The sunlight outside the window was burning the earth like a fire, but at this time, the room was extremely cold, and every corner was filled with a chill.
The cicadas on the tree are chirping non-stop, which seems superfluous and makes people feel irritated.
This is the third day that Ling Yue has been lying in bed. In the past three days, she has been lying in bed without eating or drinking. Her face is pale and haggard, her eyes are red, and she looks very dull.
Aunt Zhao, who had been delivering meals to her for days, couldn't bear to look at her. Seeing her like this, she would wipe the corners of her eyes and sigh softly every time she went out. Faced with the sudden departure of a loved one, perhaps no one could accept it for a while.
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But if she continues like this, her body will collapse sooner or later.
From the time she disappeared to now, it was only a few short months. When she came back, she heard the sad news that her loved ones had passed away. Ling Yue, who was lying on her side curled up on the bed, thought about herself, and suddenly felt very sad and scared.
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In the past three days, she cried to sleep, cried to sleep, and went on and on for three days. She only felt that her heart ached so much that she seemed to have lost consciousness, and the sheets were soaked with tears. In this place
During the three days, she had the idea of ​​committing suicide several times, but she found that she did not have the courage.
All she could do was cry hard and sadly.
At this time, her tears had dried up, and her face suddenly filled with sadness made her lack the liveliness she should have. I believe this will be a pain in her life.
The sunlight coming in from the window was too pale and dazzling, and the room was deserted. From now on, she would live here alone for the rest of her life. When night fell, Ling Yue moved from the sofa and lay flat on the bed, feeling a little weak.
Stare at the ceiling.
This was the first time she felt that she had lost consciousness, as if everything around her was lifeless, and her disheveled hair was scattered randomly on the bed. She could not accept this fact. God was treating her so unfairly, even her closest relatives were being taken away from her.
Go. Compared with the things she experienced in the Tang Dynasty, she felt that that ancient place was just a dream she imagined. It was just a dream that she could not control and manipulate.
Now this dream has been shattered into pieces, and the beauty in reality has turned into smoke and gone. Ling Yue's heart has become extremely cold.
She moved and looked out the window. The bright sunshine in the past was now dim and gray, and she could no longer find the optimistic and lively atmosphere before.
After a long, long time, she wiped the tears that overflowed from the corners of her eyes and sat up weakly from the bed.
The sunshine at noon was even more dazzling and piercing. There was a creak in the quiet room, the door opened, and Aunt Zhao brought the food to Ling Yue on time as before.
"Xiaoyue, get up and eat..." After closing the door, Aunt Zhao looked at the empty bed in front of her and was stunned.
The bluestone path, the occasional passerby passing by, Ling Yue walking in this silent world, there was only indifference and unspeakable sadness on her face.
Even when relatives, friends, and neighbors who were familiar with her greeted her, she chose to remain silent. At most, she just returned a look that made them all feel sad.
Fortunately, her clothes have been changed by Aunt Zhao, so she doesn't look so messy.
She had been walking outside without thinking for two hours. Her purpose was just to keep moving forward.
In addition to being empty in my heart, the only thing left in the end was coldness.