Hua Lin sighed, "Brother, in fact, we people in Huafu all have a stubbornness. Hua Xiaotang is the same to the late empress, I am to A Bao, and the eldest brother is the same to the sister-in-law. In fact, the eldest brother cares about the sister-in-law very much, but because
Regarding Hua Xiaotang's matter, you felt that you couldn't face your sister-in-law, so when it came to going to the border, you had a preconceived idea and intuitively thought that your sister-in-law would disagree!"
Hua Qi said angrily: "Don't mention that person to me, don't mention it!"
Hua Lin smiled faintly: "It seems that the eldest brother has not let go yet. The eldest brother just avoids it blindly and ignores the contribution of the sister-in-law to the eldest brother!"
Hua Qi frowned tightly. He wanted to refute, but he really couldn't say anything to refute.
After he knew that the child was strangled by Hua Xiaotang himself, he felt indescribable anger and shame in his heart. However, no matter how angry and ashamed he was, his surname was Hua, and it could not change that the cold-blooded man was his father.
The fact is, even at the moment of death...
When he thought of what Hua Xiaotang said before he died, he...
That day, after Hua Lin was treated by Lei Lei, he returned to Hua Lin's room. He wanted to ask that person carefully why, why he treated them like this. They were his children, with his blood flowing on them.
How could he be so vicious? Even tiger venom can't eat its seeds!
At that time, Hua Xiaotang's poison had entered his internal organs. He leaned on a stool and sat on the ground, holding his head high, looking at the stars outside, breathing hard, and blood dripping from the corners of his lips.
Hua Qi stood in front of him, staring at this beast with a human face, unable to speak for a long time.[
Hua Xiaotang glanced at Hua Qi, and the scars on his face looked particularly weird because of the smile. "I didn't expect that in the end, I would die in the hands of my own children. It was really retribution!"
Hua Qi trembled her lips and whispered: "You also know that this is retribution? Hua Xiaotang, time and time again, you hurt your relatives, why? Why?"
Hua Xiaotang suddenly laughed sinisterly, and because of that laughter, more and more blood came out of his mouth, but he didn't care at all, "Don't you know why? Why are you still asking me?
"
Hua Qi clenched her fist tightly.
"The path I take in this life is all my own choice. I have never regretted it. What I regret is why I didn't take her with me back then. If I had taken her resolutely back then..." Hua Xiaotang looked at
The distant starry sky seemed to be remembering something, and the corners of his lips slowly raised.
"Do you think she will leave? If she was willing, she wouldn't have ended up like that! Like you, she was blinded by power. She has been using you all her life, but you did it for someone who didn't even care.
The woman who loves you will be ruined and her family will be ruined!" Hua Qi said angrily, "Hua Xiaotang, you are just a poor car, the stupidest wretch in the world, your life is worse than an ant!"
Hua Xiaotang gasped hard. He wanted to refute, not to admit that he had been used by Shame all his life. Unfortunately, he would never have this chance again.
The light in his eyes dissipated little by little, and he seemed to see Shame Flower. He stretched out his hand to her, but the woman still opened her hand. Shame Flower... Hua Xiaotang fell into the dark vortex.
Hua Qi stood in front of Hua Xiaotang's body and did not shed a single tear for this person. From now on, he was finally relaxed and no longer worried about this person coming back!
Hua Qi turned around and walked out of the room decisively.
After Hua Xiaotang died, he was thrown into a mass grave and his body was dumped in a mass grave. Hua Qi, as if he didn't know the news, didn't even collect the body for Hua Xiaotang, letting wild dogs peck at it.
He had despaired of that person, and he even felt ashamed of everyone, Hua Lin, Chu Yiqing, and the one he couldn't face most was Xu Yunxi!
When he thought of that person's dirty blood flowing in his body, and when he thought that his child died because of him, Hua Qi felt that he couldn't hold his head up in front of Xu Yunxi. The better Xu Yunxi treated him, the more he felt
It was a burden, and in the end, he had no choice but to avoid it.
Maybe Hua Lin was right. The Hua family members had a stubborn element in their blood. Now, he was trapped in a feeling of inferiority and guilt.
