
"No, I was just thinking."
Yu Li knelt down and sat on the wooden lump next to the fire. She crossed her arms and pursed her lips and said, "Think about the past."
"have a bee in one's bonnet"
Silly Zhu saw his sister standing in the window of the reverse room looking over here, so he waved, and then sat down with Yu Li.
"I won't say much else for the time being, but since you are still married, then Ge Shuqin is you now."
"Well, maybe"
Yu Li rested her chin on her arm. She didn't know why, so she started chatting with Silly Zhu.
When Yu Yu came over, they were talking about the past events in the courtyard.
This is how people in the courtyard viewed Yu Li when she first got married, and how she viewed the people in the courtyard.
Yu Li even talked about her impression when she saw Sha Zhu for the first time and thought he was quite stunned.
"Your impression is absolutely correct"
Yuyu sat next to her and curled his lips and said, "My brother is just stunned."
"Go, don't talk about me"
Silly Zhu shook his head, put his arms on his knees, and said to the two of them: "I am just a cynic at best, and I am not as unbearable as you say."
"Say no more"
He curled his lips and said, "I'm really stunned. Can your sister-in-law like me?"
"Stop being so big!"
Yuyu rolled his eyes and said, "If it weren't for... if it weren't for my sister-in-law's first time in the capital and she had no one to rely on, could she have chosen you?"
The pause in her words was brief, but Yu Li had already caught it, thinking that Yui Yu was talking about Li Xuewu.
When did he become the person this girl kept silent about again, and what kind of debt did he cause?
However, Yu Yu didn't notice the change in Yu Li. She was currently bickering with her brother, looking down on her and unconvinced.
Silly Zhu was told that she had no temper, so he stood up angrily and walked back.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Yu Li laughed at Yu Yu funnyly, and shouted at Silly Zhu's back: "Are you really angry?"
"No, let's make dumplings."
Silly Zhu turned around and warned the two of them: "Don't play with fire, be careful when urinating on the bed."
"Go away!"
Yu Li was kind-hearted just now because she was worried that he would get really anxious, so now she picked up pebbles and threw them at him.
Seeing Silly Zhu enter the courtyard hehehe, she pouted and said to Yuyu: "Look at your brother."
Yuyu shrugged his shoulders and said, "Just now you thought he was a good person."
"Then who do you think is the good guy?"
Yu Li suddenly caught Yu Yu's words and looked at her with a meaningful smile.
Yuyu glanced at her and quickly turned his head away from looking at her. However, he felt that he was obviously guilty and emphasized: "What a good person, what are you talking about?"
"Are you pretending to be stupid with me?"
Yu Li bumped her with her shoulder and did not look at her again. Instead, she kicked the pieces of wood at her feet and threw them into the fire. She seemed to be admonishing her: "It is difficult to paint the skin of a tiger but to paint its bones. You know a person but don't know his heart."
"A woman cannot afford to lose, she must find the right person."
Yuyu understood her words, was silent for a moment, and asked: "What about you? Have you found the right person?"
"still……"
She looked at Yu Li hesitantly and asked, "Do you regret it?"
"Haha, what are you regretting~"
Yu Li smiled, picked up the twigs on the ground, put them into the fire and stirred them casually, muttering: "I have always been confused. I may not know what is right or wrong when I take one step at a time."
"What about looking back?"
Yuyu stared at her and asked, "Looking back, are you glad or regretful?"
"No, none"
Yu Li put her arms on her knees, turned her head to face the rain, and said: "My first relationship was not all indifference and disappointment, so I am not grateful."
"As for regrets, there is no regrets. As your brother said, at least I am fine now."
"You also believe my brother's words~"
Yuyu pouted speechlessly, folded his right leg and rested his chin on his leg with his right hand.
"Anyway, I see that he has nothing to do every day, talking here and there, meddling in the other eight families' business."
"Haha, he hopes you find a good man to marry soon~"
Yu Li looked at her and asked, "What exactly are you looking for?"
Without waiting for Yuyu to answer, her eyes moved and she asked: "Or..."
"No, you are thinking too much"
Hugo flatly denied Yu Li's words and didn't even let her finish her words.
