【That’s all for today, I have to go to work tomorrow!】
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"Xiao Nuo, what kind of husband are you looking for when you grow up?" The young man asked with a warm smile on his face, smiling at his young daughter in his arms.
"I'm looking for someone just like my father..." Xiao Nuo replied crisply. Her delicate and lovely face was destined to be the most beautiful girl in the world when she grew up.
The young man laughed and kissed Xiao Nuo on the face.
The gentle and pretty young woman on the side had a smile on her lips and her eyes were full of happy warmth.
As time went by, Xiao Nuo's loud cries were heartbreaking.
However, that decisive figure left without looking back.[
At that moment, her world collapsed!
Her mother held her in her arms when she fell to the ground, gently wiped away her tears, put on a smiling face, and gently told her: "Xiao Nuo, be strong!"
She was sensible and stopped her tears, but she couldn't stop her choked sobs. She nodded heavily and hugged her mother's neck tightly.
She knew that from now on, only she and her mother would depend on each other!
However, after this incident, her strong mother fell ill. As a child, she had to pretend to be strong and hold up the dilapidated home with her little hands.
However, no matter how hard she tried, she could not save her mother's young life.
At the moment her mother passed away, she threw herself into her mother's arms and cried loudly.
The cry seemed to question why fate was so unfair, and also seemed to rebuke the world for its indifference.
But as a child, what can she change?
Holding her mother's cold body tightly, Xiao Nuo developed an instinctive rejection of men in the world. Her hatred for her father also reached an extremely terrifying level.
It was because of my father's decisive departure that this originally happy and warm family fell apart, and the young mother passed away at such a young age, leaving her as a dependent orphan.
orphan?
How is it any different from the lonely wild ghost who has fallen into the six realms of reincarnation?
From then on, Xiao Nuo wandered around the world alone, enduring the loneliness of a person, the coldness of the night, and the indifference of human kindness.
That is to say, she had already disfigured her delicate little face when she was wandering. Otherwise, I don't know how many waves it would have caused. But even so, she was almost abducted by human traffickers several times.[
In an icy winter, Xiaonuo, who had not eaten for several days, was hungry and cold, and finally collapsed in the icy snow.
She was confused and murmured: "Mom..."
At that moment, she returned to her mother's warm embrace.
When he woke up, Xiao Nuo thought he would appear in hell, but he only saw a Buddha statue exuding peace and compassion.
That is Guanshiyin Bodhisattva holding a jade purification bottle!
That scene was deeply imprinted in her heart.
She stared at the compassionate Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva, and was stunned for a moment.
After a while, an old nun carrying hot porridge entered the main hall.
Only then did Xiao Nuo realize that she had been saved by the kind-hearted old nun in front of her after being on the verge of death.
Soon after, the old nun with the Buddhist name "Jing'an" became her master and was given the Buddhist title "Xian Shu".
Jingshi Nunnery, which originally had only Master Jing'an, now has a little nun.
In this isolated nunnery, an old man and a young man lived quietly, eating fast, chanting Buddha's name, and practicing meditation.
When she was little, she once asked her master: "Master, why do we keep our hair?"
In her opinion, both monks and nuns have to shave their heads, which is said to eliminate three thousand worries!
The master touched her little head and said with a smile: "As long as there is a Buddha in your heart and everything you see is a Buddha, why should you care about the three thousand threads of troubles on your head?"
At that time, she didn't understand. She just felt that she looked better with hair than with a bald head.
Time flies, and she has grown up since she was a child. She has learned the true teachings of Buddhism from her master who was a hermit.
After her master passed away, she traveled around to preach Buddhism and discussed and defended herself with enlightened monks in major monasteries, but failed.
Eventually, she was honored as a Bodhisattva.
"Xiao Nuo..."
Xian Shu Bodhisattva murmured softly, and scenes from the past flashed through her mind. These memories were deliberately sealed by her, but she did not expect that they would be broken out today.
These memories were too painful for her and she was unwilling to touch them. But today she had a complete catharsis.
However, facing this kind of catharsis, she was unusually calm. It was as if these memories belonged to others and she was just a bystander.
Faced with the invasion of that bastard, the Xian Shu Bodhisattva sighed deeply. With the consciousness to resist, she never made any extraordinary move, just like a marionette at the mercy of Nirvana.
From the moment she died, she was no longer the aloof Bodhisattva. She did not expect that she would fall into the series of traps created by Nirvana step by step, and she even took the initiative to sacrifice herself while being lost.
own body.
When she was young, she once fantasized about a lingering, unforgettable love, but her father's abandonment and mother's hatred eventually shattered her fantasy.
Buddha became her only pursuit and belief, and it even reached the point of morbid obsession.
It can be said that this seed of failure had already taken root in her heart when she was young, but it was only today that it sprouted under the accidental watering of Nirvana, and grew into a towering heart in an instant.
Tree.
Buddha?
magic?
There was a touch of bitterness on the corner of Xian Shu Bodhisattva's mouth, and he laughed at himself in his heart: "I'm afraid I am the biggest devil..."
And the reason why she kept pestering Niechen and wanted to kill him was because Niechen inadvertently opened her scar and revealed a gap in her secret.
It can be said that her complete defeat today is nothing but her own fault.
"Bodhisattva, isn't life wonderful?" Nirvana played with the virtuous Bodhisattva's jade body and breathed hot air into his ear.
The Xian Shu Bodhisattva glanced at Nirvana, whose frivolous smile could not conceal her passion, and remained silent. She had already completely failed in front of this man, and there was no need to humiliate herself under the influence of arrogance.
Nirvana gently touched the majestic pink bulge on the Xian Shu Bodhisattva's chest, and then smiled and said: "If you don't say anything, you will acquiesce!"
The virtuous Bodhisattva trembled, secretly hating her own abilities in her heart.
With a change of tone, Nirvana smiled and said: "Bodhisattva, take off that sackcloth, return to the earthly world, and stay and fly with me?"
Having such a sweet and fragrant lover as your lover is definitely a great enjoyment in life.
The virtuous Bodhisattva stared at Nirvana, and a trace of obsession and nostalgia flashed deep in his eyes.
This is her first man and will also be her last man.
Slowly snuggling into the man's arms, the virtuous Bodhisattva raised her jade hand and patted her head boldly.
An affectionate murmur expressed deep sorrow, just like the death of my mother: "Farewell..."
die!
This is the only way she can think of to atone for her sins! (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Qidian.com to vote and vote monthly. Your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile phone users please go to m to read.