After Mrs. Xu got the news about Xu Yunxi, she went to Huafu.[
Looking at Xu Yunxi's packed luggage, Mrs. Xu said anxiously: "Xier, what are you doing? You..."
"Mom, I just want to go home and stay for a few days!" Xu Yunxi forced a smile.
"How many days are you going to stay home? Why are you going home so well? My mother is the only one at home. If you miss your mother, she will come and stay with you, talk to you, and stay with you for two days!" Mrs. Xu frowned.
Xu Yunxi lowered his head and stopped talking.
"Tell me, did you have trouble with Hua Qi again? Did he bully you again?" Mrs. Xu asked in a low voice.
"Mom, my husband and I are on good terms, and he has never bullied me. I just want to go home and stay there for a few days!" Xu Yunxi insisted.
"You won't tell me, right? Well, if you don't tell me, I'll go ask Hua Qi!" Mrs. Xu turned around and walked out.
Xu Yunxi hurriedly stepped forward to stop her, "Mom, what are you doing? I've already told you, and you're going to ask him what he means again? I'm just bored staying here. I want to go home, but can't I do that?"
Mrs. Xu sighed, "Xi'er, that home will always be your home, what's wrong with it? It's just that you are already married, and there is no reason for a married girl to live at home, not to mention that there is such a big crisis happening in the house now.
Things, Hua Qi needs you just now. You go home at this time. Do you still want this home?" Mrs. Xu sighed, "Mom has also thought about it these days. You are married after all.
As the saying goes, if you marry a chicken, you will follow the dog. Now that you have entered Huafu, you are a member of Huafu. No matter what happens, you must face it with Huaqi!"
Xu Yunxi was stunned for a moment, then raised her eyes to look at Mrs. Xu, "Mom, last time I came here, you still..."
"Mom is just angry for a moment and feels sorry for you, but no matter how much she loves you, she can't get in the way between you, right? Okay, if you are upset, mother will accompany you to the temple to listen to sutras and calm down!" Mrs. Xu said
He stood up and told Yu Ma: "Have someone put all the lady's things back, prepare a car, and let's go to Jinquan Temple!"
Yu Ma quickly responded.
Mrs. Xu sent her mother-in-law to call Hua Qi.
Hua Qi came quickly.
"Qi'er, I also know that a lot of things have happened in the house recently. In addition, Yunxi has just lost her child, so she might be in a bad mood, so I want to take her to Jinquan Temple to listen to Master Wuchen's lectures. You see..."
Mrs. Xu said in a pleasant manner.
Hua Qi quickly replied: "Mom and Yunxi just go ahead, I'll have someone prepare the carriage!"
Mrs. Xu nodded.
Xu Yunxi remained silent and did not speak.
Jinquan Temple outside the city is a well-known temple in the capital. In recent years, it has become famous because of the lectures given by the extremely wise Master Wuchen. Now, as you climb up the stairs, you can see people who are destined to come to listen to the scriptures everywhere.
Xu Yunxi wears a loose light green slanted jacket on the upper body. The upper part of the coat is clean without any embroidery and piping. Below it is tied with a horse-faced skirt of alternating blue and white silk, and her hair is tied into a bun.
’ I bought an jade hairpin, and besides that, there was no other extra jewelry. I followed Mrs. Xu up the bluestone steps, and heard the ringing of bells from time to time.
"People say that Master Wuchen has a thorough understanding of the world, and the sutras he teaches can lead to profound enlightenment. Xi'er, you should listen carefully to the lecture later!" Mrs. Xu patted Xu Yunxi's hand.
Xu Yunxi nodded.
Outside the temple gate, a young novice was greeting guests. When he saw Mrs. Xu and Xu Yunxi, the young novice immediately stepped forward and led the two people into the temple.
In the temple, there are towering ancient trees and incense is flourishing. Many pilgrims are burning incense and worshiping. In the hall next to it, many people are sitting and listening to Master Wuchen's sermons.
"Destiny comes and ends, fate gathers and fate dissipates, everything is just a word of fate..." Master Wuchen closed his eyes and talked eloquently. Everyone present to listen to the sutra listened attentively.