She knew what Yu Li wanted to say, so it was better not to mention it. If she really said that name, she would be embarrassed.
Yu Li nodded slowly and said: "Actually, I don't think it's anything, as you know... I just feel it's a pity."
"What's the pity?"
Hearing what she said, Yuyu became interested and asked strangely: "It's a pity for me? Or is it a pity for him?"
"What's his pity? Haha~"
Yu Li chuckled softly, glanced at Yuyu and said, "You were so close to him that he didn't even have time to take advantage. Do you think he is really a good person?"
After saying that, he shook his head and said with a smile: "I feel sorry for you. You can choose your life seriously. It is destined to be brilliant, but it will also cover up all your hope and light."
"Is that what you think?"
Rainwater was probed into her heart, and she asked back without any scruples: "Then you and him are now..."
"What is it? It's just a lover, it doesn't even count."
Yu Li smiled and bumped Yu Yu's shoulder and said, "If you follow him, maybe he will be willing to support you for the rest of your life."
"Forget it, I can support myself"
Yuyu curled his lips, lowered his head and said, "He doesn't like me and even avoids me on purpose."
"What nonsense~"
Yu Li said with a smile: "I've only heard that wolves don't eat vegetables, but I've never heard that dogs don't eat...meat."
What she said was a little rude, but the meaning was just that: "I told you, he is not a good person. He is so beautiful when a big girl sticks to him."
"Haha~"
Yuyu chuckled, then shook his head and said: "Really, a few days ago, he threw me alone in the hotel and went back by himself."
"When? Oh!"
Yu Li frowned slightly, then understood, and nodded: "Your brother mentioned it, it was the night you didn't go home, right?"
"How many people did my brother tell me that I stayed up all night?!"
Seeing that Yu Li said the same thing, Yu Yu frowned and complained dissatisfiedly.
Yu Li hugged her arm in a funny way and said: "Your brother is kind-hearted, but he is afraid that you will meet bad people."
"But he didn't expect that the wolf would stop eating meat."
She teased Yuyu teasingly, and then asked in a low voice: "Do you believe he only has that kind of relationship with us?"
"Oh~"
Yuyu didn't answer, but her helpless and mocking chuckle had already expressed her feelings.
Yu Li also nodded and said: "I know only a few people, so I say he is not a good person."
"Where's Sister Qin?"
Yuyu suddenly remembered something, frowned and asked: "It seems like they..."
"Did you see it too?"
Yu Li glanced at her unexpectedly, and was sure that Yu Yu had fallen in love with Li Xuewu, otherwise she wouldn't have been so concerned about him and his relationship.
"It sounds funny to say it, but that's the situation."
She paused while looking at Yu Yu and explained: "Maybe one day, my relationship with him will gradually become distant and we will become friends or partners... you know."
"Then...what do you think?"
Yuyu looked at her and asked, "Just wait like this?"
"What if?"
Yu Li looked at her funny and said, "I have already chased the person you like, so will you give up so easily?"
"I don't like him"
Seeing her speaking frankly, Yuyu emphasized it stubbornly, and then asked: "Aren't you afraid that he won't want you?"
"Afraid, always afraid, but what about~"
Yu Li smiled and said: "He doesn't belong to me in the first place, I am clinging to him."
"If one day he really doesn't need me anymore, I will just walk away quietly and see how he gets better."
“A bit unfair”
Yuyu pursed his lips and said, "I don't like this, and I feel even more disappointed."
"Where does fairness come from? What do you want?"
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Yu Li looked at her and asked: "What do you think he can do for me?"
"No, I never asked him to do anything for me, because he has already done enough for me."
"Including Qin Huairu, she is more content"
Yu Li explained to her: "We clearly know that going further or getting entangled will cause trouble to each other, so why bother?"
"I have always said that she is a smart person and never wanted Li Xuewu. What she wanted has been obtained now."
"Do you think it's unfair to Li Xuewu?"
Yu Li smiled and looked at Yu Yu. Seeing her shaking her head, she also shook her head and said, "He has such a personality and a very clear mind."
At this point, she sighed, took Yu Yu's hand and persuaded her: "So I said you have to take the initiative to stick to him, and he will definitely be willing."
