Mint finally made a decision. She really couldn't hold on any longer, or rather, she didn't want to hold on anymore.
She is not as talented and promising as Guan Shouheng, nor is she like Fang Yuan, a wealthy and well-known lady, nor is she like Qiao Nawei, who has the capital to be arrogant and domineering.
She is nothing now, she is just the most ordinary little person, she is just mint, an ordinary woman who needs to keep working hard, keep making money, and work hard every day to maintain her life.
Therefore, she has no time or energy to spend with them, and it's not worth it!
For such a long time, she had never admitted defeat, nor had she ever thought about admitting defeat, but today she suddenly understood that it was okay to admit defeat, and she would not lose any meat, so what was the big deal?
Why does she have to be so stubborn? Why does she have to strive for success in front of them? Why does she have to live so hard for herself?
Sometimes, persistence is a burden and giving up is a relief.
She suddenly felt ridiculous, as if all her persistence and patience for so long were meaningless.
Because no one cares at all, she is the only one suffering!
If she had to talk about gains, then she should thank Fang Yuan, who suddenly made her realize that she shouldn't waste time with them anymore. She had the strength, so it would be better to do something else.
?
She can continue to tutor children in English, continue to lead tour groups, and even continue to work as a waitress in nightclubs, which is better than now!
And the most important thing is that Fang Yuan reminded her that An An's time is running out, there are still five years at most, so she should spend as much time with An An as possible now. An An has never disliked her being poor, so even in the future
She could only feed her son porridge, and An An would definitely not blame her.
An An's current physical condition is still very stable, and there is no sign of illness, so she should take An An out to play more now to make him happy. She should take him to eat delicious food and play fun places. She is accompanying An An now.
is the most important thing, to hell with other people and everything else!
Whether it's Qiao Nawei, Fang Yuan or Guan Shouheng, they can do whatever they like, she doesn't want to play anymore!
Tears of anger, tears of annoyance, tears of sadness, and tears of relief all filled her eyes. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't help it.
Too many sad emotions suddenly swarmed over me.
Her father's death, her mother's imprisonment, her family's bankruptcy, the end of her marriage, her children's health... these things have made her breathless over the years, but she has never been weak.
It's not that she's not sad, it's not that she's not sad, but she doesn't have time to grieve over the spring and autumn, and doesn't have the strength to feel sorry for herself, because the burden of reality weighs heavily on her shoulders, almost crushing her.
But she had been holding back her grief. Whenever she was sad, she would always warm herself with memories in that small attic. Everything there was the trace of their love. With those, it was enough for her to survive.
But now, there is nothing, there is nothing. He is no longer the Guan Shouheng he used to be. He actually hurt her and insulted her in that way!
She had lost everything a long time ago, and now even her last bit of self-esteem has been trampled down to nothing.
Nothing left...
She couldn't stop the sadness in her heart and the rolling tears.
In her life, she had never felt so painful or uncomfortable.
All the sadness turned into tears and poured out continuously.
Her heart ached so much that she couldn't help but burst into tears, as if her whole being was being hollowed out.
She cried, at first she just shed tears silently, then she couldn't stop the sobs in her throat, and finally the grievances that had been blocked in her chest burst out, and she finally couldn't bear it anymore and cried loudly.
come out.
She cried hard, and for the first time in ten years, she indulged herself in this way, crying loudly, happily, and venting her anger.
She was so tired, really tired, so tired.
She didn't want to carry those heavy things anymore, she wanted to cry out all the pain and pain that had been accumulated in her body for a long time.
She just wanted to stay away, away from everyone, and hide alone.
"Zhuoxi, please, I need... 200,000."
Yes, 200,000 yuan. The work contract for the expo was signed for a total of five months. The salary was very high, 8,000 yuan per month, which added up to 40,000 yuan. If the compensation was 5 times the compensation, it would be 200,000 yuan.
200,000, to her before, was just a small amount of money, but to her now, it is an astronomical figure. She cannot afford to pay it back in a short time, or even in a long time, but she really
There is no other way. The only person who can help him is Zhuo Xi.
Seeing her grief-stricken look, Zhuo Xi felt extremely distressed and quickly comforted her by saying, "Okay, Mint, don't be sad. Don't say 200,000, even 2 million, I will help you."
"Zhuoxi, thank you!" She nodded gratefully, her eye circles turning uncontrollably red again.
Zhuo Xi almost didn't dare to look at her expression anymore. That face full of sad tears was not the Mint he knew. The Mint he knew was strong, independent, and would not shrink back from any difficulties.
But in front of her, she looked like a wounded little girl who was lost and couldn't find the way home.
He hugged her distressedly and deliberately joked, "Silly girl, why are you crying? It's only 200,000, and you're so moved? Then I might as well lend you a little more, and you can just pledge yourself to me!"
Promise yourself?
If possible, she really wanted to.
By marrying a man like Zhuo Xi, she won't have to worry about anything in the future. Moreover, he is not only good to her, but also good to An An. He will definitely be a good husband and father in the future, but... she just can't do it.
Her heart was riddled with holes and she would never love anyone again.
"Zhuoxi, really, it would have been better if I had met you earlier." If she had met Zhuoxi earlier, she would not have fallen in love with Guan Shouheng, nor would she be as sad as she is now.
Unfortunately, there is no if in this world.
Zhuo Xi took out a handkerchief and wiped her tears distressedly, "Mint, stop crying. I'll take you to the hospital. If nothing goes wrong, I'll take you home?"
"Okay, I'll write a letter of resignation when I get back."
In a person's life, many things in life will eventually disappear, and leaving them is also a kind of disappearance.
The broken will be rebuilt, the new will replace the old, laughter will replace the tears.
Until one day, it all ended suddenly, with no laughter and no more tears.