Lin Qingrou has been trying hard to find the differences between her and Guan Feixuan, or in other words, who is Guan Feixuan and why Niechen is so obsessed with her.
Compared to Guan Feixuan, she had a much more detailed understanding of Nie Chen. She also naturally knew that it would be difficult to win over Nie Chen, a lonely and even indifferent person.
However, all of this is full of absurd drama. The dull Niechen actually took the initiative to pursue Guan Feixuan and succeeded in one fell swoop. Although most of this initiative was facilitated by the little girl's involvement.
. But then again, if Nie Chen doesn’t want to, how can he be willing to be the little girl’s puppet?
Lin Qingrou had to admit that purely in terms of looks, she was better than Guan Feixuan. But in other aspects, she could make up for her disadvantage, or even surpass it. Therefore, strictly speaking, her overall quality was better than Guan Feixuan's.
Fei Xuan.
But love is too elusive. It doesn't mean that if you fall in love with someone, love will naturally grow. As the saying goes, one slap can't make a difference, love is a matter of two people. Unrequited love is just a bit tragic.
It means wishful thinking. Therefore, if it is not wishful thinking, love is just a hypocritical lie.
She likes Nie Chen, but Nie Chen doesn't like her. So, no matter how hard she tries, whether the two can finally get together is still full of unknowns.
Guan Feixuan liked Niechen, and Niechen also liked Niechen. After hitting it off, the two became the couple of gods that everyone envied.
There are a lot of people who love me, but the one I love doesn’t even look at me!
Isn’t it sad?
sorrow!
And Lin Qingrou has been working hard to erase this sadness.
There is an idiom called learning from each other's strengths.
This idiom has also become the goal that Lin Qingrou has been pursuing. The goal is naturally to gain Guan Feixuan's strengths to make up for her own shortcomings. Of course, this does not mean that she will lose herself and become the second Guan Feixuan.
To become a more perfect Lin Qingrou.
In this world, there is only one Guan Feixuan and only one Lin Qingrou. Everyone is unique and cannot be copied.
It was not until this moment that she realized the biggest difference between her and Guan Feixuan: Guan Feixuan could give up everything for Nirvana, but she did not have the courage.
In other words, for Guan Feixuan, everything was centered on nirvana. But for her, everything was centered on herself.
The difference is like the sky and the abyss!
Lin Qingrou lowered her eyes slightly and murmured in a low voice with a hint of sadness: "I'm not as good as you..."
She can give Niechen a bright future, and can even help Niechen become the king who dominates the world. But she cannot give Niechen the warmth that belongs to home alone, the peace of mind that belongs to home alone, and the peace of mind that belongs to home alone.
of attachment.
In Nie Chen's eyes, all she could give him was dispensable and useless. Because, even without her help, Nie Chen could still get there. It just took more time and energy.
That’s all.
It boils down to one sentence: all she can give is what Nirvana does not need.
Or it can also be said: What she paid was the icing on the cake, while what Guan Feixuan paid was to provide help in the snow...
Guan Feixuan shook her head, smiled and whispered: "There is no such thing as who is inferior to the other. In fact, we are all standing on the same starting line. To say the difference, perhaps it lies in the choice. Giving up, giving up, only when you give up, you will gain! Too much
If you pursue perfection, you will fall behind. I just gave up what I didn’t need in exchange for what I expected!”
Lin Qingrou murmured bitterly: "Choice?"
After a pause, he sighed: "It's easier said than done..."
Guan Feixuan smiled lightly and said, "If you don't do it, how can you know how difficult it is?"
Lin Qingrou took a deep breath, exhaled it for a long time, and said with a smile: "Sometimes, I feel that you are as simple as a piece of white paper; but sometimes, I feel as quiet as an abyss from you. I really want to
Do you know, do you know what you are doing, and do you know what you will lose after doing so?"
Guan Fei Xuan smiled sweetly and said: "As long as I know that all this is for him, that's all!"
boom……
It was like a thunder exploded in Lin Qingrou's mind, and the chaotic thoughts turned into a ball of mud.
"As long as I know, it's all for him!"
Is this love?
Lin Qingrou asked herself in her heart.
Her feelings for Nirvana can also be called love, but it is very selfish. Because she only thought about how to get Nirvana, but never thought about what it would cost to get it. Although the things she gave to the little girl
Expensive gifts can also be called giving, but this kind of giving is too philistine in Nirvana's eyes.
Is Nirvana short of money?
No shortage!
If the little girl wants these things, Niechen will never refuse. In this world, no one loves the little girl as much as Niechen. Even Sister Jiaojiao who spoils the little girl to death all day long.
Because Niechen is the little girl’s father, but Sister Jiaojiao is just the little girl’s Jiaojiao Niang!
A smile suddenly appeared on Lin Qingrou's dull face, and she whispered: "I also want to say that I am not as good as you! But..."
Lin Qingrou stared at Guan Feixuan's calm face and said firmly: "I will not give up. I will do better than you!"
Guan Feixuan smiled lightly and said, "We'll see!"
Up to this moment, it is not so much a competition between the two women as it is an agreement between the two smart women. Because, since today, the competition between the two has shifted from tit-for-tat to each other's dedication to Nirvana.
.
In other words, under Guan Feixuan's deliberate guidance, Nirvana became the actual ultimate beneficiary.
The little girl suddenly put her head over and asked cutely: "Mother Goddess, Aunt Qingrou, what are you whispering about?"
Lin Qingrou stretched out her hand to rub the little girl's rosy face, and said with a smile: "We are talking about how cute Li'er is here. I can't get enough of it!"
The little girl was so happy that she giggled.
Smiling, the little girl looked at Aunt Qingrou carefully and said with some confusion: "Aunt Qingrou seems to have changed..."
When she looked at the goddess mother, she added: "The goddess mother seems to have changed..."
Lin Qingrou asked with a smile: "What has changed?"
The little girl thought for a while, pointed to her heart, and said crisply: "Here!"
Qiuxiang Chun's eyes were filled with inexplicable meaning.
Metamorphosis?
She didn't expect that her appearance would actually help Guan Feixuan and Lin Qingrou. However, in this way, the game seemed to become more interesting.
Thinking of this, Qiu Xiangchun's lips curled up slightly, revealing a charming smile.
The smile is full of confidence! (To be continued...)