"He can support you and give you a good life and opportunities, but he will never give you love."
Yu Li's expression became serious and she reminded Yudao: "There are so many young girls who like him, and they stick to him in the club. Anyone who dares to fantasize will not get involved with him."
"Do you get me?"
"He and those little girls...?"
Yu Yu's mind is indeed very powerful. She understood what Yu Li said, but the key points were a bit distorted.
Yu Li shook her head in a funny way and affirmed: "Never, he is so bad that he just teases those little girls."
"Oh~I thought of it"
Yuyu curled his lips and said, "He is so timid."
She thought, having already arrived in front of him, and being able to leave her alone in the hotel was enough to prove his cowardice.
Yu Li nodded and said in agreement: "It can be said that you are extremely cautious, otherwise it wouldn't be Qin Huairu, it would be me, right?"
"Still a cowardly and evil scoundrel"
Yu Yu pointedly commented on that bastard, and then curled his lips and said: "He is really not a good person."
"It's good if you know"
Yu Li smiled and said: "Otherwise, I am still thinking about whether he has a new love because he is alienated from us. It seems that I am overthinking."
"Are you still afraid of this?"
Yuyu grinned, looked at Yu Li, and said, "Didn't you mean..."
"Yeah, I mean just let it go, don't worry, I don't care."
Yu Li looked at her and said, "Do you know how long it has been since I was with him?"
"Qin Huairu won't go into details. He has lost contact with several of the relationships I know about. Don't you feel confused?"
Very bluntly, she said to Yuyu: "I can guarantee that he has never touched any of the girls in the club, let alone in the factory. You should understand this."
"It's impossible at home, it's impossible at work, it's impossible for me, he's too busy outside and has no time."
Yu Li asked her funny, "You tell me what I should think, I can only miss you."
"I didn't~"
Yu Yu shook his head to deny Yu Li's conjecture, curled his lips and said: "What if... he doesn't want to do it anymore, or he can't do it anymore, maybe."
"Oh~sh*t~"
Yu Li curled her lips, glanced at Yuyu, and whispered: "He... you will know if you try it, it's scary."
"Scared~what are you talking about~"
Yu Yu was a little embarrassed by what she said, so he pushed her and said, "You know how to talk nonsense."
"Yeah, you just think I'm talking nonsense"
Yu Li teased her with a smile: "Don't try it, otherwise you will become addicted."
"Yeah~"
Yu Yu blushed with embarrassment and wanted to pinch her neck. The two laughed and laughed, and there was a breath of spring beside the fire.
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The laughter between women is always beyond men's imagination, even a little too much.
At a special time and in a special environment, this may be the end of the story. Both of us want to open up and talk, and we have a shared secret.
Yu Li understood Yu Yu's intentions and confusion, and Yu Yu also learned about Li Xuewu's evil deeds through Yu Li's confession and narration.
Regarding Yu Li's persuasion and warning, combined with the long conversation and contact between the two some time ago, Yu Yu actually already had a rough decision in his mind.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have let her brother look for blind dates, just because she wanted to end this confused life as soon as possible.
Anyone can come, as long as they look good, have a good job, and have a good personality, that's fine.
Although a beloved man has a good reputation, he can still stay with him from afar.
The old wounds have not yet healed and will take time to come.
Just thinking like this, it is inevitable that there will be some faint pain in my heart. I hope that time will dilute everything, including my love for that person.
Of course, she did not doubt Yu Li's alarmism and persuasion with ulterior motives, but the facts were the facts.
You have to ask whether Li Xuewu, Qin Huairu and others will still be together after they have broken up.
If you ask this question, it can only mean that you don't know much about the adult world, or you are too entangled.
When it comes to relationships, there are no absolutes. No one can say whether you will fall in love with someone if you sit together.
Man himself is not a machine. Where one is one and two is two, he has the ability and has more room for choice.
On the contrary, Qin Huairu and Yu Li need to be too cautious when making choices.
Yu Li had just told her that Qin Huairu didn't want to find someone to live with, but she didn't mention it until now. It wasn't because of Li Xuewu, let alone her mother-in-law.
It was Qin Huairu who thought about it and didn't want to find it anymore.