Mrs. Xu motioned Xu Yunxi to sit down, and after the two of them listened to the scriptures for a quarter of an hour, Master Wuchen stood up, clasped his hands together and recited "Amitabha" to indicate that today's lecture would end here.
Everyone who was listening to the sutra stood up, put their hands together in salute, and filed out.
Xu Yunxi signaled Mrs. Xu to go out first, and then went forward to greet Master Wuchen.
"Is there something wrong with this female benefactor?" Wu Chen returned the gift and asked.
"Master, everyone says that only after ten years of cultivation can we cross the same boat, a hundred years of cultivation can we sleep on the same pillow, and a thousand years of cultivation can we grow old together. Is this true?" Xu Yunxi asked in a low voice.
Wu Chen smiled slightly: "This female donor, this sentence, a few days ago, another female donor asked me, and now the female donor still lives in the Zen room at the back. If the female donor wants to know the answer,
You can ask the female donor!"
Xu Yunxi was stunned for a moment, then thanked her and took Yu Ma to the meditation room at the back.
The courtyard at the back is much quieter than the front. There are many meditation rooms here, and some people who come here for convenience live there.
Following the guidance of the little novice monk, Xu Yunxi finally saw someone in the second Zen room who had the same "confusion" as her - Lu Ningxin!
When Lu Ningxin saw Xu Yunxi, she was also stunned and couldn't help but curl her lips into a smile.
In the Zen room, Xu Yunxi looked at Lu Ningxin's clothes, a simple coarse cloth dress, and no jewelry on her head, but she felt calm and calm.
"Let's drink tea. This is tea made from newly picked mountain chrysanthemums. It tastes very fresh!" Lu Ningxin said with a smile and motioned Xu Yunxi to drink tea.
Xu Yunxi picked up the tea cup, smelled the smell, and whispered: "I have smelled this smell from the Queen Mother. The Queen Queen likes this kind of light and calm smell!"
Lu Ningxin raised her eyes and glanced at Xu Yunxi, "The Queen is able to taste the fragrance of this tea because she is calm. I have lived here for several months and slowly tasted the taste. I don't know if Mrs. Xu is because of her calm mind."
What?"
"How many months? How many months have you lived here?" Xu Yunxi was stunned and raised his eyes to look at her.
"I have reconciled and left the Zhou Mansion!" Lu Ningxin smiled slowly, "With a father like that, I can only spend my life like this!"
Xu Yunxi looked at her puzzled.
"On the day I got married, you should know that my father refused to accept the gift money, right?" Lu Ningxin said with a wry smile, "This matter has become known to the whole city. My father wants to be an upright official!"
When Lu Ningxin got married, officials of all sizes would take the opportunity to give gifts. This was also a common rule. However, Lu Youli was different from others. On the day of the wedding, he actually cursed the person who gave the gift. Those who followed him simply gave some gifts from them.
The silver hairpins, silver bracelets and the like that were taken off the maid's body just offended the Zhou family. From that day on, Lu Ningxin and her husband quarreled endlessly. This marriage only lasted a few years.
In addition, Lu Ningxin had nothing to show for her, and finally Zhou Lang wanted to take a concubine. Lu Youli's stubbornness came up again, so Lu Ningxin made peace with the Zhou family.
After the reconciliation, Lu Ningxin lived in this temple.
"After I arrived at this temple, I wrote a letter to Hwarang!" Lu Ningxin said suddenly.
Xu Yunxi's eyelids twitched and he quickly raised his eyes to look at her.
"You guessed it right. At that time, I thought that even if I couldn't marry him, I could just be an outlaw, but he rejected me!" Lu Ningxin sighed quietly, "He didn't even have that letter.
He opened it and looked at it, but sent it back to me intact, saying that he was afraid that you would misunderstand it and that he didn’t want to have anything to do with me anymore!”
"When you got married to Hwarang, Hwarang told me very clearly, but I didn't believe it. I always thought he liked me, so as soon as I got free, I wanted to find him, but he didn't want to know anymore.
Anything about me! Maybe he was attracted to me at first, but in the end, he still chose you. He once said that your gentleness, your generosity, and your calmness were what he liked. He said he didn’t want to
No harm will come to you!" Lu Ningxin said quickly.
