Seeing that she didn't hate me, he continued: "Since you don't hate me, can you stop avoiding me? We can still be like before. I treat you well, and you don't have to accept it, but please don't avoid me. This way, it will last forever.
Yes, maybe one day you will suddenly step out of that shadow, and you will definitely no longer be so wary and resistant to people. When you think about getting married, please consider me first, okay?"
Shen Mingzhu paused for a moment, not knowing what to say. The reason why she said she would not marry was because she was too seriously injured in her previous life. Although she is a strong woman, a strong woman does not have an iron heart, nor does she have an iron heart.
fear to be hurt.
And the only way to avoid getting hurt is to never be tempted.
If you don't be tempted, your heart will not be hurt. This is a good way to protect yourself.
That's why in this life, she thinks that she doesn't want to like anyone, let alone marry anyone. She has money, power and people, which is enough. There is no need to rely on men to live her life.
She rejected Xiao Xian not because of Xiao Che, but because of her guilt towards him in her previous life.
Also, in this life, she really didn't want to get married. She felt a little in awe of the vow of marrying someone and staying together forever.
And in this life, Xiao Xian rejected Changsun Xian because of her, and was beaten by the eldest princess. Then, as long as Changsun Xian doesn't give up, what kind of harm will he suffer in the future?
This is probably why she got him into trouble.
Not hearing her voice, Xiao Xian felt very uneasy and did not dare to say anything for a while.
But if he didn't speak and the surroundings were so quiet, he would feel very nervous. He had never been so scared since he was a child.
After a long while, the voice for help finally sounded, and Shen Mingzhu said calmly: "Xiao Xian, I said, I rejected you not because of Xiao Che, not because of any man, just because I don't want to get married. You said you wanted to wait for me
, but let me tell you, I don’t want to delay you at all, you’d better make plans for yourself as soon as possible.”
"No, Mingzhu, I have never felt that you are delaying me. I am willing to pay for you and wait for you. I do not ask you to respond immediately, nor do I ask you to agree. I just give me this opportunity and let me protect you.
I feel satisfied just by looking at you, Mingzhu, okay?"
He couldn't help but turn his face sideways and stopped when he saw her goose-yellow shirt. He didn't dare to look at her face for fear of seeing the rejection in her eyes.
His voice was ethereal, like the sound of wings flying across the sky, "Mingzhu, I don't know what happened to you. Why are you so brave and strong, but you are afraid of such beautiful feelings? I just want you to know,
I am willing to wait for you until the day you agree or... you find someone you really like. If the person you like is not me, I am willing to turn around and leave. I will never pester you or make you sad.
Pearl...is that okay?"
He tilted his body slightly and rubbed his head on her shoulder, as if he were a small animal in need of care from its owner, so eager to please his owner.
Shen Mingzhu was startled and subconsciously said, "Okay."
After saying that, she regretted it, but Xiao Xian laughed happily, "Qushui, Liushang, bring the wine, ask the concubine, go to the kitchen to see if the food is ready, you haven't been back for so long, are you okay?"
I ate it there secretly."
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It's shameful to act cute! Our pearl is finally a little tempted, haha, Xiao Xian can wait until the clouds clear and the moon shines.
