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Are you happy?
Guan Feixuan, who was wrapped in happiness, felt a soreness in her nose and tears fell down. If Fairy Qingshi hadn't said it herself, how would she have known that there were so many people working silently for her behind the scenes?
And she couldn't help but think that this was just an injury to her arm. If she lost her life, how crazy would these people who cared about her be?
She didn't know how powerful the families mentioned by Fairy Qingshi were. But they were definitely beyond the reach of the little housekeeper. She had never encountered the inheritance of aristocratic families, but after reading the descriptions in novels, movies, and TV series, she could tell how powerful they were.
She is the kind of person who is extremely awesome. In the past, she would have been in awe. But now, she can face it calmly and calmly!
Wiping away Guan Feixuan's tears, Fairy Qingshi said with envy: "Tears are happiness. Being cared about by so many people, there is no reason to be unhappy."
Guan Feixuan said softly: "Actually, you can be so happy..."
Fairy Qingshi laughed at herself and said: "The happiness I don't want is all over the street, but the happiness I want, they are stingy and don't give away any money... If I had known that I would lose this standing in the clouds, I would have
I would rather be an ordinary woman who takes care of her husband and raises children..."
Guan Feixuan was silent for a while and asked softly: "Do you love him?"
Fairy Qingshi said bitterly: "I once tied up her hair in a high bun. Do you know how he answered?"
Guan Feixuan shook her head gently. A woman willingly tied up her hair for a man. If that wasn't love, what could it be?
Fairy Qingshi whispered: "He said that you are such an awesome girl and you don't want to play classical music. You will crush my crooked-necked tree..."
Guan Feixuan: "..."
If she was allowed to guess, she felt that she would never guess the answer in her life. Such a tough answer and such a tough refusal were only weird to come up with! And Guan Feixuan also realized the weird side of Nirvana at this moment!
"Isn't it funny?" Fairy Qingshi asked.
Guan Feixuan nodded honestly.
"I was stunned at that time. If he hadn't turned around and went into the room to sleep, I would have beaten him severely. Mi Tairen would not have used such shameless methods..." Qing Shi
The fairy said helplessly. Her first confession was rejected in such a dramatic way. It was not sad, but it was a little uncomfortable after all! No one can stay calm emotionally!
After a short silence, Guan Feixuan asked softly: "Nie Chen seems to have no reason not to like you..."
Fairy Qingshi shook her head and said bitterly: "He has too many reasons to dislike me. In his eyes, I, a woman who dominates the world, is just a vicious woman, an enemy he wants to step on...
.”
Guan Feixuan asked curiously: "Then can I ask the reason?"
After a pause, Guan Feixuan added: "If it's inconvenient, just pretend I didn't ask!"
Fairy Qingshi sighed bitterly: "There is nothing that cannot be said..."
Slowly walking to the window, Fairy Qingshi looked at the blue sky and murmured: "The first time I met him, he was still a teenager. At that time, he was fighting with a group of people. Although he
He was not tall, but his skills were unmistakable. In the end, he killed the group of people one by one, and shed blood! The moment the last person died, his blood-red eyes looked at me, and he attacked without saying a word.
Come……"
"Although he was the absolute best among his peers in terms of skill at that time, there was still a huge gap between him and me. I easily subdued him, but he was like a ferocious cub, struggling and roaring...
…When I saw his blood-red eyes, I didn’t see the agility and potential emotions that a normal person should have, only the cold silence. It seemed that he excluded the world and walked alone, becoming
The walking dead in the eyes of others..."
"I don't have the ability to pry into his past, but I can feel that he hates this world deeply, and seems to want to destroy this world before he can be satisfied. It was also at that moment that I knew that he came from hell, a demon who gave birth to a demon.
The place..."
"If you want to survive in hell, you have to destroy the so-called humanity and become an outcast of this world. They will let you have family, love, friendship, and let you deeply feel the warmth of this world. In the end, they coldly let you
You destroyed all this beauty with your own hands, making you no longer a simple person, but a demon who tramples moral ethics and secular rules under your feet...In the end, you evolved into an evil killing machine..."
Guan Feixuan felt cold in her heart and shed tears. Thinking of Niechen's narration that night, a heart-wrenching pain ran through her whole body. Only then did she realize that Niechen only told the tip of the iceberg of the suffering he had endured in order to take her feelings into consideration.
...If he recounted them one by one, he didn't know if he could bear it!
She was very happy that there was another Nirvana in the world, a child who was trying hard to be a good person.
"I watched him secretly, watched him grow step by step, and felt the surprises and amazements he brought to me... I would create some accidental encounters, chat and drink tea with him, and teach her some survival tips.
Means to make him gradually fuller and fuller..."
Hearing these words, Guan Feixuan suddenly felt an extremely strange feeling in her heart. She couldn't help but have a question in her heart: Why did Nie Chen get the favor of Fairy Qing Shi? From the four domineering "Zong He Tian Xia"
She could guess Fairy Qingshi's transcendental identity. How could such an expert bother to pay attention to a little person and spend all his time cultivating him?
"Looking at his achievements, I was sincerely pleased. But I found that the distance between him and me was getting farther and farther... At first, even if he wouldn't smile at me, his attitude would not be mixed with boredom or dissatisfaction.
But on a certain day, I suddenly felt his subconscious hostility and indifference, just like returning to the moment when we first met..."
Fairy Qingshi's mouth was full of bitterness. This was the first time in her smooth life that she had been hit. She was still the one she cared about most!
Guan Feixuan, who was silent, suddenly asked: "Why would he do this to you?"
If there is an effect, there must be a cause. Naturally, Nirvana cannot change its attitude for no reason!
Fairy Qingshi smiled bitterly: "Because he doesn't need others to interfere in his life, he just wants to be himself..."
Guan Feixuan was refreshed and she had already guessed some reasons. She asked in a seductive voice: "Who do you want him to become?"
Fairy Qingshi murmured: "The him who is becoming more and more blurry in my heart..."
Guan Feixuan could clearly see a drop of crystal tear falling from the corner of Fairy Qingshi's eyes...