When I was a worker, life was difficult, so I naturally wanted someone to support each other.
But now women who have a worry-free life, a stable job, and have experienced the trivialities of life have matured mentally.
It’s not like you have no children, so why bother looking for an uncle to come back and take care of you.
Just for that...there's nothing that can't be solved, as long as you have an open mind.
Regardless of Li Xuewu or anyone else, if she really chose to be single, she would have more choices.
Looking at Yu Li, she herself said that Li Xuewu never said anything about raising her, let alone wanted to stay with her for the rest of his life.
Whether she wants to look for it, when to look for it, and what kind of thing to look for is all up to her.
She doesn't want to find one herself. Even if she doesn't have children, she doesn't want to start a family and serve her uncle like crazy.
Regarding the children, Yu Li admitted that there was no need to talk about it and warned Yu Yu that this was something she must be cautious about.
Even Lou Xiao'e, whose whole family is in the club and helps Li Xuewu with his work, can't get something that others can't even think about.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Being together is never because of love, it may just be to keep each other warm or to comfort each other in the difficult life.
You say this is a chaotic relationship with no bottom line, but the adult world has always been like this.
Zhou Xiaobai desperately hopes for a sweet love, but she is only seventeen years old.
At that age, they can have unlimited fantasies and even dreams.
But Li Xuewu never took the initiative to enter their dreams, and didn't even give them a chance.
What is love?
Zhou Xiaobai might say that holding hands is love.
But Li Xuewu is very clear about his feelings. His love is more mature and luxurious, which ordinary people can't get.
Being happy together is not love. Only being unhappy and happy together forever can be love.
Li Xuewu cannot give both happiness and unhappiness to Yuyu at the same time, so she knows very well how to choose.
Of course we are happy if we are really together, but we can only be happy all the time. Unhappiness will damage this relationship and cause complicated consequences.
Before preventing this situation from happening, don't think about being happy, just give her your unhappiness directly, so that both of you can relax.
What Yu Li told Yu Yu was that Li Xuewu showed it, but what Yu Yu saw was a side that he had not yet seriously understood.
She really wanted to bet on Li Xuewu's future. With her status as a girl, she would naturally get more.
For example, Yu Li and others have never received promises, such as better resources and opportunities, such as a comfortable life and future.
But there will be more to lose, including the choice of the future, the opportunity to be a mother, even the courage to walk in front of him openly, and his family.
Comparing the two phases, it is clear at a glance.
Wanting to have a pure love is even more difficult than reaching heaven, especially when two people are adults.
Because for adults, love means responsibility and responsibility.
Siheyuan, concierge.
After driving away the people playing cards, Yan Jiefang spread the bedding on the kang and placed his clothes pockets casually in the corner.
The stove is burning so brightly that I don't dare to spread the mattress on the small fire bed at this time. It's really hot.
The feeling of loss after leaving home, and the cold wind blowing through the doorway, now that I was drunk, my mind seemed to be clearer.
He didn't know what it felt like to get drunker and soberer, because he had never drank wine without water.
Sitting on the kang, looking at the tools for pasting matchboxes in the corner, I thought to myself, am I going to do this for the rest of my life?
Boom~
While he was confused, the wooden door of the concierge was pushed open from the outside.
He tried hard to raise his head and open his eyes, but he felt that he had drunk too much and was beginning to hallucinate.
Why did my sister-in-law appear here?
Bang~
The wooden door closed again, and the cold wind made him shiver. He shook his head and saw clearly that the person standing in front of him was really his sister-in-law Ge Shuqin.
"Sister-in-law..."
"You're not going home?"
Ge Shuqin held the child in her arms and looked at him seriously and asked.
Yan Jiefang was stunned for a moment, and he was sure that she was really his sister-in-law. Then he shook his head and said, "I won't go back."
Ge Shuqin looked at him for a long time and then asked: "Are you feeling angry, or are you really ambitious?"
"..."
Yan Jiefang was silent for a moment, then raised his head, looked at her and said seriously: "My leg is lame, but I am not a cripple."
He said: "I don't have any ambition, I just want to live a good life and see what I can do with my life."
Ge Shuqin looked at him again for a long time, and then said: "Pack your things and come with me."