() If all that had not happened, Mrs. Qing feels that she would be very happy now. If we make a general comparison, she would be at least a hundred times happier than she is now.
But this is just an assumption used to fool yourself. Even if you can get a moment of comfort, you will be hurt more deeply afterwards. Because when the tears are gone, the trauma in your heart will automatically hide. But if you give it again stupidly
I have only one hope, and the one who will be hurt the most is myself!
Just when she was in her most beautiful flowering season and full of longing for the future, a piece of bad news fell from the sky: the master who loved her like a mother actually asked her to marry a bastard she had never met and was good for nothing.
She cried and begged, but all she got was a cold and determined look.
At that moment, she seemed to feel that the whole world had ruthlessly abandoned her. And she was hiding in a dark, dark and narrow corner, shivering, waiting for an unexpected surprise.
However, fate played a big joke on her, and the planned surprise was ruined... This also heralded that she would step into the abyss and fall.
It was at that moment that she clearly discovered that the kind and kind master had deceived everyone with a hypocritical face. Among them, the one who was most deceived was her, the disciple whom others regarded as the most beloved of the master!
And she, who is innocent and innocent, also deeply understands a truth: there is no hatred without reason, and there is no love without reason!
The endless cycle of cause and effect is destined to be entangled for a lifetime.
And she later learned that her master ruthlessly abandoned her because of her entanglement with the word "karma."
Since then, she has learned du li, relying on others, learned how to see through the essence of things at a glance, learned how to be hypocritical, and learned how to survive in this cruel society...
She learned everything she had never learned before, just to get better for herself, and to leave a way out for herself, because she still had a hope in her heart!
It wasn't until a certain moment that she realized: those can all be called maturity!
And a person's maturity will pay an unimaginable huge price...
No one knew why she agreed to her master's unreasonable request, and even she herself couldn't give a reasonable answer.
But that was her choice.
However, the choice does not mean that she will let her fate dictate.
Since fate played a not-so-funny joke on her, she had to give fate a joke in return. Even if she didn't laugh, her stomach would cramp, and she would also have to laugh or cry.
Therefore, as the outside world speculated, she personally sent her nominal husband to hell.
She often laughs at herself for being the most poisonous person in a woman's heart! Yet she is still complacently spreading poison wantonly, corroding everything she dislikes.
Therefore, she defines herself as: madman!
From the moment she changed, she knew that she would never regain her silly innocence. However, she did not regret it. Because if she had not gone through all the ups and downs, how could she be so proud of the world today?
Looking at the senior sister who frowned slightly, Mrs. Qing chuckled and said: "Is it because I called her an old witch and she was unhappy? But what can you do if you are unhappy? The mouth is on my face, so I can call her whatever I want.
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"Others laugh at me because I'm crazy, but I laugh at them because they can't see through it. Senior sister, tell me, why did we, who were originally as close as sisters, end up in such a situation and become enemies who have never been together until death?"
Fairy Qingshi was silent. Recalling the happy times between the two of them in the past, her not-so-smiling face would always bloom with the brightest smile. However, all that will only exist in memory after all, and will even fade away as time goes by.
Blurred, eventually fragmented, turned into fragments floating in the sea of mind...
Looking at Fairy Qingshi who was deep in thought, Mrs. Qing sneered: "You will attribute it to fate, but I will attribute it to human beings! That is to say, fate will not refute, so you people can confidently use it as an excuse..."
With a change of tone, Mrs. Qing said coldly: "Why can you stand on the altar and accept the worship of all living beings. But I have to end up with a bad reputation, being spurned and insulted by others? Why aren't you always doing that?
The good apprentice of the old witch settled the cause and effect for her, but you want me to clean up the mess? Why can you pursue the love in your heart without any scruples, but I am bound by various shackles and wander alone? Why...
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At this moment, tears flowed out unconsciously, and Mrs. Qing became a tearful person in the blink of an eye! Only she can understand the sadness behind the scenery. Others cannot see it, and even if they see it, they will most likely laugh it off!
Fairy Qingshi was silent. And she finally understood the reason for everything: jealousy!
The different life trajectories of the two people caused them to part ways, but she had a smooth journey towards the sacred temple. But Mrs. Qing had a bumpy journey and fell into the abyss of sin. From a moral perspective, Mrs. Qing would be unpardonable.
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As the maker of all this, the master will naturally get her gratitude and Madam Qing's hatred. And even if she gives everything for Madam Qing, she will be hurt. Because she has something that Madam Qing can't get but is envied by all.
everything.
Gap creates jealousy, jealousy leads to hatred, and hatred makes people become strangers to each other, or even fight to the death...
Mrs. Qing smiled miserably: "I thought I could have a bright future and enjoy all the happiness in the world. However, all these longings were ruthlessly shattered by you. You have ruined everything for me.
...You are the executioners of sinful crimes..."
Then, the sad smile turned into a cold determination: "Back then, I didn't have the ability to resist. So, I chose to surrender. But now, I have the ability to hold my head high and fight for everything I want...or, in other words, to seize you.
Everything you want..."
Fairy Qingshi, who had been silent all this time, spoke up and said: "You are possessed by a demon..."
With a loud laugh, Madam Qing's beautiful face was full of madness: "Yes, I am possessed. But I have not lost my mind yet. I know what I am doing. At least, I can say whatever I want without any scruples.
Say what you say and do whatever you want."
Strangely, Mrs. Qing regained her composure instantly and giggled: "My good senior sister, do you dare to tell me whether you love him or simply regard him as a sad substitute?".
Fairy Qingshi was silent, her eyes filled with confusion.
Mrs. Qing chuckled and said: "Since you are not sure, what qualifications do you have to ask me to stay away from him? Besides, I dare to cover my conscience and say: I love him..."
With a cold smile, Madam Qing asked in a deep voice: "And you, do you dare?" (To be continued...)