Xu Yunxi's heart tightened and she couldn't help but hold her hands. After so many years of marriage, Hua Qi had never said these words to her, so sometimes, Xu Yunxi thought that Hua Qi actually liked Lu Ningxin, and to her, she was just
A kind of responsibility, the reason is that she got engaged to him first!
"To be honest, I am envious of you, even jealous of you, but I don't blame you. I met him before you did, but you were the one who talked about marriage with him first! I have lived here for a few months, and now I have
I have to completely understand that it is not mine, and it is not mine after all! Destiny comes and goes, and everything depends on fate! So Mrs. Hua, I hope you and Mr. Hua grow old together!" Lu Ningxin smiled lightly.
Xu Yunxi was speechless at this moment. It turned out that she had misunderstood Hua Qi. From the day he decided to marry her, he gave up on Lu Ningxin. But why, why didn't he tell her when he went to the border?
Mrs. Xu was waiting outside impatiently and immediately came in. When she saw Lu Ningxin, her face immediately turned ugly.
"Why are you here?" Mrs. Xu said displeased.
"Mom, this is a quiet place in Buddhism. If anything happens, let's go out and talk about it!" Xu Yunxi was afraid that Mrs. Xu and Lu Ningxin would have another conflict, so she quickly pulled Mrs. Xu away.
In the carriage going back, Xu Yunxi thought for a long time and finally made up his mind.
"Mom, you go home first, I want to go back to Huafu!" Xu Yunxi said.
Mrs. Xu was stunned and quickly asked: "Did Lu Ningxin say something? Did she and Hua Qi really..."
"Mom, no, she has nothing to do with her husband. Now I go back because I want to reconcile with my husband!" Xu Yunxi quickly gave Mrs. Xu a reassurance.
"Really?" Mrs. Xu was stunned and couldn't help but said happily.
"Well, mother, so you don't have to worry!" Xu Yunxi said, putting Mrs. Xu down at the door of Xu's house, and hurriedly asked someone to drive her home.
After Xu Yunxi left Huafu, Hua Qi was in a daze for a long time, and then ordered people to prepare things and prepare to go to the border.
This trip to Bianguan is high and far away, so it may take seven or eight days to prepare everything!
Hua Lin stepped forward and asked, "Brother, are you really not going to take your sister-in-law with you?"
Hua Qi sighed, "I don't know either. Her misfortune is all caused by me. I can't get her forgiveness..."
"Brother, are you stupid? Just because our Hua family has failed her, you should treat her better. Hua Xiaotang made her lose her child, so you should give her another child!" Hua Lin
said angrily.
Hua Qi was stunned and looked at Hua Lin blankly.
"Are you going to ruin your own happiness because of that Hua Xiaotang?" Hua Lin gritted his teeth with hatred, truly hating that iron cannot be transformed into steel.
Hua Qi stood up suddenly and walked out immediately.
"Where are you going?" Hua Lin quickly chased after him.
"I'm going to find Yunxi!" Hua Qi said loudly.
Hua Lin sighed, "It's true, my eldest brother is good at studying, but he can't even understand such a simple truth!"
At this moment, Hua Gen came to ask for instructions on preparations.
"Hua Guanjia, prepare your sister-in-law's share together, and let's go to the border with our family!" Hua Lin said loudly.
When Hua Gen heard this, he quickly nodded happily.
At the entrance of Hua Mansion, Hua Qi happened to run into Xu Yunxi who was anxious to enter the mansion.
"Husband, I have something to tell you..." Before Xu Yunxi finished speaking, he was interrupted by Hua Qi, "I also have something to say!"
Xu Yunxi also smiled and said: "Then husband, let's talk first!"
"It's my fault that I didn't discuss going to the border with you. Please don't blame me! Can you accompany me to the border? Maybe it's very hard there, and it's inconvenient to eat and wear, but..."
Xu Yunxi suddenly stepped forward and hugged Hua Qi, who was so shocked that Hua Qi was speechless.
"I will go wherever you go. I thought you wouldn't take me away..." Xu Yunxi was already sobbing.
Hua Qi was stunned and patted her shoulder, "I'm sorry..."