Her words were like a thorn in his nerves, but he still forced himself to calm down.
"I didn't say that, I just don't want to raise them." His tone was cautious, but he didn't know whether he wanted to convince her or himself.
Jimilan smiled slightly, but there was sadness in that smile, "You didn't say that, but you thought so!"
"I didn't!" His voice rose unconsciously.
This was the first time he had spoken loudly to her, and it was also the first time in his life that he had been so rude to someone.
Jimilan was slightly startled, a little surprised.
Although they have not known each other for a long time, she knows him very well. She has never seen Bo Anrui like this before.
He seemed really angry.
However, the more he behaves like this, the more it shows that he is guilty!
The Bo Anrui she knew would never argue with others. It wasn't that he couldn't argue, but he was disdainful.
He is always so calm, so confident, so silent here.
But now, he actually shouted to her so excitedly!
Does he really dislike raising fish that much? No, it's because what she just said touched his heart!
In fact, she didn't know why she just blurted it out without thinking. She had never been a sensitive woman, and her heart was not that careful. But maybe every woman was born with a sixth sense, and she hit the mark when she said it.
.
She didn't understand why he could think so much about his future belongings when he just raised two fishes.
They are in love! Which man and woman in love would first think about how to solve the problem when they break up before getting a pet?
If you think about it carefully, it is not just the problem of these two fishes. During this period, although they claimed to be in love, she could freely enter and leave his house every day, and occasionally she would stay overnight, but she never did.
Really caught him.
He was very kind to her and fulfilled all the responsibilities and obligations that a boyfriend should fulfill. He took good care of her and tolerated everything she had to do.
He has a mysophobia, but she always makes his house a mess. He never reads in bed, but she likes to read comics in bed the most, and eat snacks while reading, but he has never said anything to her.
I have a bad temper and work hard to clean the sheets myself every time.
His life is very regular, he goes to bed early and gets up early, but she is lazy and undisciplined, and her daily routine is a mess, but he is never impatient, and he always makes soup to replenish her energy and refresh her mind after she stays up late.
But if he dotes on her like this, not only will it not make her feel sweet, but it will also make her feel that he is far away.
He doesn't share his joys and sorrows with her. He is self-centered and self-centered, as if she is just an accessory to him, a pet that needs his care. Is this the case between male and female friends?
He didn't want children, and she agreed and took the medicine obediently, but why couldn't she raise fish?
Because fish are also life, they can also develop feelings, and they also have to bear responsibilities?
Could it be that he was with her because of responsibility?
She found that she didn't understand him at all.
The more they interacted with each other and the more they were together, the less she understood him.
She even wondered, had he ever liked her?
After all, she was the one who pursued him from the very beginning, and all her love and confessions came from her, but he never said it to her once.
Even when they were intimately entangled, he never said a word.
His passionate kiss and warm embrace made her feel his passion, but no matter how close she got to his heart, she still felt there was a distance.
"Bo Anrui, what do you think of me? I, Jimilan, am not wanted by anyone except you! Yes, I was the one who chased you first, and we have had sex before, but we both know that this is not the ancient times, and no one has the rules.
After marriage, we must be together, fall in love, get married, and stay together for the rest of our lives! I’m not forcing you with a knife! But do you really regard me as your real girlfriend? Your girlfriend is not the one you pamper and accompany you every day.
Just go with it! I can understand you saying you don’t want children last time. After all, we can’t afford that responsibility now, but is it so difficult to raise two fish? What are you running away from? Do you really like it?
Have you ever loved me?"
Finally, she asked.
In fact, this problem has puzzled her for a long time, but she didn't want to think about it so much before. She is heartless and likes to muddle through. She always feels that timely enjoyment is more important, and he is so gentle and kind to her, she unconsciously
Just indulged in it.
After a long time, you become addicted and become numb.
But now, she can no longer be addicted, she can no longer be numb, and she can no longer be so naive.
She chose to face him directly and asked him for a clear answer.
"It's just raising fish, how can it be raised to a question of liking and love? You are making too much of a fuss!" He frowned subconsciously, not wanting to answer such a question that was not expected.
"Women are all like this, they all love to make fuss out of molehills!" She insisted willfully, and used the two kissing fish in the fish tank to question his thoughts and even his limits.
"I have bought these two fish, and I am determined to raise them! The question now is, should I raise them by myself, or should we raise them together?"
Her clear black eyes were filled with persistence.
But he was not used to her being so strong.
"Milan, don't be willful. I'll take you shopping. Can we buy other things?" He declined her request in a roundabout way.
He thought she would agree. She was a very talkative person. Although she had many weird ideas, he was usually the one who made the decision, because he would help her analyze the pros and cons, comprehensively weigh them, and tell her what was right.
What is right and what is wrong.
But this time, he guessed wrong.
"I don't want anything else! I just want these two fishes!" Her attitude was more insistent than ever.
His brows furrowed tighter and tighter, and his eyes gradually became more serious.
"Milan, I have been busy in the library all day and am very tired. I don't want to quarrel with you over two fishes."
"I don't want to quarrel with you, I just want to know why you are so opposed to fish farming?"
"No reason, I just don't want to raise him."
She was silent for a moment, but she didn't give up. Instead, she changed the subject, "You've been busy in the library all day, right?"
"Yes, I'm very tired."
She did not jump behind him and actively massage him as usual, but asked extremely calmly, "You have passed the review of Paris III University. Are you going to write a reply letter to the other party?"