Chapter Two Hundred and Seventy Six: Relief is Liberation
When we meet an attractive person of the opposite sex under the pull of fate, we will unconsciously develop a cowardly mentality that makes us despise or even despise us. No matter how tough we are at ordinary times, we will always strike up a conversation when things get serious.
Hesitating for a long time, it was like making a life or death decision!
Speaking of which, this is human nature. Doesn’t it follow the saying: Are you afraid of losing just because you care? If you just want to have fun, it doesn’t matter whether you can succeed or not! But if you want to hold hands for a lifetime, you have to think carefully.
That’s a lot!
But always worrying about gains and losses is not a long-term solution, because the person who is qualified to live in your heart cannot stay single forever because of you, a stranger. Therefore, you should not hesitate at all when it is time to take action!
People don’t wait for others, and happiness won’t wait for anyone!
Qiu Xiangjun's current situation is even more complicated, because she still has another person in her heart. Although the two are surprisingly "similar", she even thinks they are the same person sometimes. But this is just her wishful thinking. What will happen in the end?
However, further exploration is needed!
Looking at Qiu Xiangchun, who was deep in thought and frowning from time to time, the woman in white asked softly: "What are you worried about?"
Qiu Xiangchun came back to her senses and said quietly: "Sister Yi, what if I fall in love with someone else and see him again?"
The woman in white smiled slightly and asked: "Then do you think you love him?"
Qiu Xiangchun was silent, her eyebrows furrowed even deeper!
The woman in white then asked: "If you can't tell whether you are waiting for him because of love or because of the non-binding promise, then it is better not to meet than to not meet. Such a meeting,
It will only hurt each other the most..."
After Qiu Xiangchun was silent for a while, he whispered: "I don't know if it is love after all! But when I lose him, my heart will feel heartbreaking pain, and it will hurt my heart. I can't help but miss him."
, miss him, worry about him, and imagine the beauty and happiness after I become his wife. Whenever his figure appears in my mind, even if it is just a name, my heart will beat fast..."
The woman in white sighed: "If this is not love, then what is love?"
Qiu Xiangchun's face turned pale and her body began to tremble. Her pitiful appearance made people couldn't help but care and pity her!
She has been denying this fact because there is a second person in her heart. For her who is quite conservative in her heart, this can be said to be unfaithful! In ancient times, unfaithfulness would be spurned and insulted.
The woman in white held Qiu Xiangchun in her arms and comforted her softly: "In this world, no one can force you to do anything except yourself. Because you are living for yourself, not for others.
And live!”
"After nearly twenty years of separation, the remaining images in the memory are just the childish ignorance of childhood. Who can keep a heart that has not changed at all? No! Even the nobility of those saints is just a disguise, using hypocrisy to create a picture of innocence.
Your shame! The fact that you can do this is enough to make most people ashamed. I believe that when he knows the truth, he will never blame you. Instead, he will feel ashamed for delaying your youthful years because of his own fault!
"
Looking at Qiu Xiangchun who was crying silently, the woman in white said seriously: "Xiangchun, if he really has you in his heart, he will never want to see you tortured to death because of him. If you can find your true happiness,
, and he will definitely send you sincere blessings! If, when you meet, he only gives you a cold back, or condescending cynicism, how can such a man be worth your efforts? Is such a man worthy?
Fuck you!"
Qiu Xiangchun nodded heavily, and her face returned to a little rosy.
The woman in white wiped away Qiu Xiangchun's tears and said with a soft smile: "Tell me about the person who can make ripples in your heart that has remained calm for twenty years!"
"Nirvana?" Qiu Xiangchun's eyes were a little confused.
When Qiu Xiangchun said the word "Nirvana", ripples appeared deep in the eyes of the woman in white, which meant something inexplicable!
Qiu Xiangchun said quietly: "When I saw Nie Chen for the first time, I thought I had found 'him'. The familiar feeling from the bottom of my heart completely overwhelmed me. I couldn't help but pay attention to him.
The devil seems to have tried every means to search for news about him. His mood rises and falls with his emotions, as if I am living for him..."
"However, as time goes by, the ordinary man brings surprises and even amazement to the world one after another. The confidence in my heart can't help but waver and dissipate little by little. Finally, I gave myself an answer:
He is not him!"
"However, this answer comes too late. Because I can no longer distinguish between him and him... How can a person's heart be divided into two halves?"
After a moment of silence, the woman in white said seriously, "Then how can you tell that it's not him?"
After changing her tone, the woman in white asked in a deep voice: "Have you ever thought: He is him? In the past twenty years, anything can happen. After all, he was just a child when he separated from you.
He is in a stage where he is malleable in all aspects, rather than a fully formed adult! No one knows what he has become now!"
Qiu Xiangjun was startled and whispered: "Don't you often say, sister, that you should follow your heart? That answer was brought to me by my heart!"
The woman in white sighed slightly and said with a wry smile: "But when we are confused by ourselves, our hearts will deceive us... You can't even recognize yourself, how can you be sure that you have not been turned indifferently towards you?
Is your heart deceiving? This answer is just the obsession in your heart that is causing trouble, and it is also the obsession in your heart that keeps you in painful torture..."
"A heart cannot be divided into two halves, but it can hold two people at the same time..."
Qiu Xiangchun asked with tears in her eyes: "Then what should I do?"
Her tone was full of weak begging, just like grabbing a life-saving straw when she was drowning. She was eager to recognize herself, and she was also eager to recognize all of this. Because at this time, she was a helpless bird in confusion.
Lamb needs care and guidance from others!
The woman in white said firmly: "Prove it with actions. As long as you dig out everything about him, it's still not clear whether he is him or not?"
Qiu Xiangchun whispered: "But...but I'm afraid...I'm afraid that once I fall in...I'll never get out..."
The woman in white sighed softly: "Silly girl, don't you understand yet? For you, being trapped is liberation..."
Qiu Xiangchun's body trembled, and she murmured aimlessly: "Being trapped is the way to escape?"
I couldn't help but ask myself: "Qiu Xiangchun, what are you afraid of?" (To be continued...)
